death on two legs; you're tearing me apart

Lillian Cullen an independent twilight roleplay blog Mun is 30 years old, but will not smut. Written By: Robin "Rob" First created: 28th January 2013‎ Rebooted: 16th July 2023 ‎ Tracking: ⇢ compellingthought Lillian "Lilly" Cullen (born Lillian Elizabeth Masen, on June 20, 1901 in Chicago, Illinois, she became Lillian Matthews after her marriage in 1919) is a telapathic and manipulative vampire and a member of the Olympic coven. This roleplayer took the Roleplay Anti-Hate Pledge

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COMPELLINGTHOUGHT // PINNED POST

COMPELLINGTHOUGHT is an independent, non-selective, anti smeyer, Twilight roleplayblog, est. 16th July 2023 for Lillian Cullen, an OC, written and loved by ROBIN (31, he/they, GMT). It’d be really appreciated if you read my rules before following and interacting with me because idk like it s polite, y'no?

A STUDY IN: found family, atoning for ones’ past, beautiful but deadly, the double agent, a woman who keeps her heart locked down, loss, watching the world go by: unchanging & much more.

Credits: My icon PSD is The Six by @calisverse All other resources and graphics are my own.

RULES | CARRD | ASK MEMES | META POSTS

[russianblush]

no ai usage over here. you’re gonna get my shitty authentic writing whether you like it or not

[picksmusic]

@compellingthought / starter call.

dead man's blood swaths the blade cusped in his palm with a rubied shimmer. he braces it, keen on the little glimmer of light flashing off its razor-ed edge.

" if you're about to snack on somethin' other than cattle, we're about to have a real tough conversation, sister. "

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“That’s a new one.” Lillian commented, it was certainly the first time in her 126 years a human had threatened her with human blood. She sighed, “I prefer lynx… or cougars, that OK with you or?” she joked, though it had some semblance of truth to it. It always felt a bit fairer somehow, like she was picking on something her own size even if they really stood no chance anyway.

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Sorry I've been so quiet on here, I've had issues with writer's block.

[rosefromdeath]

"𝒢𝒶𝒷𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓁𝓁𝒶 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝓃𝒾𝑔𝓂𝒶 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼'𝒹 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝒽𝓊𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒹𝒾𝓈𝓈𝓊𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝒹𝑜𝓅𝓉𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝒶𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝓌𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓋𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒𝓈." - 𝓒𝓪𝓻𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓵𝓮

GABRIELLA CULLEN ● INDEPENDENT TWILIGHT OC MUTUALS ONLY / HIGHLY SELECTIVE

[goodvibesandmemes]

TV MEMES: True Blood (season 1) quotes 🩸🦇👄 ↳ Please feel free to tweak them etc.

Trigger/Content Warnings: blood references, drug use, sex references.

“Aren't you gonna tell me to be careful?” “Oh my God. You are a gigantic parody of yourself and you don't even know it.” “I'm an organic vegan and my carbon footprint is miniscule.” “Hundreds of years old and you're still a terrible liar!” “Guilt is a useless emotion. Or so I've heard.” “Wow. This place is even more depressing than I thought it'd be.” “I'm not the killer, I swear. I'm a shapeshifter.” “Why didn't you tell me you were going out with [ name ]?” “I know I've done it four other times, but it never gets old.” “I told you. It's better than sex.” “I'm sorry to break it to you, baby but you are not my only source for a good time.” “Take a break. It'll do you some good.” “If you wanna torture anyone, torture me!” “Withholding is tantamount to lying, and I can't have that in our relationship.” “Oh my god! You are still high.” “You want to drink the blood they collected?” “Well, I hate to break it to you but you're not even the most fucked up person in this house much less this town.” “Life is just getting too weird too fast.” “But you're not like them. You're better than they'll ever be.” “He's all charm and smiles in the beginning. But the second he gets tired of you, he gonna stop calling.” “I am not psychic!” “It keeps you alive, but it will bore you to death.” “Tell me, do you enjoy living halfway up his backside the way you do?” “Did he ask you to do it buck naked?” “It's like watching Animal Planet, yeah? Any second she's gonna bite his head off.” “Well, don't get too comfortable. It tends to get more authentic as the night wears on.” “They sleep, just not at night.” “Can I ask you a personal question?” “I tried to apologise for that but you wouldn't let me.” “I'm too damn pretty to go to prison.” “You don't wanna be on my bad side.” “Jesus Christ! I want to lick your mind.” “You left me alone with no promise to come back!” “You know, I was sitting in that jail, I just kept thinking about all the stupid stuff I've done.” “You're just about as subtle as a flying brick.” “We honour Gaea, and seek the deepest relationship to her.” “Every time I get a night off my babysitter falls through on me.” “Baby, you're sweet but you've gotta mellow out.” “They don't understand man. None of 'em will ever understand. You stay sharp, brother.” “Remind me why I hired you again.” “We started most of the myths about ourselves many centuries ago.” “Relax, this is not drugs, this is just a Valium.” “I can kill anybody I want and there's an awful lot of people I'd like to kill.” “He didn't show up tonight, he's not coming back.” “So I guess you've killed a lot of people.” “You need to let people see the real you. 'Cause you're kind and brave. There's nothin there not to love.” “Well, I'm sorry, [ name ], but it is against bank policy to extend a loan for an exorcism.” “So, who's good to eat around here?” “I think I lost the upper hand in the relationship.” “I find myself doubting whether you were ever truly human.” “You are way too good for him. You know that, right?” “He doesn't know anything, he didn't do anything and he doesn't give a shit.” “[ name ], you don't need any help lookin' like a fool.” “I'd do anything for you.” “I'm surrounded by assholes and morons!” “Are you sure? She's been glamoured one too many times already. Who's knows how much of her is left.” “What I am is telepathic. I can hear people's thoughts.” “Not every detail of everyone's personal life is your business, okay?” “Well, I didn't mean to hurt you. You gotta know that.” “I take it by your being here, there was no way around it then?” “No more rules… I'm a vampire!” “I thought you liked not knowing what I'm thinking.” “Vampires are always in some kind of trouble. I prefer to be in it with you.” “So, we can never sleep beside each other?” “Toss it. [ name ] don't need no bad juju cooking.” “Nothin' says I'm sorry like a tuna cheese cassarole.” “You might say that I'm lactose intolerant.” “There's no help for you, child” “Why am I the only person in this world that doesn't think that vampires are monsters?” “Actually, I'm the oldest person here.”

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How far removed from the sparse 3 episodes of canon material for a technically canon character would a character need to be to be considered essentially an OC because I feel like this character is unrecognisable from the source material at this point...

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I started a new blog aaaand it was immediately shadowbanned. Great.

[inadvertently-biblical]

Anthony Head (1954-2026) as Rupert Giles

Buffy the Vampire Slayer - 4x18

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BOOK MEMES: Random book quotes IV ↳ Please feel free to tweak them etc.

“Desire makes idiots of all of us.” “Let them hate, so long as they fear.” “The dead know everything, but don't give a damn.” “Of all the riches he possesses, the right to complain is his most treasured.” “Am I walking toward something I should be running away from?” “I won't be okay, but I will be better” “The very shapes of the trees were like frozen screams.” “They tried to kill me, [ name ], that means I get to try to kill them.” “Anything is better than lies and deceit!” “You were the centre of my universe and everything else spun around you.” “I’m hopelessly in love with him.” “Perhaps it is the greater grief, after all, to be left on earth when another is gone.” “Don’t let anyone in on how much you know. That upper hand will be the one that saves you.” “It’s violent work that sustains the fantasy.” “To learn what we fear is to learn who we are. Horror defies our boundaries and illuminates our souls.” “We're here to make magic with words” “It's an ancient technique known as lying, [ name ].” “Change isn't always comfortable, but it is a fact of life.” “I am the only one who gets to decide what is in my best interest. Not you, [ name ].” “Name one hero who was happy.” “No mourners. No funerals.” “I want to survive this world that keeps trying to destroy me.” “Fear and guilt are sisters.” “Books are meant to be touched, otherwise they’re useless.” “Didn’t someone say love is a shared delusion?” “I am made of memories.” “Be glad of your human heart, [ name ]. Pity those who don’t feel anything at all.” “Wherever we are, we want to be somewhere else.” “They are not terrible. They are just the truth.” “I didn’t hurt her. I loved her.” “You never know what you are going to want until you see it clearly.” “I've spent the last fortnight fearing you would destroy me. You may still.” “No live organism can continue for long to exist sanely under conditions of absolute reality.” “If you ever loved me, it was because I was a soft thing you threw down into the bottom of a pit to break your fall.” “We are all someone's monster.” “Always look on the bright side. And if there is no bright side? Look away.” “Are you now so deluded you think you exist outside the category of everything?” “Not all those who wander are lost.” “Men mock the gods until they need them.” “They tell you revenge isn't worth it. I say there's nothing finer.” “Be selfish, be brave.” “A bad memory shared between two people carries with it only half the pain.” “I am a kind of stray cat, aren’t I?” “The heart is an arrow. It demands aim to land true.” “People do not know what to make of me, and this pleases me. I don't want to be scrutable.” “It’s hard to accept what you don’t want to see.” “He is half of my soul, as the poets say.” “Despite logical input from a conscious mind, a body fears what it fears.” “I feel like I could eat the world raw.” “Mors irrumat omnia. Death fucks us all.” “…there is no such thing as humane colonization.” “I have done at least one good thing: become a person my father would hate.” “I'm a business man, no more, no less.” “Clever folk aren’t popular, by and large. They arouse suspicion. They don’t fit in.”

[compellingthought]

Is it just me or are the icons acting weird on the dash right now?

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It's still under construction but how is this carrd looking?

death on two legs;

a carrd for my oc Lillian

[rosefromdeath]

"𝒢𝒶𝒷𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓁𝓁𝒶 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝓃𝒾𝑔𝓂𝒶 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼'𝒹 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝒽𝓊𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒹𝒾𝓈𝓈𝓊𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝒹𝑜𝓅𝓉𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝒶𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝓌𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓋𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒𝓈." - 𝓒𝓪𝓻𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓵𝓮

GABRIELLA CULLEN ● INDEPENDENT TWILIGHT OC MUTUALS ONLY / HIGHLY SELECTIVE

[compellingthought]

Moots who use/have used carrd: do you reccomend them? Are they better than google docs?

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I'm vibing with this a lot, thanks for the tips guys!

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Moots who use/have used carrd: do you reccomend them? Are they better than google docs?

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