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@constanceburnett-blog
constance just sat back, not pushing him to do anything else, not seaking just letting him be until he was speaking up again yet she smiled warmly. god, she remembered having bad dreams too, sometimes. it still fascinated her how things can be this intigrated in someones brain that it will come back to haunt you eventually. â i probably would have ended up on the other side of the room, stuck in the wall. â she joked quietly.
Matt had somehow managed to fall asleep on the couch in the library and given that it was quiet, it wasnât something very difficult to do. That was until he started dreaming and with all the anxiety that had been running through him recently, he soon found himself tossing and turning in his sleep. If he still had a beating heart it would have been threatening to thud right out of his chest. Sitting up as he woke up, gasping for breath while his hand gripped onto the edge of the couch, taking a moment to compose himself before noticing the other person in the room. âIâm guessing that you saw all of that.â
â more or less, yes. â constance smiled warmly. â i wanted to wake you but just as i was about to do so, you jolted awake. ---- are you okay? â he seemed shaken up and if she could help somehow she would, if possible. sitting down on the opposite side of the chair with her hands folded together she waited for him to calm himself. â can i help you somehow? â she offered, still smiling.
constanceburnett:
connie snorted as he asked for her name, now that was a surprise turn in attitude was it not, but she doubt it. â constance. but conni works too. â the blonde told him with a smile on her features and hands in the pockets of her blue cardigan she wore. â yours? â she questioned in return. â thatâs all i want to know, Iâll go as soon as i know. â that everlasting smile not leaving.
âStupid name.â Gerardo commented as he drank some wine, he never understood or liked the trend of naming a child after a characteristic. Still it gave him a small insight to the vampire which was always helpful when youâre trying to learn things about someone. âGerard. Your accent is familiar.â
" are you always this nice? " connie chuckled, she had had worse enouncters throughout her life so might as well take it easy. " am from nola, maybe you've been there before. " she smiled at gerard. " pleasure meeting you. "
constance grinned. â lovely. see wasnât that bad now was it? â wondering what happened she didnât push very further on the topic, older vampires tend to be quite the pain in the ass when they were angry and she had learned that quite a few times. â iâll leave then if youâre having such a terrible present. â
connie snorted as he asked for her name, now that was a surprise turn in attitude was it not, but she doubt it. " constance. but conni works too. " the blonde told him with a smile on her features and hands in the pockets of her blue cardigan she wore. " yours? " she questioned in return. " that's all i want to know, I'll go as soon as i know. " that everlasting smile not leaving.
constance grinned. â lovely. see wasnât that bad now was it? â wondering what happened she didnât push very further on the topic, older vampires tend to be quite the pain in the ass when they were angry and she had learned that quite a few times. â iâll leave then if youâre having such a terrible present. â
â well, itâs the best option i got. not that i have much of another choice. â she admitted openly, but the nagain she had thought of other ideas but it wouldnât end the way she would want it to be so she was stuck with animal blood. â i am probably the stranged vampire out there. â she thought out loud before taking another generous sip from her glass of wine.
â ha. ha. â the vampire fake laughed, but actually found it quite amusing. â i have a right to be here. â she shrugged, sitting own opposite from where he was standing. â bad century i guess?â
Camille OâConnell (The Originals)
âThereâs more to life than the pain they made you feel. A cold beer, a slow song, a good friend. There are good things, Klaus, and you need to see that, too. Thereâs no real peace in revenge. â
â donât blame me, dimitri. i am worried about my friends, even about the mundane that has been missing and i donât even know her. the poor girl. i wish there was more i could do. â it was fascinating how quickly things could turn south and sheâs been around for quite some time now. â i watched over you like that, my friend. not that you wouldâve needed it but still. â doing her glass of whiskey she grinned at the shadowhunter.
" that's what friends are for! " the blonde smiled and patted his shoulder. she lived with them, mainly to help them find their way, some did quicker some took a couple years but they were always welcome. " like I said, you did not need it nor would I have been able to tell you otherwise, but when I call someone my friend then I'll make sure they're fine and we'll all the time or open my door if they have a problem. besides you seemed so down and to make sure you did not do anything stupid. " the vampire grinned, considering the nephilim part of her circle of friends. " how you doing? are you feeling good after everything that happened? "
constanceburnett:
â well, you start to figure things out â and let me tell you, a rat can be quite tasty when youâre starving. â she shrugged it off, not wanting to remember those years she hid in old buildings, barely holding onto her sanity before she though she was strong enough. â i am not blaming you, thoughâŠdoes it get easier after that much time has passed? â she wondered out loud, hoping one day she wonât be so appalled to holding onto her human side, to fully accept who she is now but if sheâd let that go then all she did for years would be for nothing, she couldnât just give that up could she.
âNow, that sound completely vile,â Caleb told, his face visibly contorting into one of disgust before finishing the glass of whiskey. Turning to look at her as she wondered out loud, rolling his eyes a little at her. For someone with at least a century under them, she still seemed as mundane as ever. âPersonally it didnât take me long to come to terms with what I was, but I think that the sooner you do. The easier it is to accept certain realities.â
conni just shrugged too. " I am not particularly into this whole neck biting thing, never been anyway there's just something that disgusts me about the thought of having to bite a human being. " the blonde vampire admitted honestly without regret. she remembered what she had done back then so she'd never return to who she was, what she was, total that extend. so apparently it did get easier from what she could take from his words. maybe one day she'd be able to let go of it but for now she kept holding onto it. " have you ever been to new orleans? " leaving the other topic where it was.
constanceburnett:
â i always loved wine for as long as i can remember. though iâve been more of a rosĂ© fan i must admit. â conni chuckled lightly. â man, iâd love to have the full deal again, wine and food. ugh. â just thinking about some grand meal with some good wines and dessert. â- i am sorry i forgot myself there for a second. â she grinned.
âI have a preference for red wine but it is all up to personal preferences,â Artemis said with a shrug of her shoulders. Laughing at the womanâs words, she shook her head and looked at her with raised brows. Her experience with vampires had been limited to vamps that were very happy about their current situations. âI guess I got lucky in the sense that I occasionally turn into a wolf instead of having a whole diet change.â
even conni had to laugh at her words. " yes, i know. i get that a lot. many don't approve of me drinking animal blood either but hey, it's the same --- kind of --- vegan but it does its fair share of keeping me 'nourished' if you'd like to say so. " she never understood the deal with others that did not like her choice of food.
constanceburnett:
â the hunger is the most tricky part if youâre being all alone in the first monthsâŠâ she nodded, gosh, her heart ached for the mundane. she would ensure sheâd help her as much as she could even if itâs a hard way. â especially without the one that turned you. â looking at the warlock. â man, being starved, wow. thatâs terrible. â
Humming in thought at the vampireâs words, she found herself narrowing her eyes in thought. Vampireâs hunger was something that she always found curious, the almost primal instinct that they had. âIt wasnât so terrible, I found the pain more of a dull ache which I could ignore after a while. Fasting was never my favourite thing to do.â
" it never been mine quite either to be honest yet, here we are. " she tried to joke, which was terrible but tried to stand above it, grinning. " are there any other news as to what the attack did cost apart from the obvious? "
constanceburnett:
â ha, gum. i nearly forgot that exists. cigarettes yeah, though they taste so much different now that weâre tasting the nicotine so much stronger. the only perk is that they wonât kill us anymore. â she joked a little. she really missed food. â i also really miss beans and bacon! â
âI donât mind the taste of nicotine, so itâs a bonus for me. Gum was always my go to after having a cigarette.â Matt wiped his mouth with the back on his hand and thought about her next statement, shrugging his shoulders slightly. âNot missing beans, got bean way too much while on service but I will agree on missing bacon.â
" ew. that's kind of disgusting though, having nicotine and then peppermint straight afterwards. " the thought of remembering that combination of that taste got her a little shaken up. conni grinned. " i truly want bacon now, and eggs. bacon and eggs. if we could only eat normal food again, this is terrible. " the blonde fake fainted before smiling again. " i am conni. we haven't met yet have we? "
constanceburnett:
that was indeed a good point, though she did miss being human a lot and to say that she madea face when she smelled the blood she decided to hold her breath. â man, i know how you feel, i really miss campbells soups. they were so good. â that did not stop her from eating it from time to time though, or at least trying. it either tasted like nothing or you wanted to spit it out again.
Matt knew that he wouldnât be able to stomach sipping from the glass for much longer, grimacing and taking in a deep breath as he downed the remainder of the liquid. He managed to suppress the shivers that were crawling down his spine before looking back at the other vampire with a small smile. âI miss chewing gum, you know the taste of it. So far nearly everything I eat makes me want to spit it out. But it could be worse, smoking gives a little distraction.â
" ha, gum. i nearly forgot that exists. cigarettes yeah, though they taste so much different now that we're tasting the nicotine so much stronger. the only perk is that they won't kill us anymore. " she joked a little. she really missed food. " i also really miss beans and bacon! "
the blonde only raised her brow as she turned her head to look at him. â why not ? i was scared and hid for fourteen years when i figured out what i was. i am not even sure if scared is the right word, but i am simply protective over them because i know how they feel. if i can give them some sort of security in this world, then i will. â she looked at him, she did not why she always had to explain herself but then again it was just what she felt was the easiest thing to do, nevertheless, she smiled at caleb, hoping he might got her point.
" well, you start to figure things out --- and let me tell you, a rat can be quite tasty when you're starving. " she shrugged it off, not wanting to remember those years she hid in old buildings, barely holding onto her sanity before she though she was strong enough. " i am not blaming you, though...does it get easier after that much time has passed? " she wondered out loud, hoping one day she won't be so appalled to holding onto her human side, to fully accept who she is now but if she'd let that go then all she did for years would be for nothing, she couldn't just give that up could she.
constanceburnett:
â it surely did. the poor girl. â i wonder how she feels. i hope she is found soon. she must be so confused and scared, or going nuts conisdering the hunger she must endure beign all alone. â conni worried about the girl she did not know at all, but surely understand how she would feel, not so long a go she had bee nin the same situation.
âScared would be an understatement, I doubt those vampires have been in the slightest kind to her at all. I wouldnât know about the hunger but I have been starved before, not an experience I would like to repeat.â Clarissa wasnât what would be the best solution for the girl, to be dead or the undead. It wasnât that he disliked vampires but it wasnât a fate she would have particularly wanted for herself. Â
" the hunger is the most tricky part if you're being all alone in the first months..." she nodded, gosh, her heart ached for the mundane. she would ensure she'd help her as much as she could even if it's a hard way. " especially without the one that turned you. " looking at the warlock. " man, being starved, wow. that's terrible. "
constanceburnett:
conni grinned at the other woman. food had always been a strange thing eer since she was turned but alcohol, for some reason always tasted better than everything she had ever had, so when she saw the woman sitting there, she couldnât help but ask for a glass. â thank you. â- it smells nice, i gotta admit. â she poured herself some and settled down opposite.
Artemis smiled back at the vampire and swirling the wine around in her glass, humming to herself softly in agreement. âPersonally always have been partial to a nice red wine in the evenings,â she mentioned to herself. Having a glass of wine in peace was usually the only time that she truly ever got to herself, especially when she was around the pack or in this case, whenever she wasnât making sure that her pack was falling apart.
" i always loved wine for as long as i can remember. though i've been more of a rosé fan i must admit. " conni chuckled lightly. " man, i'd love to have the full deal again, wine and food. ugh. " just thinking about some grand meal with some good wines and dessert. ---- i am sorry i forgot myself there for a second. " she grinned.
