(1) 12.10pm: I donāt deserve to cum because Iām a pathetic toy whose pleasure doesnāt matter. Iām supposed to give pleasure, not get any. Whether I cum or not is irrelevant.
(2) 12.25pm: I donāt deserve to cum because itās my job to keep myself frustrated and focused on other peopleās pleasure. The faster I understand that Iām not going to cum anytime soon, the more Iāll work to make you happy. Your pleasure becomes mine.
(3) 12.32pm: The hornier I am, the more open I am to your ideas, the more malleable I am to become the thing you want me to be. I shouldnāt be allowed to cum because my purpose is to become what you want me to be.
(4) 1.14pm: I donāt deserve to cum because I havenāt been useful today. I havenāt served anyone or made anyone cum. I need to work for my pleasure.
(5) 1.20pm: I should be grateful I even get to touch my sopping filthy hole and it isnāt just locked away. I have two other perfectly functional holes; keeping this one wet and ready is irrelevant.
(6) 2.26pm: Women get to cum. Women actually get to cum first, multiple times, even before the man does. But Iām not a woman. Iām a toy for your amusement.
(7) 3.00pm: When Iām horny, I stop thinking, which is the best state of mind for me. I donāt need to think. I need to obey. My mind and my preferences are not important.
(8) 3.00pm (actually did these together): The more desperate I am, the more ready Iāll be to do ever more filthy and pathetic acts for you. Things other women, those with dignity refuse. I need to be kept desperate so I forget concepts like self respect and dignity.
(9) 4.20pm: I shouldnāt be allowed to cum because it keeps me ready for abuse. Thereās no need to waste time on getting me ready and Iām still wet and slick for you to use. Just bend me over and enjoy my holes.
(10) 4.25pm: The longer I go without cumming, the harder it is for me to deny that Iām just a cunt. I smell like one, Iām always aware of it. I canāt pretend to be a normal person with all this throbbing and leaking between my legs. Denial shows me what I really am. Ā
(11) 4.35pm: I donāt deserve to cum because it teaches me that Iām not a person with free will. I need to beg for everything I want and depend on your kindness and mood to let me have it. Ā
(12) 4.48pm: My orgasms are meaningless if they arenāt sanctioned by someone else. The only way I should be allowed to cum is if it somehow amuses someone. Just as I am useless without having served someone, so are my orgasms.
(13) 4.55pm: I donāt deserve to cum because it keeps me focused on my true purpose. I plan my day around edging and sex toy tasks. I donāt waste time on silly gossip or eating junk. Edging becomes my drug and sort of pushes out all the other negative habits. Ā
(14) 5.05pm: I shouldnāt be allowed to cum because it makes other peopleās orgasms so much more precious. My entire life should be about getting fulfilment from their satisfaction.
(15) 5.18pm: I donāt deserve to cum because it reminds me Iām a sloppy stinky set of holes that deserves contempt and pity rather than a person deserving of kindness and equality.
(16) 8.25pm: I donāt deserve to cum. I barely even deserve to be fucked. All I deserve is to sit in the corner of the room while you fuck someone prettier and laugh at me.
(17) 8.42pm: Orgasms tend to signal the end of a fucking. But my role as a fucktoy never really ends. Iām always a pathetic whore who needs cock and cum. Itās who I am. Being allowed to cum would strip me of purpose.
(18) 8.55pm: I donāt deserve to cum, especially for pleasure. The only way I should get to cum is in hugely humiliating situations. Covered in piss or embarrassing myself in public. Make me cum to prove to me how much youāve broken me. Make my orgasms proof of my debasement.
(19) 9.11pm: When I lie in bed tonight, wide awake in the darkness, my cunt wetter than ever, my clit throbbing, itās going to be very hard for me to think about anything other than cock and cunt and orgasms. That is where I need my mind to be all the time. Sex toys donāt need to worry about anything else.
(20!) 9.28pm: I donāt deserve to cum because youāll probably find it funny to see me so desperate that Iām humping inanimate objects and rubbing myself on your shoe like a dog in heat - all in the hope that youāll let me have one tiny orgasm. Ā
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