eyes are open finally

Connor Penrose; 25; The Irish Owl My biggest fear is that you will eventually see me the way I see myself (RP)

[mom-anna-deactivated20131202]

This is the last time I'm letting my daughter watch Barney

It’s so bloody cheesy I get goosebumps listening to him talk.

[connor-penrose]

You get goosebumps from watching Barney?

[aubrey-morris]

What exactly is the point in having spare time when you can’t even find the time to catch up with your friends, simply because you’re too shattered from work and have to use all of your spare time to lie in bed? 

[aubrey-morris]

[connor-penrose]

I don't know.

[connor-penrose]

Text ➳ Connor

Aubrey: I didn't really have a good reason except for the fact that someone thought it'd be funny to blackmail me and tell me to ignore you for reasons. Would love to hear your "good reasons", though. Well... I don't know if you still like me, but it doesn't feel like it at the moment.

Aubrey: Yeah, you obviously did.

Connor: So this blackmailing reason is more than us? Is there something that you haven't told me? I'm sure that you wouldn't want to know my reason, but if you really want to know, I'll tell you. I still like you but it seems like you don't at the moment.

Connor: I'm sorry..... ?

[connor-penrose]

Text ➳ Connor

Aubrey: No, you told me that several times before. It's just that it's not acceptable when I need a few days for myself, but when you don't talk to me it's supposed to be all sunshine and butterflies. I never said it was best for myself, far from it actually, but what's the point when we just act like the other doesn't even exist all the time?

Aubrey: It was everywhere, public announcements and all that stuff. you could've known about it if you had really wanted to. I'm not blaming you, though. I just thought you might want to know that I wanted to make it up to you by singing them for you, as stupid as it sounds.

Connor: I never excepted anything to be sunshine and butterflies or anything like that, I'm sure you had a good reason to not talk to me like I have a good reason for not talking. Maybe you should ask whether or not we still even like each other, or why we act like the other doesn't exist.

Connor: Well, I guessed I must have missed it, then. Whatever happened, I'm 100% sure you were great and they all loved your songs.

[connor-penrose]

Text ➳ Connor

Aubrey: If I didn't do anything, why haven't you spoken to me for the past few days? Just tell me when you're tired of me, we can just put to an end to it. You don't have to pretend to like me or care about me when you're tired of me, it's not a big deal.

Aubrey: They let me sing a few songs. It's not important to you so I probably shouldn't even be surprised that you didn't show up or cared about it.

Connor: I needed some time to cool down, it's not easy being me, I guess I forgot to tell you that. It's a big deal to you, obviously, so if you want to end it, then just end it. If you think it's best for yourself, then just do it

Connor: I wasn't really told about that, Aubrey...

[fuckyeahdansmith]

x

[connor-penrose]

Text ➳ Connor

Aubrey: Right... Mind explaining what I did this time? It's getting a little ridiculous, don't you think?

Connor: No, you didn't do anything

Connor: And I don't know why I had to be there. Was there something important??

[connor-penrose]

Text ➳ Connor

Aubrey: ...Why didn't you come?

Connor: I don't know. Didn't feel like it, I guess

[justcallmefox]

It’s a masquerade at my bar. 

[connor-penrose]

You have a bar now? And you're having a masquerade? What?

[connor-penrose]

There's a what on tonight?

[aprinceturnedbeast-deactivated2]

Might be too late for a fast food run, but I’m starving.

[connor-penrose]

Nothing is ever too late for food.

[giselle-turner-deactivated20140]

I Really Need Something To Spice Up My Life

A date? A night of partying? Anything will do.

[connor-penrose]

A cat?

[eliasjanota]

I think moving to Cromer this week was pretty convenient—had I shoot in London yesterday.  Anyway, that’s over.  How’s everyone’s British Halloween?

[eliasjanota]

[connor-penrose]

Pretty OK, there were fireworks and stuff, but nothing exciting. I don't know, Cromer's a little boring.

[wren-frost]

Birthdays...

[wren-frost]

One year, two weeks…

[connor-penrose]

Look, you've got to move on. Not forget about them, but move on because if it's going to be like this every year, you're never gonna enjoy the one day that's revolved around you. Do something to commemorate, them, anything but just try to move on, man.

[aubrey-morris]

If it doesn’t change anything, then why do you keep accusing me of ignoring your existence? If it matters so much to you, why didn’t you come visit me? It’s not like you don’t know where I live or anything. Don’t make me seem like the bad person when you didn’t really care about it either. Stop saying you don’t matter because you know you matter to me.

[connor-penrose]

Well, I thought because you weren't talking to me, I pissed you off or something. So I decided to stay away until you wanted to talk. If I didn't care, I wouldn't be blowing off, would I? Do I really matter, Aubrey, do I really? Because it doesn't seem like I matter to anyone or anything- not even to you. I thought I did matter to you at one point, but now, I don't think so.

[melsmorris-deactivated20140102]

Knew you’d relent, Antonio, I really, really did. Don’t want her to run away? Easy. Don’t grow up stealing the spotlight from her and having her shipped away because of you, and you’ll be fine. Can’t force you or anything, it ain’t legal as it is, let alone without consent. I just need more practice, though. Then the people I do it on will stop bleeding everywhere. 

[connor-penrose]

Cool, now I'm Antonio. Yeah, she mentioned one time that you were kind of the light of your parent's life and stuff; she really took it personally, though I'd really like to know what actually went down. I don't care; no consent, no can do. I'm sorry, practice on a dummy or something that's not human- how would it look if I died because you injected me with something?

[melsmorris-deactivated20140102]

I’m very unwilling to do that, sir.  And it’s not so easy. What? You’re her boyfriend, if y’don’t want to ask her that, what do you want to ask her? I’m not telling you. Blah, blah, blah, words of a person who failed math. An injection of a light, harmless sedative. I have to practice, for school. 

[connor-penrose]

Jesus, never mind then, call me whatever. OK, for one thing, I don't want her to run away from me but since you're being so stubborn, I'm just going to drop it. I don't think you're qualified yet to inject anything into anyone, so no, nope, never.