Constance & Variables

[gh0stgirl95-deactivated20230908]

🖤✨

[constancevariables]

Low key fucking classy

[iglovequotes]

http://iglovequotes.net/

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HE’S HARASSING ME

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Literally my relationship with my sister.

Every fucking time.

[amywinehousequeen]

amy winehouse, 2004

[books-n-quotes]

You cannot always wait for the perfect time. Sometimes you must dare to jump.

[constancevariables]

This is like me going on the freeway lol

I wasn’t ready but i had to go so that i wouldn’t be late to the train station and It was easier than I thought and I’m glad I took that dare :3

[rai-r]

@hye_yeomi/Instagram

[staff]

Tumblr Tuesday: Don’t Eat This

Part of Everything (@polkadotmotmot)

Holds all the fruit. Also holds the flower. We stan.

Return my TupperWares (@where-are-my-tupperwares​)

Premature Pumpkinitis…is what we’re calling the appearance of pumpkins here in our digital state before their time—which is obviously OCTOBER, people. Not September. ’Tis not yet the season! Hathst thou no SHAME? Having said that, this pumpkin who lives in a pumpkin is suffering. Help them, somebody, please.

Xaviera López (@xavieralopez)

This one sees all; knows if you’ve been naughty, knows when you’ve been nice.

art-Walk (@topcat77)

Ah, to have the balance of these noble cukes.

breathless. (@ari-kanon)

And, to return to the meta we love, and in which we dwell—here are cats eating tasty morsels. But here’s the twist: These cats are, themselves, tasty morsels. It’s a whole cute circle of life. Sweet!

[constancevariables]

Allá vas a venir?

We first learned of the coming of the winter that spring, it wasn’t like a new variety of disaster but it meant that a lot of people we not going to see the fall. A Summer of regret consumed the little sanity the Queen possessed and in that clarify surfaced a momentous realization, that she is the spirit that resided in her mother that she cannot become one with, because she has not yet become the spirit of the demon that resided within her own body. And then she knew that the end was clear. It could only end one way, and she was on the road to a very haunting hell. Yiri was the immortal spirit that drinks blood lifeforce to sustain itself, because this is the only way to numb the pain of existing without feeling. Her crusade to save Jarvis was the catalyst of her damnation, Havok was an ancient magic and somehow his denouncing of her existence with the Maholrle ritual succeeded, and she was slowly becoming mad and insane, the pain was gradual and somewhere in the future she would be transported to the past when this anger and the hunger that consumed her, the magic that turned her into a god, would consume the flesh and host of her own likeness. How it was possible, the series of events that lead up to that point , it all had to happen. It had to end this way.

[constancevariables]

How to learn to fall out of love.

I’m trying really hard to pretend like this didn’t happen.

It’s hard, because if I’m going to die tomorrow, its all i want to remember

I was just following the situation, your cues and actions, and you had me me wrapped up in a fantasy that i never thought could happen to me.

Love had never been kind to me. And it still hasn’t. I know now that its not going to become a reality, and the closest i got was one day of it.

What I’ve known of love has just been men using me for my body and for my heart, i want to find that love you gave me, how special i felt, i actually believed i was going to have that feeling forever, and then you just took it away. And i have not been the same ever since. How do you just forget about me so quickly? What am i missing that you wont love me anymore? I just don’t understand how i cannot forget and you forgot so easily, i want to make it hard for you to forget me, i want you to feel the way i do, i don’t know how to make it stop, my feelings. Asia know you don’t want me, but you used to, and it feels so natural and right to be with you, talking, our nature....why are you fighting it?

I want to move on, but i just don’t want anyone else.

I want what i had with you, but with someone else, because you’ve made it clear its not gonna happen with us.

I want someone to bring out who i am, the way you do, i want to share things I’ve never shared with anyone else who have genuine interest the way you do. It reminds me of B and L. Ive never opened up to anyone like i did with them, and now its you, but i need more than just your friendship, i need someone i share myself with that loves me too. I want them to choose me, the way i asked you to , and you said no.

I wanna feel the way I felt about you in that hotel room.

I wanna feel like i can be loved again. Even though i know it’s not gonna happen, i want it to believe it can.

[constancevariables]

The San Diego Zoo was awesome, perfect day for it, had fun with Luis. I wanted a spring picture that didn’t involve killing poppies and celebrated the environment where I live 🔥✨ #desertlife🌵 #bohemiangoth #sandiegozoo #florals #succulents #instagoth #limecrime https://www.instagram.com/p/BwY8vJ9BKpe/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10fdrliiph7kf

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I found these cute glasses, and I’m going to end up ordering a prescription after my next glasses, I’d like to have a pair like this for certain looks but in purple #transitionlenses #hipsterstyle #hat #glassesmakeup #vintagestyle #glasses #cutedresses https://www.instagram.com/p/BvxaiSRFboj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1x1z0lgncqj9p

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Having the time of my life at @tiostacos having margaritas and cocktail de 🦐 y 🐙. With Luis, and some good weed. #gothsession #tacos #hipsterfashion #cutedresses #studioghibli #hottopic #glassesmakeup #satanicart #anime #harajukustyle https://www.instagram.com/p/Bvpx5SLBjXp/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fqpcrbdf9f9w

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I’m going to be more vocal about myself as an artist and my work, I figured I should be more open about my style too 🐇✨ #goth #hipsterfashion #fashionstudents #vintagestyle #glassesmakeup https://www.instagram.com/p/BvislsrBT8_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15fiye4j49d43

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Traveling to Zedonia, this was supposed to be one of three pieces, maybe I’ll finish the other two. I wanted to create something different with the top and a simple but classic silhouette. #fashiondesigner #travel #maps #fashionstudents #vermillion #cutedresses #fashion https://www.instagram.com/p/BvUfMcnB9VK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1bblmvvtn5f1g

[constancevariables]

Cleo has been nicer to me since I got back from the hospital, maybe she knows I almost died, idk, but it’s nice to have a cat that isn’t always a jerk 😅🤦🏼‍♀️ https://www.instagram.com/p/BvFMD7ahI8E/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=s6r4bkw6hp8j

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@nancyriegelman really helped shape my anime style. I miss those classes by McArthur Park #fashionsketch #illustration #nancyriegelman #glasses #fashionart https://www.instagram.com/p/BtfBs9EBIcB/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1pvekdyryt0mc

[books-n-quotes]

“I must wash myself clean with abstract thoughts, transparent as water.”

— Jean-Paul Sartre, Nausea

[constancevariables]

Working on portfolio 💼 💕✨✨ https://www.instagram.com/p/BnP_BmHAP6X/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nc74q75061n7