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As of this post, this blog is only for venting/irl posting.
I dont care if you unfollow or whatever.
If you wanna see art and other posts, head over to @the-dejavu-zone
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they're still terming random transfems as i type this i see which does make quite a statement doing this today specifically
watched three girls who reblogged its new blog mutual aidpost (made literally 15 minutes ago) already disappear from its notifs. transfems are not included in their pride :/
QUITE the statement to be nuking transfems at the current accelerated pace right at the start of pride month like this, isn't it
this is what healthcare is like as a disabled person
how it feels having the deep seated belief that you're inherently unlovable and insufferable so every friendship you make is just a matter of time until they get tired of you and leave
aaaaAAAAAAAAAA they prescribed me stomach acid to help digestion. nope. NAUSEA ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ ACID REFLUX ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ holy fuck this hurts sooo bad i dont want to throw up :(((
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FUCKKKKKKKK sometimes you forget that being fatigued is more than just ‘oh I’m tired,,,’ and is actually ‘hey you were supposed to shower today but now you can’t!!!!! it’s been five days yiu stupid idiot!!!!!’
anyway shoutout to all the other hygiene strugglers this shit SUCKS
whyyy is ai so normalised :((( can we not :((((
I KEEP FINDING NEW WAYS MY DADS ABELISM PRESENTS OUHHHHH like. now hes complaining that treatment isnt going fast or is costing us a lot and i realised that its because he thinks of it as a fix and not a management strategy OHHH MY GODDDDD. i need him to actually accept that i am disabled and that its a part of me as a person and thats never going to change. i need him to love me for it not despite it. but i fear thats never gonna happen. and he just thinks im unreasonable and that i hate him because i ask him to improve auhhhhhh.
myyy head hurts surely staring at my phone screen will make everything better
migraine
myyy head hurts surely staring at my phone screen will make everything better
Today is fibromyalgia awareness day! Fibromyalgia is a Central Sensitization Syndrome, which means the central nervous system is affected. The response to every stimuli is pain. The brain fires pain signals at the slightest disturbance leading to widespread chronic pain.
There's hyperalgesia which means abnormally increased pain as a response to things that should only give mild discomfort
There's allodynia which means pain as a response to touch, or things that shouldn't normally cause pain. Like brushing your arm against something, touch, massaging, etc.
The body's threshold for stimulus is also reduced, since the nervous system is really sensitive. This leads to people getting overestimulated really quickly because we can handle very less stimuli compared to the average person. Which also leads to sensitivity with loud noises, textures, scents, and other sensory issues. Everything counts as a stimuli, and everything drains us. Pain costs energy.
Fibromyalgia is an invisible disability, but it is still a disability. And i just hope that educating people about it would help in increasing accomodations and understanding about this disorder and the people suffering from it.
Spread awareness today, and reach out to your friends and family if they suffer from chronic pain/fibromyalgia and take care of them <3
This is fibro culture! Wishing a good pain day/recovery day for all my fellow fibro people <3
WHY do the tests include shit i WAS NOT TAUGHT!!!!!!!!! WHYY
3 pm: god, I'm EXHAUSTED. going to bed early for SURE.
midnight: I Have Literally Never Been More Awake And Alert
new diet removes red meat and adds tofu and asian greens I STAY WINNING ‼️‼️‼️
FUCKKKKK im actually so upset. i watch oneee dance show and now i wanna cryyyy. I MISS DANCINGGG
Every time i think about dance i get so upset. Whi knows what i could've been if not for this illness? I loved dancing i still love it. But i never got the chance to be good enough. Im too sick and broken. It fucking sucks. I want to think i could've been good at it. I dont know, but i miss it so much. It never looked like i loved it because i had chronic pain, fatigue, and brain fog. Of course i couldnt keep up. And that looked like disinterest. God i miss dance so much....
