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Stop blaming yourself for other peoples shitty doings to you. They fucked up. Not you.

(via homos-and-kittens)

does bacon give you the feeling that someone's there for you?

Since I don't eat bacon, the answer to that question is 'no'.

And somewhere deep inside, you know that you were in the wrong.

Confessions of a Closet Emo turned 3 today!

I cannot actually believe this. Thank you to all of you have stuck with me for these past three years. You all mean more than I can say. <3

#tumblr birthday

And I didn't know

That the end would look like this.

I feel like I am one step away from the edge

I feel like that step is so small

That one tiny moment is all it would take

Damn you. Damn you for making me miss you, when I shouldn't.

This isn't fair to me. This isn't freaking fair.

delagriiim

It's back. I suppose I should have known. That nothing on this earth lasts forever.

I've missed you.

I've missed you, too.

Sorry for not updating.

I promise I will check my inbox more often. I swear I have not gotten notifications for any of your messages.

I am so sorry I wasn't there for you all.

God, I feel so terrible.

I hope you're all okay.

I love you.

The pain is coming back.

And I think I'm going to ignore it.

It's so much easier that way.

im all alone. nobody loves me, no one cares, so why im i still here? that i can not tell you becuse i dont knoe why myself. my grandma was my best friend the only one who really cared now shes gone i started cutting my leg and arm. i have 10 cuts on my arm plus my grandmas name, i have 15 cuts on my legs plus her first and last name. i just dont knoe what to do with my self im so depressed and sad. i feel like a zombie walking and smiling on the out side but on the inside im gone.

I love you. Please remember that.

You're not alone, I am here.

I am sorry it has taken me so long to reply, I never got a notification for your message.

If you feel like cutting, talk to me. I will check more often, I swear. I don't want you hurting yourself any more, my dear.

I'm so sorry about your grandma. But wherever she is right now, she still loves you. I promise.

Please don't think that there isn't a place here on earth for you. Because there is. Maybe you just haven't found it yet. But you will.

I am here for you.

Again, I am so so so sorry.

You should keep blogging. Everyone should be allowed to express themselfs in the best way they can. Who cares if other people like it? Do it for you, if it matters for you its worth mattering to someone else. I know what its like to be a closet emo. Its wierd, everyone says "Be yourself" and you do, they don't usually get it. Your words have probably helped a lot of people. Even if its just one person for one day, its worth it. Keep writing.

I'M SO SORRY PEOPLE. I feel to terrible.

Your words are so kind, thank you so much.

Really.

I am almost 30 and I haven't changed at all since 19. I sometimes cut myself and I am listening to My Chemical Romance as we speak. I cry during sad and romantic movies, I have dreams of having tea parties with a non existent daughter. I like kissing more than sex. Oh yeah, I am also a dude.

I'm sorry I never received this message. I'm so sorry.

You sound lovely, and I don't think it's bad that you haven't changed since you were 19. Change isn't always a good thing.

To me, you sound lovely.

awkward moment when everyone is not sure if you're a girl or boy

My god, I never got notifications for any of these messages.

I'm a girl, by the way.

Maybe there is no such thing as forever.

Maybe forever after isn't real.

Maybe there are never any forever friends, or forever lovers.

Maybe forever just doesn't exist.

#forever #emo #confession

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