Not Cocky, But Gifted

[confidentxkids]

I'd just like to let you guys know that I'm deleting this account and then I'm going to remake them on a new one 

[confidentxkids]

Hey guys I'm putting this account under a full hiatus. I just have no muse anymore. I will be making a new muse with a Austin Butler fc....If you want to continue to roleplay with me you can just follow me on there and start new threads. 

[confidentxkids]

Hey guys sorry I haven't really been on here lately. I just have no muse for this account. I might go on a hiatus.

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I Need You || Carson & Camila

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"A double of me would be horrible."

"--No, a double of you is a good thing."

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Who wants a starter

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Starting Things Over || Farah & Chase

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Farahs eyebrows furrowed together as Chase walked towards his car, her first thought was that he was leaving, for good. But obviously she was over reacting and he was just changing into a hoodie. A small smile covered her face as he opened his arms wide, for her, walking the short few steps, she found herself collapsing into his arms as though he hadn’t been holding her that morning, which he had. “I’m sorry.” Her apology tumbled from her lips before she even had chance to hold it back.

Chase held Farah tightly, he kissed her forehead gently then rested his head on top of hers. "Hey, don't worry about apologizing...It's okay, everything is okay, and we're gonna be okay. We just gotta work on things--the both of us." Chase was serious about Farah, more serious than he'd ever been. "Do you just wanna come over for a while and lay down." In Chase's mind the word lay down meant cuddle but he hated that word.

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I Need You || Carson & Camila

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"I guess you’re cute even when you’re doped up." She laughed.

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"I would say the same to you too, but I'm kinda seeing doubles of everything."

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Starting Things Over || Farah & Chase

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"Of course I want this, Chase." Farah attempted to keep her voice from breaking as she spoke but failed as soon as she opened her mouth. "The one thing I want between us is for everything to be okay but obviously that’s too much to ask for because we’re always arguing." She slapped one of her hands over her face before rubbing it harshly  she didn’t know if she was going to regret the words that were about to leave her mouth but she also knew she would regret it if she didn’t say them right now. "You know that I— I love you and I do want this, I’m sorry for everything I’ve said, I say things before thinking and this time the consequences were worse than usual… I can’t loose you like this." Farahs voice came out hoarse and quiet as she felt another tear slip down her cheek.

"It doesn't have to be too much to ask for, though. We don't have to turn everything into a fight. And when we aren't fighting we completely and totally love each other. I want that, I want that feeling." He said looking straight at her. Farah's words sank deep into Chase's heart. He couldn't believe Farah was actually being open with him. He couldn't believe that she wanted this too--in fact it seemed like she needed this and Chase did too. "Hold on." He said walking to the back of hi car and grabbing a hoodie. He threw off his sweaty shirt and put on the hoodie. "Come here." He said opening his arms for her to hug him.

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- confidentxkids

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Tori smiled seeing Chase on the other side of the door frame. It was only a plus that he was shirtless. “Hey there.” She smiled wrapping her arms around him. It seemed like nothing had changed. “So are you going to invite me in, or are we just going to stand outside?” She let out a small laugh. 

Chase smiled when Tori hugged him back. A slight chuckle came from him as she spoke. "Oh--I just thought we were gonna sit outside." She said as he began to shut the door."No I'm just kidding, come inside."

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Starting Things Over || Farah & Chase

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"I know you shouldn’t, you’ve made it clear enough that I’m stupid and that I’m a bitch, I get it." Farah let out a soft sigh before running her hand through her messy hair. "I just - I don’t know what else to say other than I’m sorry, nothing I say is going to change the way you feel right now and I get that." Her shoulders dropped in defeat as she dropped her eyes towards her feet, not making eye contact with him any longer. "Chase, I understand if you want to stop whatever we have going on, I-I don’t blame you if you want to stop trying." Farahs hands began fumbling together as she stared down at them, now was definitely the time that she didn’t want to make eye contact with him.

"I don't think you're a bitch.....Yeah I think you're stubborn as hell but I don't think you're a bitch, and I certainly don't believe that you're stupid, Farah." Chase spoke with sighing and closing his eyes for a short moment. "I want you to say you're actually gonna try and not act like this....I want you to say that you want this too....I want you to show me you want this too." In a way Chase just need Farah to fight for him and show him it was worth it. "I don't want to stop what we have going on, but it seems as if you don't want this..."

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I honestly over think why i even keep this blog….

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dont delete

they suck okay.

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Starting Things Over || Farah & Chase

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"Chase, I know what I said and what I did was wrong and I’m sorry." Farahs voice faltered as she began to speak, his speech had definitely hit her hard and it was becoming a task to hold the tears that were threatening to spill over. "I just - I’m scared, I’m scared that what you did will happen again and I don’t want to feel the way I did months ago." Her voice came out a lot quieter than it did before as she felt the lump in the back of her throat strain as she spoke. "I’ve been pushing you away because I’m scared." Farah quickly wiped away the tear that had sadly slipped from her tear ducts, hoping he hadn’t noticed.

"I shouldn't have to flip out in order for you to realize you were wrong. You did that shit yesterday too when you said you should've dated my friends, and didn't apologize until I started throwing shit. Farah, you have zero respect for me, and it shows in the way you talk to me, with every conversation we hold. You treat me like shit until I flip out and scare you....Then I feel like shit cause I don't like having to get upset to show you that you actually make me upset. I'm completely embarrassed that I scare you when I'm upset, but then again that's the only way to get through to you because you're so damn stubborn." Chase was definitely getting some things off his chest and wouldn't stop until he completely said everything he needed to say then he'd choose if he were done or not. "Well you can't keep me in the dark about everything. You have to tell me these things. You can't just expect me to know then get mad at me for every little thing.  I get that you're scared and personally I don't blame you...But everything I'm doing for you, should show that I'm more serious about you than I've ever been about anything else."

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Starting Things Over || Farah & Chase

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Farahs heart quickly dropped as Chase turned away and began walking back towards his car. She decided it was probably best to let her silent grudge go and forget everything that her friends had been drilling into her head “Chase, wait I-I’m sorry. I don’t know why I’m being so cold towards you, I just am…” She trailed off quietly, avoiding making eye contact with him.

"Yeah you just are..." He repeated. "And that's not okay with me. It's not okay that you treat me like shit even when I try....Farah, you take me for granted. You take for granted the fact that when ever we fight whether I'm wrong or not I still apologize and try to make things right between us. I'm done trying to do that, I'm done with you treating me like that, I'm done with your friends saying stupid shit, and I'm done with always putting myself down because of things that aren't even my fault. I can't force you to be warm towards me, or love me again...And I'm not gonna break my back trying to....I know what I did was wrong, but that happened six months ago and I've been paying for it ever since." He brushed his sweaty hair away from his face and continued. "I told you why I was upset, and you got mad at me, for being upset cause your friends were being rude...here the hell does that add up? And every time I try and defend myself I'm somehow a dick and the worst guy ever."

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For the next hour my Muse can not tell a lie.

Abuse this

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Starting Things Over || Farah & Chase

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Farahs eyes rolled immediately as the words left Chase’s mouth. “Wow, Chase, not even 30 seconds and you’ve already started complaining.” She shot back sarcastically before opening the door wider and walking away from the door and into her livingroom, seating herself on the couch. 

"I wasn't even complaining I politely asked you to come outside." He clarified. "You know what this is dumb. All you do is find reasons to fight with me. There's no hope for us."  He said in a drained tone, feeling as if there wasn't much left for him and Farah, then walking to his car.. He was trying and she gave him absolutely no credit or even tried to get along with him after he constantly went out of his way.

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Starting Things Over || Farah & Chase

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For the past couple of hours Farah had sprawled herself across and wallowed in her own self pity by watching endless romance movies and eating tones of junk food. After arriving at her house after the blowout with Chase, she did what she did ever time she was alone, she dressed in her most unattractive clothing and ate everything she could find, it honestly surprised her that she wasn’t extremely overweight. Groaning out loud as she heard a hard knock of the door, Farah lifted herself up from the couch and slowly made her way over to the front door before unlocking it and opening it slightly. “What?” She sighed quietly as she closed the door slightly, covering herself from him. 

Chase wondered if he was gonna regret stopping by. He hoped they could finally see eye to eye on something and make things work. There was something about Farah that always kept Chase running back and he isn't quite sure why. He waited at her door step, anxious to see her. Once she opened the door slightly then closed is a bit Chase rolled his eyes. "I'm trying to talk to you, so could you just like open the door, or come outside or something?" 

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