cottonroaches

moody

[remanence-of-love]

- from.zainab on Instagram

[lovelylionesswings]

[missinyouiskillingme]

You aren’t just someone I loved back then. You were my best friend, my best self, and I can’t imagine giving that up again. You might not understand, but I gave you the best of me, and after you left, nothing was ever the same.

— Nicholas Sparks, The Best Of Me

[perfectfeelings]

[perfectfeelings]

[remanence-of-love]

[breakuppoetry]

[lostdeepindarkthoughts]

[saskiaxblog]

Everything is so fucked up, I'm fed up with life

[missinyouiskillingme]

Everybody I ever loved, I still love a little.

— Marilyn Monroe to Hedda Hopper, 1961

[silent-insanities]

I lie to myself when I say I’ve moved on.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[depression-stays-but-you-dont]

ko-fi

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[vintageelenaa]

[real-demons]

Do you ever wish you had something really bad, like cancer, just to finally know you'll be gone soon, and wouldn't have to think about the future anymore?

I wouldn't have to think about what to do after I finish university.

I wouldn't have to think about the fact that I'll probably never meet someone, get married, have kids etc.

I wouldn't have to feel all the stress and pressure I have now.

I wouldn't have to hear my mother and everyone else compare me to other people who are doing much better in life, than I am.

And I wouldn't have to kill myself directly, which would make it easier for my parents to understand that I'm gone and to let me go.