Sincerely, Connie.

Hi. I'm Connie C. I’m 31 and just trying to live my life the best I can. Random posts or personal stuff is what’s usually on here. :) IG: @conniechiwa_x

[connieinsert14letter]

September 6, 2025 - Saturday 2:01PM

You will probably never see this but even though it’s really dingy as fuck, I’ve kept this gift from you all these years. We may not be friends now but just know you’ll always have a place in my heart. I have and always will cherish the friendship we had and memories we made. This is my message to you that if you wanted to, still be friends and pick up where we left off like nothing ever happened. I wish you nothing but the best in life as we’re both older, wiser, and happier. You are still someone important to me and I will always have genuine love for you. Thank you for the memories. I hope we can be friends again one day.

Sincerely,

Connie

[shoujo-dreamland]

[mangafascination]

[connieinsert14letter]

August 15, 2025 - 12:00 PM

I’ve been in shambles. A complete mess. The most manic I’ve been in years. This is the most my depression has ever gotten over me. I wanted it all to end. I felt so alone. I felt so hurt. Overwhelmed. I just wanted it all to stop. I’ve thought what if I just ended it all, I wouldn’t have to do anything anymore right? I didn’t want to exist anymore if it meant getting rid of all these feelings. I didn’t want to exist anymore if it meant getting rid of all this hurt. I didn’t want to exist anymore if it meant I don’t hurt anyone anymore even though they’ve hurt me. When I explain my hurt, it’s always because I’m “too emotional” and that I’m being “dramatic.”But if I’m silent and don’t say a word, I get hit with “why didn’t you say anything. How are we supposed to know?” It’s unfair to make it seem like I don’t want help when you don’t want to help. It’s crazier to also pick at things you know hurts me and still do it anyway. I have been made to feel like I am nothing but an inconvenience to everyone. I have felt that I am undeserving of friends, love, kindness, and just this life. I have cherished everything and everyone I possibly know, but who ever cherished me in friendships? I cry to my love for days and even I know I have burdened him with my depression. I’ve resorted to thinking that he too is inconvenienced by me. What do I do? I’m always helping those around me but who helps me? Who even wants to help me? I’m just a pathetic sad piece of shit. I am nothing. I feel like nothing. And I just want to be nothing in this life. I’m just so fucking sad and done with this feeling. I just don’t want to exist anymore. I’m tired of being a burden to everyone.

I’m so fucking tired.

[fadedyukii]

[fadedyukii]

[sadmates]

They don't need me in the way that i need them, and i think that's the most painful thing i've ever experienced.

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[olearypoetry]

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[ia-waifu]

[konoko]

[miishoujoedits]

[xpcmdi]

[prinxessinwonderlxnd-deactivate]

naps hit different when ur using them to avoid being alive