I like to draw

and stuff:) 22 fem nb infp

[confusedbutterflies]

I have my first bf

(I have a longer track record with women 🩷💛🩵 )

And for the first time in my life, someone has assumed that I'm straight

And I look down at myself, layered in clothes, body glitter and accessories that quite frequently make people immediately guess my orientation... And I think

huh....

I wasn't aware that was something a person could do

I'm perplexed

[confusedbutterflies]

Bouncing in my seat waiting for everyone to be able to talk about the tadc finale!! Y'all are gonna enjoy it!

Also, They will probably not see this lmao, but like I just wanna thank the glitch team for making such an incredible show even despite all the toxic twitter commentary. I don't blame gooseworx for feeling extremely exhausted by the unhealthy fans and the backlash, but I really hope that after some time she can look back at her hard excellent and monumental work and feel all the happiness and pride she and her team deserve to feel over this massive accomplishment.

Thank you for the 2 year adventure and my favorite show on the planet ♥️♥️ can't wait to enjoy future projects

Sincerely,

A fan :)

[confusedbutterflies]

These are my very halfassed sketches of my head cannons for the human forms of some of the amazing digital circus characters plus my explanation for each. (which I'm desperately hoping we get to see even if they don't make it out).

Jax: I've seen and loved a lot of designs people have done for Jax just because they look cool, but I feel like irl he's just a short nerd. Like obviously he hates being trapped in the circus like everyone else, but I feel like something that makes it a little easier for him to dehumanize himself is that as "jax" the character he is able to become a cool antagonizer unlike what he might be irl. Honestly I feel like irl Jax is a nerdy little online troll that acts like evil Jax in public. Like on discord sure he acted like Jax, but talking to people in public? Evil Jax. Then he got sucked into the circus and all of a sudden and that's 24/7 anonymity to be whoever you want. I'm just saying if he gets human bill cipher treatment I won't be surprised. Also, question...did he enter the circus AT 22? Or Is he 22 now? And if it's the ladder how many years has he been there and did he get sucked in as a teenager? Exploring an old office building with a friend 🐸 before they messed around and got trapped in the circus when they found some headsets? OMG WAIT NEW THEORY JAX AND RIBBIT WERE "YOUTH" BETA TESTERS (idk what I'm saying anymore)

Ragatha: due to the fact that ragatha is not only a farm girl, but also strikes me as a horse girl; I put her in Montana rodeo formal clothing. She strikes me as someone whose "only real friends were her horses". I feel like before the circus she was the same or very similar to how she is now since her trauma responses were you know, family induced. I kept her curly hair partially because I'm projecting and begging that she has it irl. It honestly wouldn't surprise me though if she was a straight haired blue eyed blonde though. I wish I had more to say about her, I just feel like she was roped into this mess and I feel so bad.

Gangle: poor girl. She strikes me as someone who as a kid expected adulthood to be when she'd get confident and "glow up" (i.e wear cute outfits and accessories she found on Pinterest like leg warmers, bows, that cute soft girl aesthetic that was probably partially inspired by anime.), but just never got to that point due to her own struggles. Probably bought cute leg warmers once, almost felt brave enough to wear them out (maybe did and got told they looked stupid or childish idk) and just never did it ever again. She strikes me as the type to never get into cosplay for that same reason, she wanted to but the people around her said it was stupid. Or maybe I'm completely wrong, she had a fragile confidence that was steadily building with age but the circumstances (jax) shattered it. I know she's like 26 but she strikes me as a baby faced individual.

I'm going insane due to the fact that my hyper fixation only has 6 episodes. I need more like right now. Lmk what you think.

Think ming would be disappointed?

I also heard a theory that they're just copies of their consciousness and the real versions of themselves are fine and took off the headset which is so messed up I love it.

[of-aurora]

Reblog if you're not homophobic

Every url that reblog’s will be written in a book and shown to my homophobic dad. 

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Early morning gay panic

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It STARTED as perspective practice... But then I went too far.

I'm pretty proud of how it turned out.

[sulli1361]

Hello! I saw a matchmaker request and thought that was a really cool concept and was wondering if I could make a request too?

My name is Mika, and I'm predominantly feminine presenting. I'm pansexual as well as demisexual.

I am 5'2 or 157.48 cm with a fairly feminine body shape. I have MANY freckles everywhere, pale ivory skin, dark copper curly hair (3a-3b), hazel eyes.

When I asked some of my friends and family to describe me if I was an event or a feeling; my mother said I was a self sustaining field of wild flowers, my step dad said I was like the burrow, my friend said I was a picnic on a warm day, my sister said I was that scenario of a guy pretending to be a shark in the ocean and scaring everyone until they all realize that it was a joke.

I am a relatively shy person and have a tendency to do everything at my own pace. While I like to think that I'm smooth I am absolutely not and have a bad habit of being an absolute klutz. I also like to think that I'm open about everything, but have a tendency of being reserved and quiet especially around people I haven't warmed up to. If someone says my name wrong and I'm not brave enough to politely correct them they will be calling me the wrong name for the rest of time. I have no problem laughing at my own mistakes and like to take any opportunity I can to improve as a person. I like to help the people I care about, but I know my limits and when to step back. (Years of therapy and work is to be appreciated for that. (: ) I'm pretty low maintenance and have a hard time asking for things. I struggle with occasional anxiety and can be very forgetful. I have a bad habit of "keeping the peace" that I'm still trying to get out of, and when someone is toxic to my well being and doesn't show signs of changing that I have a habit of completely cutting them out.

I'm a Hufflepuff, Cancer, and an Infp. My love language is words of affirmation, physical touch, and quality time.

I like music, fantasizing, twilight (the time of day not the book series), stars, warm fuzzy blankets and socks, whistling, hot showers, chirping birds, mountains (I feel homesick if I can't see any), doing impressions of people, talking to animals, cats, tortoises, flowers, snow, the smell of a wood fire, and Halloween. I also like Christmas because I enjoy giving gifts to my favorite people.

I dislike bad manners, chewing noises, hot weather, blatantly rude behavior, disrespect, being talked over, not feeling listened to, wet socks, waking up cold, going to bed past 1am (I broke that habit and I'm terrified of picking it up again), spiders, waking up to loud sounds, people who aren't willing to listen or communicate calmly and respectfully, people who take themselves too seriously.

My hobbies are drawing, playing the kalimba, crafting things (I've made the book from Hocus pocus, cosplays, and masks for example), singing, world building, cosplay, theater.

That's about it. I'm so sorry if this had tmi or dragged on for too long. I'd like a romantic relationship with a demon slayer character, but I'm fine with whichever is most convenient for you. Thank you for taking the time to read this. I hope you have a lovely day/night.

Hello Mika! I love all of the details you've put in, and as a result, I have been mulling over your match for a couple of weeks!

Anyhow...you've been paired up with the Wind Hashira, Sanemi Shinazugawa.

Before I get scolded at, hear me out. Sanemi does embody all of the traits that you dislike- especially his blatantly rude behavior, but he does it for a reason. He doesn't want you to get hurt by becoming close to him.

Sure, it may not seem like he does not care about you, but the truth is that he does care. A scoff from him is just his way of saying I'm listening, and if he brushes you off rudely, it's probably because he doesn't know how to deal with..frivolous emotions like love.

Yet, you two become closer when he saves you from intervening in a fight between two drunks from the bar. You were watching the stars, singing softly, when you heard the loud shouts of the drunkards coming towards you. Since you didn't want the peaceful night to be ruined, you started to mentally prepare to intervene but you were stopped by Sanemi.

"Just don't get involved with them, you idiot! Go back to stargazing!" How he got there is a mystery, but his excuse was that he was on a mission. The truth is though, he just loved to hear you sing and was ready to protect you from the shadows. So he had been guarding you from afar.

When you two are together:

People often wonder how it even happened. After all, Sanemi is...well...loud and abrasive...and you are reserved and quiet. However, Sanemi will have no problem showing you his softer side.

I will admit- Sanemi will not show his emotions in the best of ways at first, after all, he's a tsundere and never thought he would settle down with anyone. Eventually, he does become better at this, but you come to accept that his calling you an idiot is just his way of saying I love you until he says those three words.

But if someone gets your name wrong or you're being disrespected...let's just say that Sanemi will jump down that person's throat. Just try to stop him from killing them.

He loves pulling you close to him when he sees you trip. The only words you'll hear from him are, "Watch your step, idiot," but what you can't see is how his face will turn bright red when he feels you against him.

He also adores cuddling with you at night, especially when it is cold out. Do not worry about ever being cold again because Sanemi will go above and beyond to ensure you're comfy- including purchasing the last of the fuzzy blankets and socks at a local market. If anyone asks though, Uzui did this. It will take him time to get used to this idea, but once he realizes this...good luck getting out of bed in the morning because he will not let you go.

Sanemi loves picking the wildflowers he finds along his patrol routes to bring back to you. While he can't physically present them to you yet, he'll place them on the counter and if you ask about them, he'll just shrug as he tries to hide the blush on his face.

Should you ever forget something that you need or an event, Sanemi will be more than happy to cover for you. He'll even try to keep track of your own schedule on top of his and will take the fault for you missing an event.

The only time he'll mess with you is when he is trying to prank you. Even then, if you make him feel guilty enough, he'll stop immediately and do anything to make it up to you, and will even let you get him back.

What he won't give back are a few drawings because it's for, "His personal collection of your artwork for when you become famous." It also reminds him that there is a world outside of slaying demons that he needs to return home to.

If Sanemi is about to fly off the handle rage-wise, just start singing, playing the kalimba, or doing an impression of one of his fellow Hashira. He'll instantly become pacified and calm down, and perhaps, will even resort to cuddling into you.

Even if he seems standoffish, he will always listen to you and hear out your concerns. He still needs to work on responding properly, and will often ask his fellow Hashira how to do this. As I said earlier if your problem is a person, please try to stop him from killing them.

He adores watching the first few stars of the night come out during the twilight hour with you- and if you're in his arms, the better. Will he ever admit this out loud? Perhaps, but only to you.

I hope you enjoy this Mika! Feedback is welcomed! Until next time!

[confusedbutterflies]

Saving this here because it'd get lost in my likes 🥲

Thank you so much sulli!