[convallariamajalic]

Bai He irl you can also call me lily

he/she, disabled, writer sometimes

blog tws: suicidal thoughts, mentions of gr**ming, overdsing

i like macaque n wukong

new to tumblr i probably wont post alot

[convallariamajalic]

i think i realized why the radqueer community/label wont work for me

i want something i cant consent to

thats the crux of it

if the grooming or abuse is done 'consensually' i wont be happy because it wont feel real to me

im trying to recreate something and it wont work if i do it like this

ill figure something out.. but i think i can only use writing for now

[convallariamajalic]

havent been very active on here or ao3 sorry

i think my dad touchd me and i dont really know what to do

i dont wnt to say rape since its not like he did anything that bad

i want to run away

[convallariamajalic]

i didnt think my diary would get this many hits itskind of scary but its cool

i dont want it to get too popular or itll start getting hate i think

[convallariamajalic]

im tired. im always tired but im more tired today

i want to go out and do something, i wan to go out and play but my body wont let me

i dont see myself living for much longer i know ill die a kid

so fornow i just want to be loved by someone, anyone

[convallariamajalic]

i actually duno what to really post here

i could give story updates maybe but i dont have any long stories right now except for my diary

[desscaras-world]

every since i was a little i girl i always knew i wanted to turn a dynamic that is often flanderised by fandom as a parent-child relationship into a weird sex thing

[mirathesilly47]

Some macaque x bai he headcanons

Eating the headcanons are made by a darkshiper and includes uncomfortable topics like adult x child

• grooms bai he after he saved her

• says he doesn’t care about her but really does

• bai he lives with macaque but macaque just lets her stay so he can groom her more

• bai he once drew them getting married and macaque kept the drawing ever since

• bai he in my headcanons is clingy and cuddles with macaque and macaque lets her

• helps her with baths to touch her but bai he says she is a big girl

• macaque r@pes bai he in her sleep and cleans her after but bai he doesn’t know

• bai he is a Yapper and macaque is the listener

• bai he tried to cosplay macaque once and macaque thought it was adorable

• he teases bai he a lot and it made bai he flustered

Thats all hope you like the headcanons

[convallariamajalic]

attention...attention from...artist...this will keep me going for at least a month

[convallariamajalic]

she's so me

[convallariamajalic]

uuueeh tired

i need to eat somethin but i cant get up

[convallariamajalic]

often mac is the one potrayed as the creep when it comes to plumsynoodles but i think he is larping being a toucher. the groping sage equal to offenses is who i am more worried about

[permaroland]

Oh, to corrupt an innocent little student. To have a student that keeps crawling back to me, begging for me to touch them or even to simply speak to them. To drive them crazy with a simple word, to feel them squirm beneath me every time i simply call them 'kid'. With every touch, every little molestation of their body, to have them come crawling back to their dear teacher for more...

[convallariamajalic]

google how doi interact with people without getting scared

[serv-fanart]

Day 3: Shadows/Stars 💟🌟

Look out, MK ! Your shadow doesn't seem too pleased with you ;)

I know I've drawn a pose similar to this before but it's been a year and this is different enough lmao

I like jealous Macaque :)

[convallariamajalic]

are there any other monkie kid fans here..i want friends