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I see quite a lot of pushing sound voice notes, but never midwife/coaching voice notes. This is my first ever, so please be kind, I’ll improve by next time!! 

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Some folders with some great births

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“Clothes, toiletries, shoes, make up..” Louise sighs as she runs through the packing. “How did I forget the nip pads.. I’m so sorry” she shakes her head in my direction as I lay on the queen sized bed. “Baby, it’s okay, you didn’t mean to forget them.. it happens” I smile adoringly at her little face. “I remembered my stuff, just not your pads” she huffs. “Baby” I laugh, getting up and going towards the mess over the floor “I’m okay, I can use toilet roll..” I smile and look the the mirror seeing my soaked t shirt, it’s typical my milk would come in so heavy when on a cruise, our baby moon.

“Ugh..” she shakes her head “what if I forget the babies stuff? When they’re here? Like.. I could.. I could forget the baby” she starts panicking. “Baby, we’re here, on our cruise, it’s our baby moon, let’s just enjoy ourselves yeah? We’re here, we’re safe, we’re fine” I smile reassuringly and take her to the bed.

“Let’s have a little nap before we get to the port yeah?” I smile, taking my soaking shirt off and throwing it to the floor, putting a towel down incase. “Come on” I smile as I lay on my side, cradling my 35 week round bump.

“All passengers must be off board during this port, all passengers off board including staff” airs through the cabin. But we’re gone from the world, fast asleep. It’s not until an hour later I come around, feeling a pinching in my hip “ooh” I whisper as I give my hip a little rub. “Mm, baby, you awake?” I ask, shaking Louise a little. “Lena” she whispers, turning back to me.

“How on earth have you got milk over the middle of the bed” she laughs and I look down, not knowing what she means “I didn’t?” I shake my head “I’ve just been sleeping.. I..” I stop and look down at my shorts, seeing the dampness. “Fuck” I mutter as I try to stand, but I double over with a sharper pain, moaning out through my teeth.

“Lena? What is it?” She asks rushing to my side. “It’s too early” I shake my head “it’s not time” I tear up. “You’re okay.. you’re okay, are you sure it’s time?” She asks and I nod “I can feel it” I say as I tye my hair back “pressure.. different pressure” I admit as I go back to the bed.

“Right, call the medical centre, deck 4” I demand as I try finding some clothes to throw on between laboured breaths. “There’s no answer” Lou sighs “I’ll go out and get someone” she says calmly “we’re meeting our baby” she grins as she heads out.

“You know.. your mommy’s right, we’re meeting you soon” I grin as I sit down, circling my belly with my right hand. “Ohh, you little monkey” I sigh as I feel a contraction building “mmmmm” I hum as I try getting past it, but the intensity is far worse than I expected. “Hooo hoo hooo” I moan trying to catch my breath.

Louise goes as I get through four contractions and when she gets back, she finds me on all fours, panting, sweating, trying to find some sort of pattern. “Where the fucking hell have you been?!” I mutter, furiously. “Baby, I can’t find a single human on this cruise” she says knowing it’ll panic me. But I just shake my head “I know this baby is coming out soon, you have to help me”. “I.. I don’t know how to deliver a baby” she shakes her hands a little as I start to undress, leaving my swollen labia show as I flap my legs to the sides “oh god that’s so much better” I sigh as the throbbing calms.

“I will talk you through, listen to me before the contraction goes” I start before explaining everything I know. “It’s back” I mutter, grabbing her hand and letting out noises I never knew I could make “Mah!!” I cry out as I shake my head, bucking my hips a little towards her. I reach down and take her index, placing it on my clit, knowing if there’s any relief to get it’s that.

She follows my lead and I feel her starting to circle the area, the pleasure mixed with the pressure is something I’ve never felt before. “Keep going” I whisper through tears. “Don’t stop” I demand as I feel myself getting wetter.

“I..” she starts as I see her eyes widen “you’re opening, you’re like.. stretching” she says, gazing between my legs. I take that as my cue and start to bear down, holding my breath and pressing my chin to my chest. “I..” I mutter, trying to speak as I push for the first time. “Just concentrate on pushing baby” Lou whispers and nod, holding it as long as I can before letting go and trying to catch my breath. “Hooo” I moan out, feeling exhausted already.

“Good girl..” she smiles, wiping my forehead a little with her hand. “Slowly but surely” she says softly as I feel her run her fingers around the crown that’s still not even through. “Still there?” She asks, referring to the contraction that’s definitely dying down. I shake my head and motion for a drink, feeling for a straw with my mouth as I shut my eyes.

“I didn’t know it would be this intense” I shake my head, running my hands over my bump, sad that it’s going to be empty soon. “Here it comes..” I mumble as I pull my feet up as hard as I can, bearing down with every bit of energy I have, feeling myself widen with every second “head?” I ask and she grins, peeking down at me.

“How do I-“ I mutter as I grip my thigh tightly, pulling harder as I let the other leg go, feeling the stretch intensifying as I let a strained grunt out. “Okay, easy easy..” Lou encourages me. “Next push is going to be the crown, get ready okay baby?” She says softly. At this point I’m just taking every second between pushing to breathe and shut my eyes, but I start to feel all of this pressure.

“I.. too much” I shake my head, scrambling to stand. The second I land on my feet, an explosion of water gushes out and my knees buckle. “Okay, okay, I’ve got you” she whispers as she lowers me onto my knees. “Ahhhhhh” I cry out, pushing on all fours “get out!” I sob feeling like there’s no way this baby is going to come out of me.

“Stay still” she says as she starts to try and manoeuvre, my teeth almost breaking as I bite down so hard. “Now!” She shouts as I let go and let out the biggest howl I’ve ever let out, feeling myself finally give birth. “Baby, baby, please” I pant as I reach down to the most perfect little crying girl.

“I can’t believe how strong you are” Louise smiles, wiping my face down with a spare towel. “Hi, I’m your Momma” she whispers, kissing baby’s forehead. But I just know something is happening, I know that my body is doing something. “Milkies?” I whisper as I latch baby onto my nipple. “I.. I don’t know what’s happening” I shake my head, feeling around myself to see why there’s so much pressure.

“Google placenta contractions..” I say quietly as I feel a hardness “and type in are they hard..” I say as I try to get a full feel. I see Louise’s eyes widen as she reads and I nod “I fucking said it was twins! Didn’t I? Did I not?” I laugh a little and hand over baby “I can do this, just be with her, love her” I say as I get up onto the bed, Lou sitting next to me with our new addition.

“Okay.. baby number two.. you need to help Mommy now..” I whisper to myself “please don’t be as chaotic as your sister” I laugh. Louise is just besotted and I watch her for a moment until I feel the cramping. “No panicking Lena..” I whisper as I widen my legs a little, still comfortable on the bed and under the duvet.

“Nnggh” I cry a soft little moan as I push, gently but firmly. “Hhnngg” I moan again, feeling over my bump to try and gauge where I’m at. “Hoo hoo hoo” I try and shake my head “doesn’t work” I groan as I try to rub my clit a little. “Yess..” I whisper as I feel movement, pushing through my gritted teeth.

“Hi..” I whisper as I catch a feeling of the head “gotcha” I smile, turning to Lou for approval. “I’m in awe of you, both of you” she smiles, tears running down her cheeks. “Hurting” I mutter as I try to lean more to one side “they’re bigger..” I say softly as I look to Lou. “Oh.. oh here comes” I whisper as I start to push, gripping onto Lou’s jeans “gaaah!” I squeal.

I see Lou’s eyes change as I start panting and barely making a sound, she puts baby next to me and moves the blanket off me, to have full view of the head coming out of me. “You’ve got this, you can do it” she coaches me as I pant, pushing small pushes to help baby down. “More” she guides as I pull a leg back gently “haahhhh!” I scream as I feel the head pop out.

“You’re amazing” she smiles “just the shoulders now Mamma, I love you so much” she smiles with encouragement. “I love you too, always” I smile, taking her hand as I bear down one last time, seeing her catch the baby. “Woah, he’s a chunk” she grins. “He?!” I smile, reaching my arms out to take him.

“One girl, one boy.. he’s outnumbered already” she laughs. “I’m so proud of you, my beautiful wife” she whispers, kissing my head.

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Video I've been trying to find for months

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https://drive.google.com/drive/mobile/folders/0B-CNgx8Envv4NWczTmFLNkhSTEU/1HDrj1YjiWsy-XP-HqrycC0o_JPO_ru9G?sort=13&direction=a

She struggles so much; she ends up needing two people to help stretch her during crowning. Big belly and good view of the birth. Wow

Home birth - Google Drive

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https://lh3.google.com/u/0/d/1EZrDzuSDwf1YOvkhHwHbkY4lnj1cJZR4=w434-h324-p-k-nu-iv1

Baby gets super stuck for about a minute while the midwife is shoving her hand inside her already crowning pussy to basically play tug of war with the mom over the baby. Wow

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You have to specifically click the link box on the one above this one.

But In THIS video: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1EZrDzuSDwf1YOvkhHwHbkY4lnj1cJZR4/view the midwife practically fists the mother during crowning because the baby gets really stuck

Schouderdystocie opgelost met aanhaken achterste schouder.mp4

Schouderdystocie opgelost met aanhaken achterste schouder.mp4

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I would love to plug her up, making it impossible to push the baby(or babies) out just to keep hearing her groan

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Can someone role play labor and coaching me through my contractions with me?

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I wouldn’t have left the house past 39 weeks if I didn’t need to, but my Grandfathers funeral wasn’t one I was willing to compromise on. We have the hospital bag in the car, but have agreed to get in the funeral car with my family to ride over to the parlour. Which I’m already uneasy about.

It’s a rough day already, but Mom is fussing over the flowers and my Grandma is worrying that family members from overseas won’t make it, my aunt, as usual is just sat there and there’s so many things to get ready.

“I’ve got that” I sigh as I go and help my Grandma with all of her things to take “it’ll be okay, you know, I know it’s not what you want to hear but he was 98 and is resting happily now” I say as I take her into my arms, rubbing her back “I’ve got you” I whisper. “You shouldn’t even be here, you’ve got enough happening.. I don’t want to rely on you to do anything” she tears up. “I want to do whatever I can” I assure her before heading off with her bag.

“Ready?” I sigh as we head out to the car. Luckily, my wife and I have a whole area on the back row and I look at her with a sigh “I don’t know why I agreed to the obituary” I say as I rub my bump in small circles. “You’ll be amazing, you always are” she smiles.

The journey is short and sweet but as we get to the roundabout, there’s a fuss from up front. “Wo-woahhh!” The driver shouts before we all get jolted back, jerking our bodies forward as the seatbelts pull us back. My heart jumps into my throat as I feel my body being tugged and thrown. “Baby!” My wife shouts as she turns to me, checking straight away on my facial expression. “I-I’m fine, I’m fine, are you?” I ask and she nods “I’m okay.. baby okay?” She asks and I rub softly feeling a little kick and I nod “baby’s fine”.

“Everyone okay?” The driver asks and everyone is fine, but when he gets out, he sees that all of the bonnet is crushed. “Okay, I need to order a taxi for all of you, on us obviously” he sighs heading off to call them and I look at my phone checking the time “we have twenty minutes”. “It’s a ten minute walk, can we just get there? Madge?” My wife asks my Nan and she nods but I feel the heaviness in my body grow. “Baby, I don’t know” I say quietly and she nods “okay, let’s see the taxi times”.

“They won’t be here for another twenty” he explains. I just get out of the car and start walking, knowing we have no choice. “Lena!” my wife, Blair calls and I look back “come on” I sigh.

The walk is quick but painful and I feel movements in places I haven’t felt them before. We get there with a few minutes spare and I find the nearest bench, sitting straight away and putting my hair up. “I like your hair down” Gran sighs and I shake my head “too hot” I mutter. “Baby, do you need water? Anything?” Blair asks and I just shake my head. “Back rubs” I say softly letting her give me some love.

“Family?” The director addresses and I look to Blair “I need a minute, you go in..” I sigh and know I have to go in. “Come on I’ve got you” she says holding her hand out. I stand up and as I do I feel my inner thighs warm up under my dress. “My waters” I mutter, grabbing the bench “My waters just broke” I whisper and they are met with so much pain in my back, I find myself bent over the bench taking long deep breaths.

“Not now baby, not now” I whisper. “Lena! Blair! Come on” Gran demands and I look to Blair pleading for help. “Right, let’s get you in there, I know you’d kill me if I let you leave” she sighs as she supports my back, guiding me in.

We are the champions by queen plays on the speakers as I walk towards the front row, passing people who notice the flushed colour of my skin and sweat droplets on my forehead. “Let me help” Blair whispers as we get to the seats and it’s a good thing she helps because I couldn’t have got down on my own.

The service is nice and luckily, the contractions are slow and I’m able to breathe quietly through them, but one hits so hard that all I feel I can do is open my legs a little and cry so I can let some frustration out, normal in a funeral I guess. “And Lena has some words to say..” the director announces. Shit.

I fumble up to the top, standing in front of the room filled with hundreds of friends, family and acquaintances of my Grandfather. Clearing my throat as I open the paper I start to talk. “My Grandfather would be over the moon with the turn out, he always said that-“ I start well but the pain comes over me like a wave. “He said that-“ I start and find my hands gripping the stand. “He-“ I mutter before I just buckle, my knees give out and I find myself being caught by the director as he lowers me to the ground.

“I’m here, sweetheart, I’m here” my wife announces as she gets to the front. The pain is making me pant uncontrollably and I’m not keeping it a secret anymore. “Do the speech” I mutter to her and she shakes her head “do it, please” I cry as I lean against a wall, panting and shaking.

She stands and delivers, better than I probably would have. Everyone is distracted anyway, by me, legs parted, sweating and panting, slightly covered by the coffin. The final music starts and I look up, seeing people leave, trying to catch a glance of what I’m doing. “I’m here, I’m here” she states as she comes to my attention. “I’ve called an ambulance” a member of staff announces and I just shake my head “there’s no time”.

“It’s okay, I’ve had 3, she’s had 2” the staff member says as she comes over. “Towels, water and scissors” she demands of the director and I look to my wife, tears in my eyes “thank you for doing that” I smile and she laughs, rubbing my belly and taking my underwear off. “Come on, let’s have a baby” she smiles.

“Shit, you’re.. like, open” she whispers as she gazes between my legs. “I know” I say as I grab my thigh, panting in and out. “Can I push?” I ask softly and she looks to the women “yes, you absolutely can” one of them laughs. “O-okay” I mumble as I scrunch my face up, taking a breath and baring down for the first time ever. “Nnnnggg” I groan quietly, feeling movement but no spreading.

“Okay, like you’re doing a poo” the woman smiles and I look to Blair grabbing her hand and squeezing “nngaahahh!” I cry out, taking some quick rounded breaths after letting it out. “Pick her leg up” one of the women demand to my wife and I shake my head “I need her” I moan and the other woman takes a leg, pushing back.

“Mmmphhh” I cry out “I can’t fucking do it” I cry and my wife smiles “You! Are Lena fucking Lovell, you can do anything” she laughs.

“Gaaaaah!” I cry, feeling myself split. “Am I tearing?” I ask and the woman between my legs shakes her head “I’m Mel” she laughs and I nod “thank you Mel” I smile before baring down again “ccccaaaaah!” I screech “that’s it, harder sweetheart, you’re doing it” she smiles and I shake my head before pulling my other leg back and giving everything I’ve got “GAAAHHH!” I cry out feeling a pop “fuck” I moan, trying to catch my breath.

“Heads here” she smiles “again” she demands and I shake my head “I need a break”. “You’re doing amazingly baby, you’re so beautiful” Blair smiles lovingly and I laugh, wiping my head. “I love you” I whisper and she smiles “I love you too”.

I find myself getting up onto my knees, leaning forward “sorry” I mumble and the woman smiles “you’re in control” she says softly.

“Fuck.. fu-UUHHH” I cry out, feeling the shoulders stretch me out “ohhhh, oh god” I moan, reading down “come on baby, come out” I whisper as I tug a little. “Come on, work with mommy” I whisper. “Baby, you catch” I instruct Blair as I hold on to the stand. “Ready?” I whisper before letting out a huge scream “aahhhhhhh!” I howl as I feel the baby leave my body and splash into my loves arms, followed by the sweetest cries.

“Oh my god..” she whispers “you did it” I hear her sob before the two women help me on to my back a little propped up. “It’s a boy” Blair grins, handing him to me “a boy” I grin, taking him into my arms “oh your great grandfather would love you” I smile. “Trevor?” My wife smiles, my grandfathers name. “Trevor?” I whisper to baby as I kiss Blair softly.

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All audios have been sent out

Remember I can personalise anything, I can scream while using your name, ask you to help me get the baby out, beg you to let me push.. whatever your needs, Lena can cover them.

Starting at £65 for 30 minutes, all the way up to £180 for 90 minutes.

I promise you’ll enjoy them😈

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Been in labor for two days now and after having my partner usher an orgasm I can feel that this is it, it’s time. I sit on my side with legs wide enough a part so my partner can see all of me and I begin to push letting my body just do the work while I succumb to all of the pressure and feelings that are running through me, calmly bringing my 3rd child into the world

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I haven’t posted a pushing audio on here for a long time, who wants one?😏

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Sent off the last one of the week today!

Remember guys, I can make any audio you’d like. I’m an actor (professionally) so these things are very realistic and I will incorporate most kinks/phrases/names and all storylines!

Feel free to message as I have space this upcoming week to send more out!!

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A few simple rules with these videos. If you want to save them for your personal collection be my guest. However PLEASE DO NOT repost these videos on other sites! Re-blogging on tumblr is ok, Just keep them on Tumblr. If I see them elsewhere I will have no choice but to remove them. Thanks.

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Personalised audios are back on sale again, message for enquiries🤰

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Just to update you guys

We went to our first ultrasound today, there was no heartbeat. We’re devastated.

I will still be posting and we are both doing okay, but I wanted you to know we’re no longer pregnant and to please not message asking for updates now.

Thank you

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All birthing audios sent out today which means I have space for 5 more people! (Tailored, personalised audios. I can include names, phrases, positions etc and can be coach or birthing)

Who’s in?

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We have a tradition.. in our group of friends. Every birthday we have a sleepover, we’ve done this since we were 4, that won’t change, the three of us get along too well. We’ve always told each other secrets, funny stories, our crushes, but there is one secret I’ve kept from my friends.

It’s late, 1AM but we usually try to stay up as late as possible. Carly’s Mom is at work and her dad passed away when she was little. Eloise is a little tipsy, as usual, seeing as Carly’s Mom has a cupboard of Malibu and vodka. I was tempted not to come, I’ve been cramping all day but I know how mad they would be, plus with the snow, what else is a 9 months pregnant single girl going to do on a Saturday.

I didn’t want to tell them that I’m pregnant because they’d talk about how Steve is a bad influence and how I was a virgin until I met him, how he stole me away for one sleepover last year, they’re right but I don’t need it. I just thought keeping it to myself would be a good idea, until now. “I.. I just need to use the bathroom” I mutter under my breath as I get up and run off.

Fumbling for my phone, I text Mom “I’m at Carly’s, come get me” but the service is down.

The pain is building, kind of like a period pain but in my back and my stomach. I find myself rubbing my belly fast and hard as if it’ll help, but I can’t get it to stop.

“Hey, Carly? You okay?” Sarah asks as she knocks the door, Sarah is Carly’s older sister. “Carly??” She asks again. “Uh.. it’s Lena” I admit, trying to control my breathing.

“Oh, Lena, are you okay? You sound like you’re out of breath?” She asks and I quickly get myself together before opening the door. “Sorry” I say quietly. She heads in and I hear her making noises “Lena, did you pee on the floor?” She asks, disgusted and I freeze, realising my waters broke. “I-I’m sorry I can clean it up” I say before heading in and grabbing some paper, kneeling to wipe it. I let out a small groan as I feel a twinge in my left lower abdomen.

“Lena, are you okay?” She asks and I nod “f-fine” as I wipe up. “Lena, I’ve known you since you were practically a baby and something is up” she probes and I shake my head, wishing for the pain to not come as hard as I know it will. I find my hand gripping the toilet seat as I start to contract. “P-please don’t tell them” I mumble, taking deep slow breaths.

“Tell them what?” She asks, lowering herself to me, looking at my face and down to my belly. “I..” I start and she shakes her head “Lena.. you’re not? You’re fucking pregnant?” She exclaims. “I knew you’d gotten chunkier but.. oh sweetheart, you’re-“ she stops and realised “you’re not in labour? Right?” She asks and I plead for help with my eyes.

“Shit, okay.. right” she nods “Lena..” she sighs “what are we going to do with you..” she says softly before taking me into her arms. I lean in and just let her hold me before it gets worse and I start involuntarily panting, gripping her shirt. “Okay, okay Lena, I need you to sit back for me” she says calmly and I shake my head “I’m scared, it hurts, it’s coming” I mutter.

“Right, I know you don’t want them to know but they will, you’re not going to push a baby out quietly and you need comfort, we’re going to get you into the living room and onto the couch” she sighs and I just agree, I need to get it out. “Carly! Eloise?!” She shouts and they come in, seeing the room and cluelessly staring.

“Okay, Lena is in labour, which I know is a big shock for you both, but we need to help her deliver this baby” she explains “can you girls help me bring her to the couch?” She asks and they just do as she says, helping me up. Once I’m on my knees, I get another contraction, one much worse than the last and it doubles me over. “Nnggg” I grunt to myself, clutching my well hidden bump.

“Lena is this a joke?” Carly asks and I just shake my head, blowing breath into the air as I spread my legs under me “pressure” I mumble, looking to Sarah “so much pressure” I cry. “Couch” Sarah demands. Before I know it, they’re carrying me in and getting me on the couch which has been turned into a bed for the night.

“How did you hide this?!” Eloise asks and I just shake my head, gripping my leg and pulling it back, clothes still on. “Wait, wait a minute” Sarah says panicked as she can see I’m about to push with all my mite. “I can’t!” I cry out as I start to bear down in my pants, grunting and shaking like a leaf. “Lena!” She shouts and I stop, reaching down to hold myself, letting her strip me naked.

The second her eyes see my opening, they widen and I see the fear. “That’s a head” Carly says, shocked and Eloise gazes “that’s a head!?” She asks and Carly nods “look, the pink thing inside, a head” she says confidently and I just start to sob. “You were right about Steve, he wanted me to get rid of it but I just couldn’t” I cry. “Okay, okay, we understand, Lena, we do” Carly sighs as she comes next to me, wiping my forehead.

“It’s coming” I grunt as I grip my thigh, ready to experience this whole situation. “Okay, deep breath and push” Sarah tells me and I nod, pulling my chin to my chest as I just scream the baby down. I feel every single centimetre of the head coming down, ripping me, tearing me open. “More” she says quickly and I shake my head, letting go of my legs as I try to catch my breath.

“I can’t do this.. I can’t do it” I cry, rubbing my bump in small circles. “You have no choice Lena, the roads are covered and you have a baby coming out of you, you have to do this, you need to push it out” Sarah says sternly. “You’re so strong, Lena.. your body is meant to do this and you can absolutely push your baby out, just push” Eloise smiles reassuringly and I sigh, already exhausted.

I gulp a deep breath down and try to grab my thighs, pulling my legs up until Eloise grabs one and Carly the other “Push your baby out!” Carly smiles and I try, so fucking hard, to no avail. I’m sweating, I’m crying and my whole body is throbbing but I just can’t get it out.

“Why can’t I do it?!” I wail and Sarah sighs “patience.. you’re getting there” she smiles and I just look to the girls, my eyes begging them to keep my legs up “here it comes” I whisper softly as I start to lean into it. “Gaahhh!” I cry, pushing as hard as I can for as long as my body will allow. “Give.. birth!” I cry out, reaching down and pulling myself open.

“It’s not working” Sarah explains as I hopelessly reach for my Stanley for a sip of water. “I need you to stand..” she sighs and I nod, getting up and standing, opening my legs to make room for baby to come out. “So you’re going to squat a little with the push” she says and I nod, grabbing onto Carly as I swing my hips. “Come on baby, please let me push you out.. it’s just pushing it’s not that hard, I can get you out, I will push you out” I whisper as I pep talk myself.

“Heee heee, hoo hoo, heee heee, hoo HOO” I breathe as I start to feel it coming. My legs part naturally as I begin my pushing attempt, holding onto Carly as I feel my vagina spread. “It’s working!” Eloise smiles and I nod, reaching down to feel my baby’s head.

“Holy fuck!” I cry as I feel burning “fuck, fuck, fuck!” I mutter. “You’re crowning!” Sarah smiles and I just find myself going to my hands and knees, moaning like a cow. “That’s it, vocalise all you want” she smiles as Eloise rubs my back. “Please, please get it out” I moan, shaking as I try to hold myself up.

“Lena, it’s time to push” Carly tells me as I find myself almost falling asleep, exhausted from all the work I’ve put in so far. I just bear down, trying to push through the pain. The noises I’m making are animalistic and in all honesty I’m embarrassed. “Focus, Lena” Sarah demands and I nod, trying to find words to say I need to move.

I fall into a position on my side, holding my leg up and pushing for around an hour, it’s unbearable. Until finally, “the head! It’s here, the head is out” Eloise exclaims. “Push! Push!!” Sarah screams and I do exactly that, groaning, grunting and sweating as I feel my baby escape my body and come into the world.