imputrescat in ostium

MUTUALLY ASSURED DESTRUCTION

[aliusfrater]

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[aliusfrater]

unu jus love gwan wid di fuckry. what does that have to do with anything i said. im talking about dean's perception of sam and what that has to do with his self-loathing

[aliusfrater]

dean to sam unprompted: if i were to kill myself id go out the ol'fashioned way with my gun. not doing any of that pansy slitting my wrists bullcrap. when you were younger i was so sure id come back with dad to find you doing some dumbass shit like that, the way you acted

[sacrificialsam]

Spreading Disaster - Jacob Clifton

[aliusfrater]

not intending to yuck anyone's yum, do whatever you want forever, but i think the frequency that which moments between dean and not-sam garner popularity for/within wincest is worthy of critique. as in, why is it so appealing to see a proxy-sam (for example—meg!sam, soulless!sam, jared all tagged and interacted with as sam winchester and samndean) acting in a particular way, entirely different and often completely opposite to/from actual sam, with dean to produce the same type of interaction over and over. why is it so necessary for sam to be so drastically changed in order to produce what appeals to you the most about wincest

[aliusfrater]

cas

[aliusfrater]

my current attempt at a dean playlist

[peanutbutterandbananasandwichs]

Thinking about the differences between Sam between S3/4 driving the Impala and modifying it (iPod jack) to suit his own needs, Soulless Sam between S5/6 having his own car which he prefers, and post finale Sam having the Impala but it's implied he never (or very rarely) drives it...

[peanutbutterandbananasandwichs]

Also important to note that Sam is chastised/punished for both the iPod Jack and Soulless' own car, as a representation of the broader narrative punishment for their respective attempts at enacting agency. Meanwhile post-finale Sam's keeping of the Impala as a sacred object not to be used (whilst Dean actively drives a recreation of the car around heaven) is valorised as an appropriate expression of grief.

[aliusfrater]

dean

[aliusfrater]

also fanon!cas

[peanutbutterandbananasandwichs]

Thinking about the differences between Sam between S3/4 driving the Impala and modifying it (iPod jack) to suit his own needs, Soulless Sam between S5/6 having his own car which he prefers, and post finale Sam having the Impala but it's implied he never (or very rarely) drives it...

[aliusfrater]

dean

[iliketurtles55]

(Sequel to ‘This memory is being forgotten’)

[raqhaelia-deactivated20241212]

this changed it all

[callistosam]

supernatural, 07x12 | "davy crockett" from the burnt part boys (a new musical)

[nr1-apple-lover]

had a completely different idea for this in mind but i’m very happy with the change :)

[headtraumasam]

sam winchester (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠) in mommy dearest, supernatural 6.19

[callistosam]

thinking about sam challenging dean’s usage of ‘normal, apple pie life’ in 01x01 before eventually utilizing it himself in 05x22 and the difference between his views on family/hunting in the first and in the second. more language as proof of assimilation :)