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[coolcrazycancergirl]

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[coolcrazycancergirl]

i go thru periods of feeling soo hopeful for myself to feeling like i’m doomed because the only way my life will change is if i change it. it just feels like so much pressure on me and it’s making me feel stuck

[coolcrazycancergirl]

daily reminder that i’m not running out of time, i’m just getting started

[coolcrazycancergirl]

idk what it is with me and not finishing shows once i get to the last season 😫

unfortunately (but not really) i’ll be restarting gossip girl and the o.c. in the fall

[coolcrazycancergirl]

[coolcrazycancergirl]

[coolcrazycancergirl]

it’s so interesting how people on social media really be thinking they know everything 😭

[coolcrazycancergirl]

i’m just a 22 year old girl with currently no direction in life. idk what i wanna do next year, next month, next week, or even tmr.

like, i guess this is really 22

[coolcrazycancergirl]

going thru my phone and deleting EVERYTHING with a bad memory attached to it

[coolcrazycancergirl]

life is so overwhelming cause i can’t help but think of how my mom was just a 22 year old girl like me and so was my grandma. like wow, i’m actually growing up just like them

[coolcrazycancergirl]

i wanna be up under my man 24/7, it’s crazy

[coolcrazycancergirl]

i’m literally only 22, like i’m not even supposed to have it all figured out yet

[coolcrazycancergirl]

thinking of all the things i want to say but it’s really too much so i always just end up saying nothing at all

[coolcrazycancergirl]

i literally only have ONE friend

[coolcrazycancergirl]

i really hate having to depend on a man for anything

mostly my dad though

[coolcrazycancergirl]

i hate feeling like a bother or inconvenience to anybody but especially my family 😐

[coolcrazycancergirl]

i wake up everyday thinking about getting my first apartment