very unwell

bpd vent everyone is welcome :) just dont be an ass or weirdo creep 💛 block dont report!! guys im not gonna kms i promise and i always keep my promises dms are open, not looking for friends. im scared of people i'll respond maybe reblog dont repost. thanks

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yeah, sorry i exhibited symptoms of the disorder i told you i have. it will happen again because i have that disorder and will continue having it. hope this helps!! 🫶🫶🫶

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am i never important enough?

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“oh sorry, i forgot” doesn’t make me feel better. what i hear is that im forgettable and not important enough to set reminders for

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does anyone actually have their shit together

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everyone else has moved on

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people care less because being not okay is my usual

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i should’ve died alone when i had the chance

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“are you okay?”

“yeah? i’m fine, i’m just mentally ill.”

“oh. 😟”

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didn’t think i’d make it this far so i don’t know what the fuck i’m going to do

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i want someone to stop what they’re doing and say “not for you” when i ask them if they’re busy

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AAAAA bursted into tears immediately

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“don’t take this personally” no 🫶

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i cant tell if im actually just going insane or if a normal regular person would be upset in this situation too

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why cant i catch a fucking break

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how to love without being a parasite

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when did i become just an obligation to them