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[comfymoth]

okay! finally making a pinned post just for convenience :]

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[comfymoth]

glad your doing better moth, but please don’t be in a rush to post art on our accord. What happened to you sounds like a legitimate nightmare and really hope it’s better and stays that way.

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thank you nonny, it really means a lot to hear that right now :,]

it’s just frustrating right now, because i want so badly to get back into making art, and about two weeks ago i got really serious about making A Plan to try and get it back! like i started gathering all this advice and all these resources and made these daily goal lists and everything!!

i still don’t, really know why it’s gotten so hard? like, my brain is just, so, so oppressively clouded at this point that i’ve been scheduled for an mri, that’sss the realm we’re in now, hooray, but insurance sucks and waitlists are long, so it’ll be months until i find anything out from that, so i said alright! y’know what, Fuck it! in the meantime i’m just gonna start reading everything i can about coping with burnout and brain fog by myself, and find tons of exercises for regaining the fine motor control i’ve somehow lost, and exercises to just start re-learning art,,,

and then i did something mysterious to my back and now i can’t. actually bend my neck enough,, to look at my tablet while i draw. for any longer than like, idk. 5-10 minutes. so i gotta wait til that clears up to actually do the shit i planned, and it feelsssss not very fair T_T

i’ll get there eventually, i just gotta keep telling myself that, but the thing is i wanna be there NOW!!! i’m very grateful to have so many nice followers willing to be so patient with me though, your understanding really does mean a lot to me

[comfymoth]

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waaa thank you nonny, i appreciate you guys always being so sweet

[comfymoth]

god, i feel like i do need to recap my last few weeks for you guys, because it’s been. just ridiculous, i think is the only word, at this point, it’s ridiculous

so, the brief overview: halfway through may i had a really not fun reaction to some new meds, and then an even less fun reaction to coming off them, on top of my existing symptoms staying unaffected and in fact just Continuing to get worse, For Fun, got mild alcohol poisoning i think(?), and then at some point in the midst of all that i caught some sort of unrelated mystery stomach bug. and then i knocked something in my spine out of place. i’m just on a roll man, i’m crushing it, truly, who is doing it like me?

i’m being so for real there was like. a ten day streak where shit just kept happening and i kept thinking Ah. So This Is It. This Is How It Ends For Moth, and nowww thank god i can look back and poke fun at how dramatic that was, in fact i think i have to, it’s really the only thing i can do, but good LORD. i mean you just have to laugh, really, what else can you do??

[comfymoth]

happy pride month!!!!!!

☀️ anon

PRIDE MONTH……. ouhh god honestly, i. totally forgot,,, that was coming, that it’s Now, Actually, It’s Today, It’s Day One Of Being Gay, fuuuuck how has so much time passed already??? oh god!!

i need to be so real with you guys, the last two weeks have been. Such an insane blur, i honestly did not think the evil hell ride would ever let me off, but jesus, wow, okay, yeah i think i’m back on earth now, i think i’m here and it’s june, what the hell, you’re kidding. i gotta draw boys kissing or something, oh fuck me, really, june!!

[comfymoth]

guys i’ll be so real i had a kinda catastrophic day today, i spent most of it at urgent care, i’m already starting to block out the memories but i Do know that on the way there I looked out the car window and thought, ‘yknow, i need to make leon more of a bug freak. why didn’t i ever do that? how could i miss it, my god, it’s right there! he’s a bug freak!’ and i think that was a message from god. i believe that. he said that and he was right as FUCK

[kayvsworld]

most tragic thing about wanting to see more stuff of your oc is that the c is o and YOU have to make the stuff. devastating. why can’t art of my beautiful baby just appear in my hands. just materialize under my pillow, like from the tooth fairy

[comfymoth]

i’ve been trying to draw my ocs again for the first time in. months, i think, at this point? and well, it definitely looks like all my hemming and hawing and back and forth-ing and terminal indecision about if i should update their designs has been decided for me, now :,] because i. actually don’t remember how to draw them at all, wow, it’s like i don’t understand what any of these these shapes are or how they’re supposed to connect, it’s crazy

[comfymoth]

oh god I forgot MOTH ITS MALL KITTEN BDAYS!!! Ignore that I’ve been yapping sr you about this in DMs… ITS PHOTO TIME!!! -kitten anon

YESSSSS AHAHA I’VE JUST BEEN WAITING TO ANNOUNCE THIS, BUT GUYS!!!! IT’S MALL KITTEN DAY!!!!! officially one year since these little guys entered the world and began stealing hearts……… especially mine :c

these tiny babies were Truly what made last summer such a joy, i can’t believe it’s really been a full year since then, wow, happy birthday mall kittens, ily <3

[comfymoth]

Figured it was finally time to quit procrastinating and just send the photos through lolz. I was originally gonna try and do Leon's while entire outfit, but maybe I will in the future since I do kind of have all the items needed (just that my jeans and sneakers aren't the right colour, and I don't have a good choker </3) and send a lil doodle with it. I'm pretty proud of it, tho I did make the sleeves a bit too long accidentally ;-;

Anyways, Leon sweater be upon ye

OH MY GOD???? THIS IS SO COOL, HOLY SHIT, DUUUUUDE IT LOOKS SO FREAKING GOOD!!!!!!!! and so cozy??? oh i hope it’s as cozy as it looks

man, honestly, i just. keep staring at this, like wth, that’s kind of insane, right??? that someone looked at my silly imaginary guy and felt inspired to make actual, real clothes??? like. functional human clothes??? from scratch????? idk maybe i’m just being crazy here but i’m almost having trouble getting my head around it, that’s so impressive, you should be proud as fuck, holy shit

[comfymoth]

aa i feel like i have so many asks and dms i need to reply to, but this week just ended up being so much more overwhelming than i expected, and i honestly really hate blasting a statement like this instead of just. you know. Actually Replying To Those Things? just. Fixing The Problem? Cos It Should Be Super Easy? but i’m a bit at my wits end, and just wanna say i’m so sorry if you haven’t heard from me lately, i SWEAR i’m going to try as hard as i can to get my digital life back on track this weekend!! transitioning out of inpatient just,, wasn’t able to go as smoothly as i’d hoped, it actually left me with a whole lot of work to do, and i’ve been having to play phone and email tag with so many hospitals and psych offices this week that i just haven’t been able to do much else ;_;

i really wish i was better at navigating this, but admittedly, this is,, kinda my first time in this situation, and it wasn’t one i saw coming at all, so just know i owe you guys the BIGGEST thank you for all your patience and understanding while i figure this all out, especially anyone waiting on comm updates from me, i’m incredibly grateful and i’ll do whatever i can to make it up to you

[comfymoth]

in case anyone was wondering how i’m doing on my first weekend post-hospitalization, i’m currently trying really hard not to cry thinking about my old manager teaching me how to navigate and organize all our digital records on the front desk computers. she’d always point at the tiny folder icons my eyes kept skipping over and tell me to ‘go to the carpet.’ it was one of the first words i recognized without thinking, and i felt so absurdly happy about that. it was so stupid. god, was i a dummy there. and she was still always so patient with me, always praising me and thanking me for doing the most basic tasks, calling me her angel. i miss her. i miss so many people from that office, all the time now, i really do. i miss them a lot

[comfymoth]

do you think it was ever kinda awkward being in those early 2000’s emo bands, showing up to rehearsal every week with your main songwriter like “hey guys, check out these new lyrics, what do you think? :D” and you’ve just gotta be like, “aw yeah this sounds great man, this is gonna be so sick on the album, hey, uh…. so, you don’t like, need a wellness check, though, right? or….……”

[comfymoth]

i don’t even care of this isn’t in line with reality, this is my imagination, okay?

[comfymoth]

do you think it was ever kinda awkward being in those early 2000’s emo bands, showing up to rehearsal every week with your main songwriter like “hey guys, check out these new lyrics, what do you think? :D” and you’ve just gotta be like, “aw yeah this sounds great man, this is gonna be so sick on the album, hey, uh…. so, you don’t like, need a wellness check, though, right? or….……”

[comfymoth]

OH NOO HOPE YOU ARE FEELING FINE MOTH

honestly, i’m feeling way better now that i’m back home!! i can’t even tell you how much i missed. like. everything, actually, oh my god, literally everything, like clean clothes, and blankets, and stuffed animals, and the concept of silence, and my CAT, ohhhh god i missed my cat!!!

top ten most beautiful pictures in the world right here, it’s enough to make me cry :,]

[comfymoth]

hiiii guys, guess who just got back from. hopital

[comfymoth]

okay this is just an organizational thing, but people have suggested i upload my ocs to toyhouse to make them easy to view n stuff, but the more i look into it the more i find out how fucking WEIRD th is about character-based-characters, to the point some mods will ban any and all ocs they suspect of being cbcs on a whim, so i need you guys to be super honest……

HOW obvious is it my ocs are cbcs? cos i feel like they’re very different once you get to know them, but a lot of their superficial traits are still super easy to connect dots to…………….. i just don’t want any trouble, man, maybe i should just start looking into unvale as an alternative………………… hmmmmmm