Suffer With Me

Call me Cosmic 27, any pronouns, engaged, minors dni Block don’t report! Vent blog *TRIGGER WARNING* (see pinned)

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This blog has a HUGE TRIGGER WARNING attached to it. This is a vent blog for me, and you should block me if any of the following trigger you:

Eating disorder content: I’m currently dealing with EDs and not looking to recover, but I am pro recovery for others. There will be a LOT of ED content here, so please do not use this account to trigger yourself into starting or worsening an ed. Please get help and block me.

Mental Illness: I deal with BPD, Bipolar, OCD, PTSD, ASD, and more, and I will talk about my struggles on here, which may be triggering. If so, please block me.

Suicide: PLEASE get help and block me if ANYTHING having to do with suicide is triggering for you. This will be mentioned frequently on this blog because of how much I struggle with suicidal ideation.

Horror: I’m a huge horror fan and will post horror-related content. This can include (fake) weapons, wounds, drugs, and blood, as well as film scenes, stills, etc. I do not endorse real world violence.

Sidenote: There will be no mention of or content regarding SA on this account. This is a safe space from SA, although sex between two consenting adults will occasionally be mentioned.

If any of these things are triggering or bothersome to you, please block me. I do not promote any of the things I vent about on this account. This account is strictly for me, and if others want to follow and commiserate, then they are welcome. But again, please avoid this account if any of the above could be even remotely triggering for you.

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Imagine a person in their mid-to-late 20s who has no degree, no job, no prospects, and has achieved nothing. All they do is workout, smoke weed, and consume media. They rarely leave the house and have no social life or hobbies. If effort is required of the person, they generally breakdown crying and and either struggle to or can’t complete the task.

Would you consider the person described above a “loser”?

Yes

No

Sometimes/I need more details

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Voting ended onAug 12, 2024

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So this was about me, if it wasn’t obvious. And I thought I’d give a little update!

Since this post:

💊 I got on the right meds/doses and am no longer being crushed under the weight of my illnesses

👨🏻‍🎓 I went back to school and GRADUATED CUM LAUDE with a BGS!

📝 My university was so impressed with my work and everything I’ve overcome that they wrote a feature story about me for their website

🏫 I’m now pursuing my MASTER’S DEGREE in Public Administration and Leadership at one of the LITERAL BEST SCHOOLS IN THE WORLD (Really!!! I can’t believe it either!!!!)

⛑️ I don’t have a job at the moment, but I have become part of the Steering Committee for a local activism group and dedicate as much time as I can to volunteering with them

💜 I had to stop working out so I could have time to accomplish the above, but I’m still healthy and have been IN RECOVERY from my EDs since January!

So, maybe I wasn’t a lazy piece of shit. Maybe I was just drowning and needed help to swim again. Maybe I always deserved the grace that I can give myself now.

I’ll be 28 next month, and I’m finally living the life I’d always imagined for myself, the life I thought I’d start living a decade ago. But I’m here. I’ve had so much to overcome, but I’m here.

I’m finally here :’)

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father roger goes for a walk by Franz Wright

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Happy Autism Pride Day!

As someone who has been clinically diagnosed with Autism and is very tired of misinformation, I want to say a few things:

• Autism is not caused by vaccines.

• Autism does not make you do Nazi salutes.

• RFK has yet to make a correct statement about Autism/Autistics.

• The label “Autistic” is preferable to “Autistic person” / “person with Autism.” - It’s our type of brain structure—not an illness 🤗 It’s who we are!

• The symbol for Autism is a rainbow infinity sign, and the color is red. - Autism Speaks is a hate group. Please stop using the puzzle piece and the color blue.

• There are benefits to being Autistic, not only difficulties!

* Additionally: leave people who have self-diagnosed alone. About 80% of them do actually meet the criteria for diagnosis, and there are a billion barriers to being clinically assessed. It’s better to be understanding and accommodating of people who may not actually be Autistic, than to be an asshole because you don’t believe that they are 🫶🏻

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Love yourself a little too much? Try the Bipolar, BPD, OCD, PTSD, MDD, GAD, ASD, and ADHD combo!

You certainly will not regret trying the Bipolar, BPD, OCD, PTSD, MDD, GAD, ASD, and ADHD combo!!

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No fucking way LMAO

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All-sky view of the Leonids shower, 156 meteors were captured in this 4 hour image, 1998

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“The moon lives in the lining of your skin.” ~ Pablo Neruda

Image by Valerie Kabis

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I’m so fucking sick from all of the holiday bingeing I’ve done that the thought of consuming sugar again makes me feel like I’m gonna pass out

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Isabelle Adjani & Klaus Kinski

Nosferatu, 1979.

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My dad texts me like I’m colleague

“Hello Cosmic, I am writing to you to ensure that you’ve received my most recent email. It contains pertinent information regarding the topic of our last conversation, and I would like your input. Please respond at your earliest convenience. Thank you.”

You got it OG 🫡

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Please donate to my family in Gaza, who are suffering from genocide, the threat of famine, and a severe shortage of essential medicines. My brother urgently needs treatment to regain stability. If you can, please don't hesitate to support us, and if you can't, share our story.

Thank you for taking the time to read our plea. 🙏❤️❤️❤️

https://gofund.me/917ecb89

Vetted account! Please help in any way you can!!

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The Odessa American, Texas, December 12, 1946

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I told my friend my brain was almost chemically balanced “again” and he said “I love you to death and mean this in the best way possible, but you never had balanced brain chemistry” OKAY DAMN