down the rabbit hole

21. 🌈ball of anxiety who's into poetry, grunge music, surrealist art. || ana

[thesassybunnies]

THIS IS GREAT 😍😍 

(via)

[monzterzack]

Z

[micahulrichdraws]

My deer friend is falling all to pieces, and I don’t know what to do.

[jacobnordby]

[ally-thorne]

[alltimevirgilant]

who told you that you could call me out like that

[book-keeper]

[fuckyoubaker-deactivated2017040]

[skinnyleon]

[dietcoketrash]

[understands]

[recaption]

[dailyminimal]

No. 195 

A new geometric design every day

[witheringorange]

[nodokasia]

[goal-thinspo]

Me to myself: You’re so fucking precious when you… staaaarve

[itsbeenruff-deactivated20210901]

i got a coca cola zero at the gas station and

[willynylanders]

me @ myself: wish you weren’t so fuckin awkward bud

[iwillbecomethin]

What goes on inside of my head…

I haven’t eaten anything in 13 hours

I barely eat, how am I still fat?

Is anyone else in this room bulimic?

Maybe I would look good in clothes if I wasn’t fat

I’m not thin enough to have an eating disorder…

I should look at more thinspo

Why does my face look so fat?

I just want to cry

Do I exist?

Wait so if I ate 346 calories today…

Did I drink enough water?

Should I binge

I’m never going to be thin

I bet she could be a model

Why did I binge the other day

I probably gained weight

I wish my face wasn’t so chubby

Would anyone care if I dissapeared?

I would have more freinds if I was skinny

My freinds eat all the shit they want and they’re still thin…

I should purge what I just ate

I should start a fast

My thighs are huge

Oh my god she’s so pretty

I wish I was as thin as her

Why are my boobs so small?

I’m hungry…

I should go drink some tea

Why do I look so bloated?

I am a mess

What even is the meaning of life?

There is no point

Maybe people will want to talk to me when i’m thin.

Food is like a drug

I should just starve

[iwillbecomethin]

…this has too many notes…and I am so sorry

[onkosherave]

Having the same taste in music is like a soul connection

[eatingdisorderconfession]

29516) I told a professor I had been dealing with a relapse of an eating disorder and was trying not to relapse in depression which is why I had to miss class. He looked me down and said "you don't look like you have an eating disorder".

[skinny-thoughts-x]

What the actual fuck