Countessa ELA'NORA

A BOOK IS A BOOK IS A BOOK IS A LIFE. In this project, I mix fact and fiction to comment on and relay my own life by posting prose and poetry. As a passionate lover, best friend, sister, and workaholic artist, I make up story-lines based on what I get exposed to in everyday life, and I tend to leave the context to my readers' imagination -I think it's fascinating to realize that sometimes people's lives are parallel, sometimes they are perpendicular, and sometimes they just simply intersect at one random point. Furthermore, much of what I write here is essentially brainstorming for the experiences. Consider those thoughts as doodles. For this blog is quite obviously a tribute to MYSELF and whom moved my heart.

[countessaelanora]

Goodbye

Thank you for following my journey but it's about time I move on and close this account. No more heart breaks. Life's clear. Soon will be closing this account after finishing printing it into a diary to keep as a physical reminder for the far future. Your past is your own, don't run away from it. It makes you what you are today. There will be people that cannot accept what you've been through before or stay in denial because of what they heard. Some people live on assumptions. Those people have nothing to do that's why they're full of drama and because they lack maturity and understanding. We cannot hate them because they wouldn't know better, they lack life experience. But hell on them for bringing people down. Those people don't deserve peace of mind for breaking people's hearts and play with their feelings just because of a big ego, or fear of being put back in jail. God may bless them with what they don't deserve so that they wouldn't torture the next human being.

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You left. She was broken and you came back. But you left again and broke her again and again to satisfy your ego. No man but a boy does that. A boy who hasn't grown up. You left her alone. You left her to pick up the pieces and face the broken promises. You played her all along. She stood by you. At your worst days but you couldn't stand by her. You.. you.. you don't deserve to see the glow of her success. You don't deserve peace of mind. You did nothing but a wasted time.

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Lost Frequencies - Are You With Me

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It's okay. Just hold on. Good memories' and your dreams' all you'll need from the past. Put the pills away, so much good happened. Your dreams simply aligned before you. Its your time to take them on. For so long it's your moment to finally shine. God's with you every step of the way, continue on praying and have a goodnight.

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Season of hurt..

Sound of rain filling empty spaces of this cold dark room, As I lay alone, wondering if the ensuing struggle can clear the sky The night is lonely, as the clouds have hid the moon And I find myself awake as thunder spits out white lies I stand by the window, staring at the beautiful darkness As a void slowly fills itself and quenches its thirst I feel complete, yet I can't fight the approaching nothingness And help myself from feeling isolated in this season of hurting I can feel the fragrance of ice cold water kissing my hurting heart Ice to be made into puddles of dirt that will dry out tomorrow This carnival of nature does something to a man Brings out the tales and forgotten passages of his sorrows And yet I feel the pain disappear behind the shadows Detached, they slowly conquer depth of every invisible wall Eyes laid upon the shape-shifting reflections in the mirror synchronized with the bright lights, as the rain falls I hear beyond the lurking darkness, in flashes all I see Breaking away from this world, a traveller all I want to be Out of prison, every looming thought fights to be free Winds bring forth a message from the whispering trees As they stand alone, shivering in thunders breath howling at the olden lanes, down pours a sea As every cross-road holds in itself a waterfall of death And I watch every droplet fall and crash in pieces, Some make their way to the corner of my eyes As they trickle down to the edge of my lips I smile, for I know I will be alive for a while Sweet scent of the dying moments hypnotise me As I swim blind towards the memories ocean Engulfed in a blanket of solitude and calm I let myself be shred to pieces as I walked out into your open trap..

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Maroon 5 - sugar 

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Takes is one experience of failure. Because success comes through rapidly fixing our mistakes rather than getting things right first time.

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Traces

My fingers gravitate towards objects you've touched in hopes that my hands will collect traces of you that's been left behind...

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The best thing that ever happened to me is meeting a real friend like you. Thank you, for the most touching book anyone has ever given me. You're forever cherished in my life. I love you Chelsea O'hara, I love that you care, I love what you are, where you're from, and how I watched you become the strong independent woman you are today. I am thankful for every moment you've given me, every little hello text you sent me, for what you give me I will give you 5 times more. God bless you my beautiful beautiful friend who stuck through everything till today💌.

[countessaelanora]

Here's to you. Wherever you are now. Smile your heart out as I am now. Thank you for being in mylife once upon a time. 

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My intent To continually pursue a rigorous, logical design approach in the believe the architectural concepts are the best resolved historically and poetically .

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Have you ever cared for something so much that you'd sacrifice anything, including taking in all the pain, fear-even giving up your life at the drop of a dime without any thought of hesitation whatsoever? That's my love for architecture, it will never ever disappoint me, it will only build a better future for me and those who will live in it. Site analysis - building proposals.

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Keffy Kay - My Freedom

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My coffees' an archive of longings.

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The Sound of Water

Waves breaking in two

The smell of the ocean 

Relaxing, Inner peace,Therapy... it's so good.

I stare at the water without seeing

The sound washes memories away

Till it’s just me that’s left

An empty shell

Ready for a new beginning...

I always been close to water, always so important in my life. I know that I need it close. Just how you need air and to survive you keep breathing. Though this'll be my way of healing. Analyze what happened in the past. The good and the bad.

Water relaxes me

Comforts me

Like nobody can

It's like the sound washes memories away, clears my head like nothing exists anymore... Just the sound of water

The waves soothing my sorrows

Like a shoulder to cry on

A clean slate, a fresh start.