Haï there! I’m Cosmoscloud, but simply call me "Cos" please.
I’ve been wanting to do a silly blog for a while now, and this is it!! So welcome to my blog I guess ^^
Art and drawings I do, as well as other random stuff I feel like sharing will be here, as I am indeed a drawer. I know I could just say artist but this is the thing; I lack a lot of self-confidence, and this is why it took me so long to even do this blog. So this blog is for fun, and I’m gonna try my hardest to not put pressure on myself because of it, otherwise it’ll most likely fail.
If you feel like interacting with me or just know a bit more, here’s what to know;
I will go by any pronouns, but I would prefer They/them
I am indeed a minor, but I’m not telling my exact age (sorry?)
I am bilingual, with French as a first language and English as second.
I’m Canadian, I guess that’s something else.
That’s basically it. I’m not attention-craving, quite the opposite actually (pls don’t reblog any of my stuff if you don’t want to), but I will still have asks (most likely) constantly opened as I like the interaction it can lead to.
on that, here are the fandom I’m ready to be a part of and that you peeps should expect art of;
-Osc (object show community) << most likely main one on this blog
-Kirby — @coskirbystuff (side blog :D)
-Pokémon
-Deltarune (and by extension Undertale)
-Ava/Avm
-Rhythm Heaven
That’s it! I think. Anyway conserning objects shows, i’ve seen all 5 seasons of Bfdi, most of ii, One, ppt2, Lots, ab, aib and tdos. Since I plan on mostly doing object stuff at first, expect these to stay my main center of interest. Ok cool bye/welcome??
Okay TPOT 20 has been out for a little while so lemme talk a bit about it. This is not an episode review, this is more a character review of Four.
A few people have pointed out that Four was very very nice and even protective with X in those flashback, and that makes the whole pre-split BFB Four weirder, since he was extremely cruel even with X during that time.
My personal… theory I guess… is that after the One fiasco, BFDI became a comfort show for Four, to try and forget the old life he had to leave behind. After all, X is the only thing he has left from it, and X probably missed it too, making having "just X" not enough to move on for Four, thus why the show became so important to him.
We know Four isn’t a mentally stable character, and that obsession to one day "be the favourite" made him prepare his "show persona", a way meaner version of him specifically because he enjoyed the violence and chaos of the first two seasons, thinking it’d make him "the favorite". He invited X to join and make his own "persona", thus why X match his weirdness at first, but X dropped it very fast. It’s also why X is fine with the pain inflicted upon everyone, including himself, because he knows it’s both part of Four’s role and what he wants for his version of the show.
Post-Split Four is him juggling between the role and the real, more sensitive him, thus why he’s less cruel but didn’t stop the violence completely.
Tpot Four is him with a background role (the chef), so he is just fine with doing his assigned job and not trying to "be the favourite" again, he got his own season and agreed that it was a good enough accomplishment, he stopped being jealous as easily and just let himself be happy. Character growth yay.
Ofc we know this whole thing is mostly the writers changing how they wanted to write Four and we’re probably not getting a canonical answer for his weird and heavy shift in personalities.
Meta Knight being an old guy is fine, but to me it's way more interesting, funny and cute if he's just as young as Kirby but just really dedicated to his LARP.
"But in KATFL Meta Knight is bigger than Kirby"
To answer that, either Kirby is a manlet for his species or Meta Knight's a fatass. Choose.
I NEED to talk about this episode, not for very long but just enough to get it out of my system
(actually it’s longer than I anticipated you have been warned)
WE ALL SAW IT COMING, DEPRESSION ARK TWO DID HAPPEN and listen, I was a big fan of Gaty and Two’s relationship mostly because I liked how wise Gaty sounded when discussing Two’s problems, and how even us viewers could learn something about them.
But Gaty being eliminated, placed in the kitchen and then disappearing (kidnapping :[ ) giving us a very guilty Two is still something I am very interested about where it could go next, because let’s all be honest, Two won’t be grieving all season. I mostly foresee they’ll try hosting again next episode still in the stages of grief and possibly even break down. Of course, I feel bad for them… but plot wise, I really like where this could go.
And Then What Do We Have- - -
Book; I am LOVING her being able to make friends again, she finally truly healed!! Ice cube getting out was the best outcome between the two (if you ask me), and even tho their official reconciliation is a bit underwhelming, I don’t care, it makes sense, Ice cube isn’t a very talkative person and the fewer words she needs to explain herself, the better for her. Book being able to connect with Winner is also a great thing, and a great way to show how far she has come, plus, Winner really seems to have needed that. Now if she can not be up for elimination too early again that’d be great—
Pencil; Okay I raise my hand to announce that I am neutral when it comes to her voting results. I didn’t vote to save her, but I am not actively looking towards her getting out. She’s getting an ark (a big one too), so it would suck if she does get out, but she also had it coming. Now One thing I do have to say about her is I did NOT expect her being scared of Four to THAT level. Of course, it makes sense in a psychological point of view, she’s been stuck in the EXIT the longest, but the way she acted during the escape didn’t show as much fear towards him so I think it’s a bit more understandable to not have seen it coming. Another thing is how she kinda dragged her team everywhere the whole episode and more importantly, how they just let her do it (except Pillow obviously). This might just be me over analyzing it, but they might all be worried about her yet scared to do anything, and this is mostly backed by the van segments. They care (some of them more than others), but she’s hard to approach… most of the effort they put is or ignored by her, or seen negatively by her making it pretty much useless if not almost dangerous.
Pen and Liy; So first off, I’m sure I’m not the only one that remembers how as soon as Liy joined, it’s Pen and almost exclusively Pen that she seems to care about. Yes it’s because of old Death Pact and all, but she also seemed to take Pen’s whole "friends loosing" situation very seriously, which connects with the event of this episode. We know Liy always had her redemption mentality of feeling a strong urge to help to make up for her mistakes, something she talks about alot, but what I find most interesting is how she acknowledges her anger issues and mostly how she share them quite openly to Pen as soon as he talk about his own difficulties with anger. She found a way to help him with something she had to learn the hard way, on her own, teaching him the benefit while making him skip most of the bad part… and on the other hand, Pen took it to heart. Finally being able to let his rage out while still staying his caring nice self, while still having control is a hard thing to pull off for most people, and just something he needed in general. Not saying he was too nice, but saying he will now be able to act more instead of just sitting there and dealing with it in silence.
That’s it for me, don’t vote for Pillow pls I want her out and Goodbye!!
Also art (that isn’t a spoiler and more of my way to process what I witnessed)
I don’t ramble about new episodes alot but this might be the start of it because GOD I. wasn’t. ready. (but who really were-)
First off; that ENDING. I am not a big theorist when it comes to II so I MOST DEFINITELY would have NEVER seen it coming. BUT IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE at the same time— I genuinely can’t believe that this was most likely planned the WHOLE TIME. Like- I already saw people making connections to other bits of episodes where it was hinted at, and- I don’t know how they made it so subtle….
AND THE WHOLE "FIX MY PROBLEM" THING THAT MEPHONE ALWAYS DOES FOR CHALLENGES IS NOW PUT IN A WHOLE OTHER PERSPECTIVE AND- AND—
I am horrible at putting my thoughts to words wow :/
That and the whole sucking the life out of contestants thing is really beeping messed up… and with people pointing out that TOILET MIGHT BE DEAD… This is both the worst and most intriguing thing ever I shall watch how it unravels with both excitement and a way too high amount of internal crying-
Thank you for coming to my ted text, I am extremely sorry to not be the best person to read Episode Thoughts from, but if you’re reading this you (probably) read the whole thing soooo….
Here’s some BFDI Gijinka attempts I did for fun.
Ruby and GB’s design are most likely final, as I am fully content with how they look, tho the two others (like said in the little note I wrote on the sketches) are very much gonna get tweaked in the future.
I’m probably going to colour the ones I’m happy with in the near future, genuinely praying I won’t ruin them—
Screenshot redraw!!
I do not know why nor how they made these two interact like that, but WOW it worked out great!!
I could say soooo much about this episode (but I won’t), they really made it chaotic and I LOVE it for that. I ain’t gonna do a whole analysis on it like I see other people do, I’m just saying I liked a whole lot and it was definitely worth avoiding the leaks :D
Pillow doodles I kept on doing cause I didn’t have any other ideas of what to draw
I like the idea that she gets "spikier" when she thinks about killing, including when she’s doing so. And that the scar she could have gotten in Tpot 9 appears in this "mode" too sometimes. You know what that’s sounds like a great headcanon—
