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We’re Joel, a 17 yr old digital artist ! Welcome to our blog. You’ll be sure to see and find fanart of our many fandoms typically doodles

I’m kinda like normal since I’m medicated but there are times I can be loud or extremely paranoid and it fucks stuff up so just be cautious near me

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discord : Coolcannina (anyone can add I love friends even despite my paranoia)

#Joel txt

crunchybeards

Back on their nonsense....

crops under cut:

#OHNYGKD #HSHSJAJAJAJAJAHAHAHAAAAAA #DUDE #DUDD #😭 😭 😭 😭 😭#OH MY GIRLS MY GIRLS #look outside sam #look outside #look outside shadow #TAGS FOR U TI THRJVR #OKAYEHISASO #SO GOOFII #HAHAHSHSHSHSJ GOOD GOOD GOOD #HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY #YAY

ne0m0rtem

Walk inside?

#Baddie on the TL #shadow look outside #masked shadow #look outside #look outside shadow #look outside fanart #look outside masked shadow

I forgot to post these doodles, done in class

#samshadow #look outside #Sam look outside #shadow look outside

looking for look outside fan discords I can join plz plz plz :-(

Everything I’m finding is rp

My discord is Coolcannina if u wanna send it there but like PLEASE

#look outside #discord

betelgzart

Hellen...🖤

I'll be busier these days, so I'll likely draw black and white art for the time being!

mrtoothpick64

I swear to fuck if my fandom instincts don’t take shit seriously and keep going “awwww cute baby” to each and every character I will use my laser eyes against a mirror so they reflect and explode me

coolcannina

Woobify those characters and be free

mrtoothpick64

scratching the heads and chins of fellas

coolcannina

Fuck yes dude

#joel txt

s0larseraph

why doesnt the big butch eat the little butch

#look outside #Fav

mrtoothpick64

coolcannina

Woobify those characters and be free

#joel txt

Folly/dreamer and xaria

still learning to draw xaria I’ll draw her when I have down time I got so much work to do it’s not funny and it’s mostly my fault

can’t draw human faces which is so upsetting to me IT SUCKS!!!!!!

#joel art #Joel wip #look outside xaria #regretevator folly #regretevator dreamer #Look outside #regretevator

wanna keep playing look outside because of Sam Hellen and the idea of how thatd work with her bloodlust and need for control is interesting

I really wanna see how that’d play out I’m so intrigued with Hellen as someone with extremely bad intrusive thoughts and compulsions and how I’m bound by them personally similar to her maybe it’s a bad comparison but the need for control oh my god I

is it wrong to feel seen by her themes

I’m a sucker for anything that is basically a characters nature binding them and how they grapple with it bc I’m bound similarly

Sam hellen just is so interesting to me not yet knowing Hellens character and bare minimum

god Hellen is so pretty I’m in love

thinking of this song too rn with them idk

#joel txt #look outside #Spotify

crunchybeards

Gonna be real Hellen is not the type of person that should be a mom anyways. Like her design and character but she has warped morals

Its not so much morals for me but more so in that Hellen as a character doesn't necessarily meet the bare minimum requirements for what it takes to be a mother anyhow. Like I wont go too deep on it because I know if I do it might attract some trad wife Hellen truthers (EW😭) but the main thingy for me is that Hellen doesn't like being tied down and like not to sound mean but deadass having a kid is a full blown commitment, it does not matter how much you may love your kid, its about resources, its about being there for every single activity that they do and being an active presence in their life otherwise you will become estranged to them.

You can't just have a kid and dip that's not how that works and that is Hellen as a person. She's a person who doesn't want that kind of commitment in her life, she very much likes having autonomy and refuses to be dictated by others, she in fact hates it. This intense desire for complete autonomy in her life is why she has her bloodlust drawback to begin with, it's one of the few things that actively tie her down. It's why, spoilers for her promise ending, she moves around. She's nomadic because she needs to kill to satiate that bloodlust, she needs to murder as much as she can before she has to move once suspicion rises. All for the sake of not letting her bloodlust totally consume her therefore losing control.

And to people trying to bring up the plant baby, that baby was the most metaphorical baby ever, it being a baby genuinely didn't even wholly matter but it did make its significance and what it represents stick. It was not her underlying desire to be a maternal figure (actual gross ass sentiment I saw in regards to that again EW BRUH😭) but it was quite the opposite, she aborted that thing with absolutely no remorse and it freed her in a sense (NOT IN A HAVING BABIES WAY BUT IN A BURDEN BEING TAKEN OFF YOU WAY)

But her killing the plant baby was her satiating her desire to kill Sam, her expressing how much her relationship with Sam means to her by showing herself at her most vulnerable by letting him participate in the most personal and intimate aspect of herself: murdering.

And it was again another exercise in control. She's controlling and actively culling her desire to kill Sam, she's controlling who gets to actively know of her status and identity as a murderer and she's once again taking control of her desire and need to kill.

Hellen could never be a mother for that core reason for me, a child would anchor her down, it'd restrict her movements. To her, a child would be controlling her life and that is very much the last thing she wants, for somebody else to dictate how she lives.

#Either your life or hers OH MY GOD I LOVR YOU HELLEN