''it's always been you... and me''

nel, gay (they/them) || primarily samdean, with a focus on sam. i love making fun of castiel and destiel ask me if i give a fuck (i don't)

[rowenagirl]

what if your DAD died and you tried to get your BROTHER to TALK about it with you and he called you GAY and ANNOYING and went back to FUCKING his CAR and you were the TAKE-A-WALK TYPE.

[queer-as-in]

Dean's righteous magical knowledge (angel vaporizer sigil) vindicates him

Sam's sinful magical knowledge (invisibility hex bags) shames him

even though they serve the same end

[queer-as-in]

"I learned that from my friend Cas" yay! woo! everyone is cheering you for protecting us from angels

"I learned from Ruby" boo shame get int the corner young man how dare you protect us from angels

[mpregeminem]

? NO.

[syncope-chic]

Sam lost the rabbits foot. Hes bumbling around breaking shit. He needs help getting down the stairs without falling. His knees are bloody and stuck full of dirt. He slipped in the shower. He fell and busted his lip. He asks for help getting his shoes on. Dean’s so hard he could pass out

[litanyofdecay]

The dogs I have kissed, Trista Mateer

SAM: You will never, ever hear me say that you, the real you, is anything but good.

[notreallykachi]

sketches

[meij0o]

when is a monster not a monster?

[aliusfrater]

i love it when dean does this thing where he casually insinuates that sam is indeed his everything

[lilacpaperbird]

[mozie-2-0]

Cain: "Am I my brother's keeper?" 🙅‍♂️🙄🖕

Dean Winchester: "I am my brother's keeper!!!" 😤💪🤗🤠

[motel1969-deactivated20250709]

my insta feed is real

[headtraumasam]

"You will never, ever, hear me say that you, the real you, is anything but good."

Sam Winchester in Brother's Keeper | Supernatural 10.23

[suncaptor]

the way the difference between sam killing lilith and sam trapping lucifer is dean's permission is always so crazy to me. like both times they were relying on shady intel, sam drinking crazy amounts of demon blood, sam surpassing strength he's not supposed to, sam fundamentally damning himself to hell in the name of his own monstrosity as his last act of martyrdom. except one time he saves the world and one time he ends it. why? one time his brother wanted him not to and one time he did.

[suncaptor]

so many of sam's decisions hinge upon this too because this isn't just a coincidence this is the way his universe is functionally set up at this point. this is what the mirrors built themselves around sam for. sam's function as a narrative scapegoat and his core sin being any type of rebellion against his family twisted on an apocalyptic scale only to find ways to correct his actions for in deference. so what he do? he defers.

[suncaptor]

the craziest part about john winchester's horrific revenge quest is that his success actually could have saved them, but he failed. which is so evil. like what if your dad in many ways was right, but he just wasn't good enough.

[yourthirdparent]

someone tell dean he can just fuck his brother and he doesn't need to go through the hoops of him and sam -> michael and lucifer -> generic angel and devil -> angel and devil girls -> angel and devil strippers -> grinding on each other (angel's hips against devil's ass) to achieve deansam sex. like genuinely.

[yourthirdparent]

dean i gotta be real this is the weirdest way you could've gone about it

[positivexcellence]

J2 | Boston 2026

📸: @FangasmSPN

[peanutbutterandbananasandwichs]

Lucifer in Sam's room in 11.22 genuinely does make me feel sick to my stomach. That's his rapist. In his bedroom. Probably on his bed. And the show wants me to laugh. It wants me to laugh about Sam's rapist in his bedroom just 7 episodes after "you're like the girl who kept turning me down at the prom", just 12 episodes after "a solid "B" on the tongue action". The show took the time to remind us in inescapable language exactly what Lucifer did. We saw Sam small and fearful like a child telling Sully that he thinks he has to go back to The Cage, we saw tears roll down Sam's face when he realises he's trapped in The Cage with Lucifer again, we saw the terror and horror on Sam's face at the realisation that Cas was Lucifer, as Lucifer violated him yet again by touching his soul, Sam pressing his palm after that violation because he needs to know if what he experienced was real. And I'm supposed to laugh.

I'm supposed to laugh.

[guiltfactory-moved]

rigid sexuality with an exception for one family member