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losing everything but weight

she seriously always has to bite my fucking moment. I hope it tastes just as good as I feel cuz I feel like SHIT I feel insignificant and upstaged as usual when that had nothing to do with you. it's the little things and it'll be the straw that broke the camels back. then y'all wonder why I don't wanna fuck with her ever. cuz I always end up with the short end of the stick even when I try to be nice! even when I'm the bigger fucking person somehow someway I still get shit on by her, and I'm fuckin over it man I know for a fact I've done nothing to deserve any of that. karmas coming for you honey, don't worry.

everything's different now and I don't matter and I need to accept that. and maybe I'm just being dramatic which is possible since I'm known for that shit but honestly, I like to think I know you well enough to know what games you're playing and you don't wanna play this one with me. I'm just not sure how long it's gonna take me to actually allow that to sink in cuz I'll always have that lingering hope that maybe, just maybe I'll be good enough for you one day. and that's literally the worst mindset to have. ever

sometimes you really just need to be held