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previously fallingapartatthedisco Shley/28/they leftist & embroider

[composureatthedisco]

Happiness is here! Party time party time party time ! The halls to my bridges the connector to the canals yayy

Groundchelle please find me in the garden across from Cumbies thanks

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I’ve been experiencing jealousy for the first time since I’ve been polyamorous and Im feeling such shame, embarrassment, and fear of abandonment this sucks so much and I feel like I dug myself such a hole on accident cause I stupidly chose to ignore it at first (especially cause it’s just a friends with benefits situation?? this can’t be jealousy ??) and then it built and bleed and dang it I really am scared on where things stand now

[composureatthedisco]

On a kick

Uh, I Don’t Know

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Uh, I Don’t Know - “Surviving Climate Change” lyrics originally written on May 6th 2022 recorded February 25th 2022

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Uh, I Don’t Know - “Surviving Climate Change” lyrics originally written on May 6th 2022 recorded February 25th 2023

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Uh, I Don’t Know - Untitled Improvisation

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Noise?????

[rosalie-starfall]

Multiverse posters from Michelle's insta

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LIFE UPDATE ✨

In February of 2021, I wrote the following: “I feel like I’m never going to feel like myself again like how long will this take? I’m so sick of feeling this way. I’ve been feeling so isolated and alone. I feel like I don’t belong anywhere and I’m not apart of anything.”

There’s a lot I want to say. I feel so far away from these feelings. Just the other day I made a facebook post sharing that it feels like I haven’t been that consistently/severely depressed in months and I’m in fact actually happy? Seeing this old post just confirms how long it’s been and just how far I’ve come. I feel so happy and content with my life in this very moment. I have a job that I absolutely love and fulfills me with such a sense of purpose, I work at an assisted living and do activities with seniors who I absolutely adore, they bring me so much joy. But even outside of work I have so much to be happy and thankful for. I’ll be honest I may still have love for Ryan but the reality is he is no longer in my life and my life needs to go on without him, my life has actually been better without him. I think I will always have love for him and that is okay. I am very happily polyamorous now. I have two partners who I adore and others I share love with. I’m also firmly on the they/them train and that is pretty cool. Idk there’s more I wanted to write and share here, but I’m running out of steam. 

Bottom line, I feel so happy, fulfilled, and content. I truly feel like myself again and I feel whole  💛

[chat-atrosphique]

No context, just enjoy

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Name Change

Used to be composureatthedisco feel like this name is more suited for my current emotional state haha

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We back baybeeee! I wrote in the tags of this original post from December of 2020 that I would perhaps change my name back after all this “bologna” and here we are baybeeeeeee!! It’s June 2022 and we are no longer falling apart at the disco, we are back to composure! My original tumblr url as it should be.

[loganandveronica]

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[jellolegos]

Catradora Day

One year of our favourite girlboss war criminal cat girl and her superhuman girlfriend being in love

[maiiyoz]

So... How bout that season four huh?

[spicymochi]

they’re for you!