"Am I anything at all?"

Roleplay account for my main blog's sona, Connor! [[Open Interactions]] [[Using this to keep all my Connor rps separate from the main blog]]

[confusedactor404]

INTRO POST

Hello! :]

This account was made to keep most of the future rps I do with my persona separate from the main blog I often use for it.

My Muse's name is Connor and we both use He/They pronouns. You may refer to me the same way ooc but with this formatting: Connor

If you'd like to interact with me in my main blog, it's @/confusedwriter404

I made this both with the recommendation of another rp+ask blog and because I want to flesh out the story I have made with my character in this way.

That should be all of it! Updated references for Connor will be posted in a few weeks.

Have fun :D

OLD REFERENCE (FOUND IN MAIN BLOG)

!!!TAGS ARE STILL UNDER WORKS!!!

[bazkitcasepstl]

can someone kiss me

[confusedactor404]

> [Something appears from Connor's bag]

[ Gayass/pos ]

[ Don't get too excited. The rest of my body isn't done yet. That's all I can do. ]

[ No arms, no legs, no nothin'. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

Worst time to be turned on

[confusedactor404]

[ Let me guess. ]

[ Sawyer? ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

yes. And I don't wanna tell him about it

[confusedactor404]

[ Stop talking to me then. ]

[ You'll look like an insane person talking to an inanimate object. ]

[ Besides, I think you're the only one who can hear me. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

eh true.. Hey um.. U ever heard about a place name upward? Or.. I think that's the name.

[confusedactor404]

[ Umm.... No.... ]

[ Why? Another fucked up establishment you used to work in? ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

I don't remember but. I think I used... To.. Grow up in that place? , My brain is still fuzzy but I Swear I had.. Memories from there. HORRIBLE memories.

[confusedactor404]

[ Was it a Daycare or an Orphanage? ]

[ Nope, don't answer that question actually. ]

[ What horrible memories do you mean? Were they like... birthday clown traumatizing or saw-my-parents-die-in-front-of-me traumatizing? ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

Park.. ??

I think it was something like that. Well... Something?? Tried to actually kill me I guess. Thats one of the memories I remember. .

GOD I was so young that day.

[confusedactor404]

[ You've been through a lot of shit, huh? ]

[ Hm... ]

[ I might know where to go next after we're done with this factory but I need you to come with me. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

um... Where..

[confusedactor404]

[ You know exactly where I mean, Kitsy. ]

[ Hope you're ready to relive you childhood =) ]

[ Muehehehehe.... ]

[ Just– Not saying you aren't allowed to reject the offer. I just figured it might be you know... ]

[ Fun to just go casually exploring old places. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

oh God no.

[confusedactor404]

[ ... ]

[ You can't see it right now but I'm trying to convince you with puppy eyes. ]

[ Just picture it. Maybe you'll feel bad. ]

[ Nevermind, that was cringe. ]

[confusedactor404]

[ I'm hearing eating. ]

[ What is that? ]

[ Kit, you getting eaten alive or what? ]

[ Actually, please don't let it be the first thing. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

.. Huh no!- shit dropped one

Sorry just me eating the other toys!

[confusedactor404]

[ Oh, oka– ]

[ What. ]

[ I knew you were bound to end up hungry but I didn't expect you resorting to cannibalism. ]

[ You okay? ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

Yup! They taste.. Good tho! - sorry I'm munching can't talk normally-

[confusedactor404]

[ No, it's cool. ]

[ Oof... I don't know how to feel. ]

[ Well as long as you aren't starving anymore, I guess... ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

I forgot they have organs inside the toys... Eh whatever right

[confusedactor404]

[ Yeah... ]

[ Yeah, sure. Alright. ]

[ Just don't eat the brain or the spinal cord (if they have one). Heard it's a health risk to humans. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

oh.... then I have Bad news

[confusedactor404]

[ WHAT THE FUCK DUDE THROW IT UP. ]

[ MORON. ]

[ BUGO KAY KA, MAMATAY KAG SAYO. JUSKO. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

AHH THE HELL U SAYIN- urfh I hate throwing up

FINE THERE I DID. U HAPPY ?? ... I mean it did taste bad tho.

[confusedactor404]

[ Thank gods. ]

[ Yeah, no shit I'm happy, Case. ]

[ It would've been embarrassing if you survived getting stabbed in the chest and then just ended up dying later due to a fatal disease from eating a brain and leaving me stuck in the center of the Earth. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

Oh come on I didn't know it could kill me!

[confusedactor404]

[ WELL, NOW YOU DO. ]

[ Now be quiet. I'm gonna take a nap. ]

[ Don't get your dumb ass killed while I'm out. ]

[confusedactor404]

[ I'm hearing eating. ]

[ What is that? ]

[ Kit, you getting eaten alive or what? ]

[ Actually, please don't let it be the first thing. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

.. Huh no!- shit dropped one

Sorry just me eating the other toys!

[confusedactor404]

[ Oh, oka– ]

[ What. ]

[ I knew you were bound to end up hungry but I didn't expect you resorting to cannibalism. ]

[ You okay? ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

Yup! They taste.. Good tho! - sorry I'm munching can't talk normally-

[confusedactor404]

[ No, it's cool. ]

[ Oof... I don't know how to feel. ]

[ Well as long as you aren't starving anymore, I guess... ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

I forgot they have organs inside the toys... Eh whatever right

[confusedactor404]

[ Yeah... ]

[ Yeah, sure. Alright. ]

[ Just don't eat the brain or the spinal cord (if they have one). Heard it's a health risk to humans. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

oh.... then I have Bad news

[confusedactor404]

[ WHAT THE FUCK DUDE THROW IT UP. ]

[ MORON. ]

[ BUGO KAY KA, MAMATAY KAG SAYO. JUSKO. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

AHH THE HELL U SAYIN- urfh I hate throwing up

FINE THERE I DID. U HAPPY ?? ... I mean it did taste bad tho.

[confusedactor404]

[ Thank gods. ]

[ Yeah, no shit I'm happy, Case. ]

[ It would've been embarrassing if you survived getting stabbed in the chest and then just ended up dying later due to a fatal disease from eating a brain and leaving me stuck in the center of the Earth. ]

[confusedactor404]

[ I'm hearing eating. ]

[ What is that? ]

[ Kit, you getting eaten alive or what? ]

[ Actually, please don't let it be the first thing. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

.. Huh no!- shit dropped one

Sorry just me eating the other toys!

[confusedactor404]

[ Oh, oka– ]

[ What. ]

[ I knew you were bound to end up hungry but I didn't expect you resorting to cannibalism. ]

[ You okay? ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

Yup! They taste.. Good tho! - sorry I'm munching can't talk normally-

[confusedactor404]

[ No, it's cool. ]

[ Oof... I don't know how to feel. ]

[ Well as long as you aren't starving anymore, I guess... ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

I forgot they have organs inside the toys... Eh whatever right

[confusedactor404]

[ Yeah... ]

[ Yeah, sure. Alright. ]

[ Just don't eat the brain or the spinal cord (if they have one). Heard it's a health risk to humans. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

oh.... then I have Bad news

[confusedactor404]

[ WHAT THE FUCK DUDE THROW IT UP. ]

[ MORON. ]

[ BUGO KAY KA, MAMATAY KAG SAYO. JUSKO. ]

[confusedactor404]

[ I'm hearing eating. ]

[ What is that? ]

[ Kit, you getting eaten alive or what? ]

[ Actually, please don't let it be the first thing. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

.. Huh no!- shit dropped one

Sorry just me eating the other toys!

[confusedactor404]

[ Oh, oka– ]

[ What. ]

[ I knew you were bound to end up hungry but I didn't expect you resorting to cannibalism. ]

[ You okay? ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

Yup! They taste.. Good tho! - sorry I'm munching can't talk normally-

[confusedactor404]

[ No, it's cool. ]

[ Oof... I don't know how to feel. ]

[ Well as long as you aren't starving anymore, I guess... ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

I forgot they have organs inside the toys... Eh whatever right

[confusedactor404]

[ Yeah... ]

[ Yeah, sure. Alright. ]

[ Just don't eat the brain or the spinal cord (if they have one). Heard it's a health risk to humans. ]

[confusedactor404]

[ I'm hearing eating. ]

[ What is that? ]

[ Kit, you getting eaten alive or what? ]

[ Actually, please don't let it be the first thing. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

.. Huh no!- shit dropped one

Sorry just me eating the other toys!

[confusedactor404]

[ Oh, oka– ]

[ What. ]

[ I knew you were bound to end up hungry but I didn't expect you resorting to cannibalism. ]

[ You okay? ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

Yup! They taste.. Good tho! - sorry I'm munching can't talk normally-

[confusedactor404]

[ No, it's cool. ]

[ Oof... I don't know how to feel. ]

[ Well as long as you aren't starving anymore, I guess... ]

[confusedactor404]

[ I'm hearing eating. ]

[ What is that? ]

[ Kit, you getting eaten alive or what? ]

[ Actually, please don't let it be the first thing. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

.. Huh no!- shit dropped one

Sorry just me eating the other toys!

[confusedactor404]

[ Oh, oka– ]

[ What. ]

[ I knew you were bound to end up hungry but I didn't expect you resorting to cannibalism. ]

[ You okay? ]

[confusedactor404]

[ I'm hearing eating. ]

[ What is that? ]

[ Kit, you getting eaten alive or what? ]

[ Actually, please don't let it be the first thing. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

I think I'm... In love with the doctor-

[confusedactor404]

[ I can hear you through the core. ]

[ What the fuck, dude. ]

[ I don't usually judge people for their taste in men but him??? ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

Yup him.... I just remembered what he looked like before.. Well turning into that.

[confusedactor404]

[ He killed children! ]

[ I mean– okay, I shouldn't be talking because I'm a cannibal but still, I have my standards! ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

[ .... ]

[ You like pizza, Kits? ]

( @confusedactor404 )

mhmh yum. I do love pizzas!

[confusedactor404]

[ I've been thinking... ]

[ I could move to another city and like... ]

[ Set up a pizza shop. ]

[ Maybe once we're out of here. ]

[ I kind of know how to make those stuff. I know it'll take time but I think it'll be worth it. ]

[ Does that sound like a good idea? ]

[ I-I don't know. It just sounds like a... spur of the moment thing.... ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

Uhh sure why not?

[confusedactor404]

[ Nice. ]

[ ... Starting to like the thought of it. ]

[ And maybe if you visit, you can have some on the house. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

[ Ough... ]

[ Hey, you can hear me, right? ]

[ Just wanted to tell you that yer my fave guy. Right after mah brother. And mah little sibling. ]

[ I'd like... die for you. Ya know that, right? ]

[ Shit, I kinda did already though lol. ]

[ Idunevenknow what I'm saying right now. I feel weird. ]

( @confusedactor404 )

I uh... um.. thanks.. I mean. You're my favourite too, beside my brother.

[confusedactor404]

[ Awww... ]

[ ... ]

[ ??? ]

[ You have a brother?? ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

Oh uh.. Yeah. Older brother I guess.

[confusedactor404]

[ Is he cool like you? ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

Yea I guess. I heard he's a.. Monster.. Hunter-

[confusedactor404]

[ Oh? ]

[ Guess I shouldn't meet him, huh? ]

[ Hehe.... ]

[ Eh.... ]

[ Sorry, bad joke. ]

[confusedactor404]

[ ... I hear ... ]

[ Paper. And writing. ]

[ And Sawyer yapping as always. ]

[ It's really hard trying to relax in this thing while all that's going on. Even his voice just being muffled still pisses me off. ]

[ ... ]

[ Wait, paper and writing? ]

[ ...! ]

[ Is he going through my journal?? ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

journal?

[confusedactor404]

[ I'M NOT DONE WITH THE JOURNAL PUT IT DOWN !!!!! ]

[ THAT IS... IF... you are going through it or have it in your hands. ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

I- wha-... CONNOR??

[confusedactor404]

[ ... Eh?? ]

[ Are you... in here right now? ]

[ Or.... can you hear me from out there? ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

UM I CAN HEAR U!

[confusedactor404]

[ ... Oh, shit for real? ]

[ Heh, you must look crazy from an outsider's perspective. You probably look like you're going nuts talking to a silver ball... ]

[ ... ]

[ Still doing alright out there? No extra chest injuries? ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

I uh- I'm good! My bandage is ripped tho.. I need a new one.

[confusedactor404]

[ Atleast you're still walking around. ]

[ I might have an extra in my bag. You should probably check. ]

[ I didn't bring it for myself, anyway. I don't need to use stuff like that. ]

[confusedactor404]

[ ... I hear ... ]

[ Paper. And writing. ]

[ And Sawyer yapping as always. ]

[ It's really hard trying to relax in this thing while all that's going on. Even his voice just being muffled still pisses me off. ]

[ ... ]

[ Wait, paper and writing? ]

[ ...! ]

[ Is he going through my journal?? ]

[bazkitcasepstl]

[ Psst. ]

[ Yo Kit. ]

[ If you can hear me, you should totally try to run DOOM on Sawyer. If he's still on a computer screen of course. ]

[ It would be really fucking funny. ]

( @confusedactor404 )

pfft... Alright then. I'll tell you when it worked..

[bazkitcasepstl]

HAHAHA IT WORKED!

[confusedactor404]

[ YESSSSSSSSSS !!! ]

[confusedactor404]

[ Agh... How long was I out...? Feels like its been ages. ]

[ It's weird not dreaming about anything while in this state. Wonder what Kit's up to right now. ]

[ ... Wait. ]

[ Did I just hear.... ]

[ ----- Sawyer...--- ]

[ What..?? ]

[ -----is a rather.... I-----teresti-----urn of events... ]

[ ... Fuck me.... ]

[ ... Fuck me.... ]