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bucky didnāt sleep much. whether it was a side effect of discomfort that he often felt whenever he found himself totally displaced in an unfamiliar setting or just the unkind FLASHBACKS that often occurred whenever he did sleep, he settled on a mix. he never could stop his mind from racing; from thinking about the bloodier bits of his past. the regiments he had done both in the past and present were supposed to be for his life before all of this but, he only ever seemed to remember THE WINTER SOLDIER, no matter what it was he did. suffice it to say, he was already awake when he heard the knock on his door. he, truthfully, expected it to be steve but, when he saw the welcomed sight of wanda maximoff, he stepped aside so she could come inside if she so wished.Ā āhey ā you look a little, i donāt know. panicked? everything okay ?ā he wondered if he shouldāve just kept silent until she was ready to speak but, he was WORRIED. he didnāt think wanda would visit him in the middle of the night, let alone really visit at all. not that he wasnāt happy to see her.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ imĀ sorryĀ itsĀ soĀ late,Ā iĀ just-Ā iĀ didntĀ knowĀ whoĀ elseĀ goĀ too.Ā Ā āĀ Ā wandaĀ spokeĀ whenĀ sheĀ walkedĀ intoĀ thisĀ apartment,Ā pullingĀ theĀ noteĀ outĀ ofĀ herĀ jacketĀ andĀ heldĀ itĀ out toĀ him.Ā Ā āĀ iĀ gotĀ thatĀ thisĀ morning,Ā iĀ wasntĀ goingĀ toĀ sayĀ anythingĀ becauseĀ iĀ dontĀ agreeĀ Ā withĀ anythingĀ inĀ it.Ā butĀ iĀ hadĀ aĀ nightmareĀ andĀ theĀ nextĀ thingĀ iĀ knewĀ iĀ wasĀ here.Ā Ā āĀ Ā sheĀ didntĀ careĀ whatĀ theĀ letterĀ said,Ā sheĀ knewĀ thatĀ someoneĀ wasĀ tryingĀ toĀ ruffleĀ herĀ feathersĀ soĀ toĀ speak.Ā Ā āĀ iĀ didntĀ wantĀ toĀ goĀ toĀ steveĀ becauseĀ iĀ knowĀ heĀ wouldĀ wantĀ meĀ toĀ doĀ it.Ā butĀ itĀ wasntĀ hisĀ faultĀ thatĀ thanosĀ cameĀ outĀ ofĀ noĀ where,Ā andĀ iĀ knowĀ heĀ wasĀ onĀ theĀ runĀ justĀ likeĀ youĀ do.Ā Ā āĀ wandaĀ knewĀ sheĀ wasĀ droppingĀ aĀ lotĀ onĀ him.Ā Ā andĀ sheĀ didntĀ wantĀ toĀ dragĀ himĀ intoĀ herĀ chaos,Ā butĀ heĀ gaveĀ herĀ feelĀ somethingĀ sheĀ couldntĀ quietĀ describe.Ā maybeĀ itĀ wasĀ ofĀ safeĀ somethingĀ sheĀ hadntĀ feltĀ sinceĀ sheĀ lostĀ herĀ brother.Ā butĀ didntĀ wantĀ toĀ sayĀ anythingĀ aboutĀ itĀ becauseĀ sheĀ didntĀ quiteĀ knowĀ howĀ toĀ explainĀ it.Ā plusĀ sheĀ wouldĀ definitelyĀ soundĀ crazy.Ā Ā āĀ ifĀ anythingĀ itĀ wasĀ myĀ faultĀ thatĀ weĀ hadĀ toĀ goĀ onĀ theĀ runĀ inĀ theĀ firstĀ place.Ā ifĀ iĀ hadntĀ blownĀ upĀ thatĀ buildingĀ inĀ lagosĀ theĀ accordsĀ wouldntĀ haveĀ beenĀ pushed.Ā Ā āĀ sheĀ knewĀ thatĀ thereĀ wasĀ aĀ separateĀ issueĀ betweenĀ tonyĀ andĀ steve.Ā butĀ theĀ ultimateĀ resultĀ ofĀ whyĀ mostĀ ofĀ themĀ endedĀ upĀ cellsĀ andĀ thenĀ onĀ theĀ runĀ wasĀ dueĀ toĀ her.Ā Ā

















