pretentious hypocrite

im a really bored girl and i hate this blog and i want to delete it but i dont have the guts the end

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i cannot describe this feeling of helplessness

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is it a coincidence that i feel like starving myself the moment i move in with **** and *****?

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i just have to not get toooooooo depressed in the next three days i can do it

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henry and i got scammed at a bar :) henry and i visit napoleon :) henry and i do indie alternative stuff :) henry and i ft nattie :) i cant believe were still best friends after all this time :) peep us doing our grad together lmfao

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in high school police men would tell me to hide my star of david necklace. my mom bought it for me on ponte veccio silver gold

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went to a small event organized for hannukah this monday to perform a song. why do we still need security? it was on campus? i have never been to a jewish event that didnt have security at the front doors

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i am honestly sick of the left and their antisemitism

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i love living in a country where i do not fear for my life or for my people

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i love you land that feels so holy

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cryptic messages that i like to reread every 6 months to refresh my memory!!! one day ill come back

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jungle stick, im wearing my blue dress and suede hills - not religious ! i grabbed onto it and we had a fight and i was quite good but you werent interested 

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mmmmmmm and i baked feta till 5am i wont make crepes for him !! only 4000 of them left, lucky i know two (i guess three if you count the dean!) showed me tricks for eggplants that his grandma taught him. my friendship with men vs women. s and i in walking out of his room at 7 to the surprise of his roommates (oh god what will d think) (i hope he doesnt hear) (after the bar  -theres a snake/stick -as jews we dont belong -awkward train ride to the airport - next week same with his friend to venezuela, tamar the american soldier “hes definitely into you) (i dont think about this v often) anyways we walk straight to lab, got to keep the cells alive! call ahmed, tell him the story. after lasagnas, walk me through the path, past the boars (im easily scared), until i get to the street and continue to climb the mountain, after glasses of wine. i show my id at the gate, walk back down the stairs (avoiding boars) (and cockroaches oh my god - remember when m has one on him ??) go to the first one up to the third floor (canada!) into my room. stories over shabbat dinners (not the latino one). i am so happy. algeira or morroco? but they skip over me. 

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i miss him/all of them

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guess thats cool

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getting a good grade on the test you were 97.4% sure you were going to fail

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i cant believe this shit i posted in grd 10 is atlmost at 500k... lol also who tf trying to steal my content

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at the party, sitting on the rocks talking about anything and everything! he said something and i interjected: no, I -

him: dw im a socialist too, *continues*

me: :O in luv

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lol im planning to come to see henry in august! i havent been 2 ldn in a while! except he lives with his ex-gf and idk if she’ll let me stay there