professional sleep hater

pfp credits: @tazlory she/her (i don't prefer they/them) • fibromyalgia • type2diabetes • im stuck with the Can't Walk Disorder and the Should Walk Disorder • neurodivergent • disability blog • not a system but anti endo

[somniphobicfox]

Hello! I'm iris :))

I'm disabled with fibromyalgia, and I found Tumblr made this blog when I was starting to struggling with somniphobia (hence the username).

Things I like:

Foxes! They're my favourite animal :3 🦊

The color blueeeee 💙💙 !! I'm obsessed with it (I originally liked purple but at some point in my life i was like hold on why blue be lookin kinda sexy

I love my best friend @tazlory they're my world <3 (also the artist of the really cute pfp) 💛

I'm a compsci student and I love journalling, digital art, reading, writing and various other hobbies :) 💻 📖 🎨

Some of my favourite artists include anirudh, hiphop tamizha, taylor swift, pmbata, straykids, valley, berywam etc 🎶🎵

Fandoms include: wnx club, DC (batman mostly), dinofroz, carmen sandiego, etc

My sideblogs:

📚 Studyblr/codeblr: @a-fox-studies

✏️ Journalling blog: @the-fox-journals

📸 Photography blog: @photografox

🎉 Fandom blog: @irisdonwinx

🎨 Art blog: @a-fox-draws

Ty for reading and welcome to my chaotic mass-reblog blog hehe :3

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[ndnbutch]

personally I am of the opinion that vegans who are like “the way our food system currently works under capitalism on a large scale is exceptionally cruel to all animals including humans and is not sustainable, so I’m doing what I can to make the most ethical choices available to me about what I eat and encourage others to do the same” are generally very reasonable people who I agree with in spades. but vegans who seem to think human beings are not themselves animals who are ultimately also part of the food chain but instead some kind of other paternalistic higher entity that can never engage in ethical and sustainable hunting practices (and especially the fringe I’ve seen who think other carnivorous animal predators are also evil and need to be eliminated) are people I regard as foolish at best if not actively anti-indigenous and racist

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[funstyle]

Im always like "i will not add my two cents. i will not add my two cents" but i cant lie the pennies are getting sweaty in my hand

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[shadow-banned-the-hedgehog]

[deathsmallcaps]

I enjoy this series a lot, but this one especially felt like something I would run into after watching the hours on PBS. I especially like that.

[desert-palm]

[captain-acab]

Catch me being a modern-day cyberpirate screaming up alongside you on the 405 in my mad max car with half a bitcoin farm's worth of RAM in the backseat as I hack your Bitchless Towyota™ device and steal the boat you're towing right off the back bumper of the tesla your dad bought you

As i roar into the sunset you have to swerve* to avoid the small flotilla of hacked Towyota devices trailing behind me

(*in fact you do not swerve because you're on hands-free driving to go along with your hitch-free towing so you can only watch helplessly as your tesla mistakes your stolen booty for a small child and accelerates crashing into it and killing you instantly)

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[davidytenny-ovariesexplodeywodey]

This makes me old but I really do miss when YouTube was dominated by NigaHiga and Julien smith. Now YouTubes algorithm is crap and everyone is so afraid to appear *cringe*. Also the AI crap. Fuck that shit.

[somniphobicfox]

nigahiga was amazing fr

[wraithsquadron]

something is wrong with him (lovingly)

[ravioliet]

a long distance friend is kind of a dead wife in a way

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[tigerdrop]

if you dont decouple your drive to create from your desire for attention you will go insane. simple as. you will never feel satisfied b/c you will always want more and you will feel perpetually bitter that you did not get what you are “owed”

[sinsbymanka]

It’s an unpopular opinion but it is absolutely and completely true. I’ve never seen someone who creates for engagement happy with the engagement they get. I posit they can’t ever be happy that way because it will NEVER be enough

[thevikingwoman]

I agree with OP and Manka so very much.

You have to rest in your own desire to create.

But, because I see statements like this turn into a sort of general notion of “it’s bad to want validation or attention or engagement”, and to me, that’s not what this means.

It’s perfectly valid to want people to like and engage with what you create. In a general sense, when you create anything, you do it to share with other human beings. Art, craft, food, anything you create is a way to connect with others through our shared humanity.

And wanting someone to like you fanart or read your fanfic is part of that.

the words used by OP is decouple, and this is important. Nothing wrong wanting engagement. But it cannot be tightly coupled with the drive to create.

[aflo]

Art should chillbait the enraged and ragebait the chill

[typingwithmyhandstied]

a friend with a boyfriend is a type of dead wife

[sugar-petals]

modern media in a nutshell