Apogee's Okayest Clown

RP/Ask Blog for a space clown OC .OC/Multiverse friendly. Semi-Selective. Sideblog. Entertained by Tav.

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Changed my icon to one of the rp icons. I don't know man I'm losing my presence of mind a little bit I kind of feel like I'm going to cry again

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God I miss Spade so bad. Underrated character from an overlooked franchise FOR REAL.

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Preface, this is not self-negative or anything or about writing even--I love my clown I LOVE them

So this is nobody's business and yet is everyone's business bc I say so. I am so so mad that this character's history in my life and my love of Spade is now associated w someone terrible. EVEN THIS ICON. I know I can maybe like, reinvigorate my love of Spade and my fan characters with new people, but like the genesis of this whole headcanoned circus came from this person and I talking.

I'm just so disgusted someone so evil got to sink so deeply into my life and touch so many things I love. I haven't had Corona on the forefront of my brain for a while so I will probably not be making new art for an icon. I guess this one stays for now. It just. I get so angry when I realize how deep this person pervaded my life, and then the anger turns to this deep, disgusting sadness. That I was used. That I thought I had something beautiful and meaningful from which all this great art and writing and stuff came from and they cared more for me like a possession.

I don't know. I'm actually really unwell about this situation and this post and topic are but one facet of me evaluating the grief I have and how this person poisoned what I love by being a piece of shit.

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Bums me out how I honestly find Corona very easy to write most times, but I feel like threads fizzle out w her a lot. I don't know if my lack of muse causes it, or if I lose muse BECAUSE of it.

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plasticsouled​:

“ I’m fine, just butt out, will ya? It doesn’t concern you … ”

"Sure, I could. But I got an obligation goin’ on, I can’t really stand seeing someone so bummed out--”

“You can tell me about it! Or--or--” they flounced over, bells jingling and their finger waggling in triumph, “If you want, I can take your mind off of it, huh? How’s that sound?”

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“No I’m not actually any help to my pilot. I mean I never miss a race but he isn’t happy when he has to drag me out of a bar for trying to fight another contestant. I mention this not because it’s like, happened…several times…Maybe ten.”

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thelittlestdemon​:

“Well I had to learn sign language, but most of my schemes are my own plots.  I may look like a baby but I’ve been around.  I see lots of things and get lots of ideas from my aunt and Bugs Bunny.”

She sounds way too proud to be a tiny criminal.

“What about you?  What kind of tricks do you use?”

“Well--sometimes I go for the cute and innocent act, since I’m small and fluffy enough. But there are some perks of learning circus acts you can use outside the tent, between you and me.”

Corona pulled a little animal charm out of their pocket. 

“Sleight of hand is the niftiest,” they turned over their palm, revealing it to be empty. “Confuses the heck out of people, meanwhile you’ve swiped whatever you were tryin; to get your hands on.”

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Cat Voice: I love you please trip over me and die :3

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OHHH I have to check out a couple blogs that have followed some of my blogs but I FORGET MY SWEET CLOWN SOMETIMES OOPS

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Corona vc Do not put me near children or I will encourage them to cause problems or commit crimes

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SPADE VOICE LINES ON THE WIKI WOOOO

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“No I’m not actually any help to my pilot. I mean I never miss a race but he isn’t happy when he has to drag me out of a bar for trying to fight another contestant. I mention this not because it’s like, happened...several times...Maybe ten.”

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CRYING Corona in a little mechanic getup working on the ship ;;

That is, when they’re not causing problems at the market stalls with or without the rest of their teammates 

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Ta-da, verse section added

VERSES:

{How to navigate through the perilous tide};[v] star racers

When competitors are selected from across the galaxy for the Great Race of Ōban, Spade is selected to represent his species--but seeing as no other members of his kind can be found, his circus troupe accompanies him in the cycles of the race as his support.  And with the pilot of Magic Seagull always pulling stunts on the track and showing off any chance he gets, believe the troupe when they say their work is cut out of them...

Corona is one of the accompanying troupe members who travel with Spade.

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I think I should just make the spade tag for ic stuff and put the images n stuff of him the aes tag--I HAVE MADE THINGS SLIGHTLY A HASSLE sdhfkjasdf I just wasn’t sure how much I wanted to use him--

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I have been trying with my whole ass //at least on and off// to watch Ōban Star Racers AND REGARDLESS IT HAS BEEN LOUDLY ON MY BRAIN only to mcfuckin slap me that Corona is based in a game

All about racing.

In space.

H.

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I don’t even have to do a lot of work to build this verse, watch:

-Spade is chosen to represent his planet in the races, but he’s the only member of his species that seem to be left (everything about him is A Mystery so). Likewise, his troupe at the circus he works at accompany him to Alwas and so on if he progresses

-So Corona is there lmao. Space clown. Your problem now.

-Spade already has a ship and everything as well as a racing style, given he’s from a racing game franchise lol and if need be I don’t mind writing him.