“You told me you needed time for yourself, for you to figure things out and get other things together and I respected that I gave you that. And even after that, even after how much time we spent doing our own things you still didn’t want me back. So yeah, I met other girls and hung out with other girls and went on a date or two but still, It was your fault because you didn’t want me.”
Selena swallows harshly at his words. She doesn't want this conversation, at least not right now. Sigh. "You're right, I did.. and sometimes I do still need time for myself because this is a tough business. Sometimes it's too damn hard and sometimes I can't handle it." Her words are painfully truthful, she feels tears welling in her eyes as she speaks to the male that she's given so much of her life to. "No, you're all wrong. It's not that I didn't want you, okay? Because I have always wanted you, Justin. Everything inside of me has always wanted you. That's what you're not understanding. I wasn't ready, that's all. I didn't know if I could give you the things you needed and I couldn't tell you that because, god.. how pathetic does that sound? Pretty fucking pathetic, especially hearing myself say it out loud now. I sound so pathetic." Her voice cracks, a sure sign she's heading for tears. "Seeing you with those girls did hurt me, but I never once stood in between it, because I just want you to be happy. That's all i've ever wanted."
