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“Do you understand?” inspired by @cowboycruncher ‘s writing 🦊😚
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It’s Called a Racquet, not a Stick
“...Taking time to understand, unbuckle, and replace Andrew’s boundaries had eaten up months of their previous year; there were things that Andrew was still not okay with, things that might always be a no for them, but Neil was at peace with that—he would do anything it took for Andrew, and he knew that the Foxes’ impenetrable goalie was aware of that. A few places had become safe for Neil, the shoulders being one of them. Neil held him close by his left and buried his free hand in soft blond hair with his opposite. Despite how much of a gap existed between them when it came to things that they were comfortable with—things that were known and accepted—there was nothing that could come between them.
Literally.
Andrew pulled him in until their chests barely brushed. It was a newer foundation for them—for a long time, there had been a space between their bodies when they were kissing as created and dictated by Andrew. Now, however, he’d closed that chasm centimeter by centimeter until each breath between them was felt by the other’s breastbone. Neil never invited himself in, they were not there yet and there was a chance it would never come to fruition. This also failed to bother Neil, who was happy to live with what Andrew had to offer—be that dismal or vast in comparison to what any other person could give. It took only moments of desperate pulls of their lips for their kisses to deepen, turning from subtle and searching to wanting and hard...” Read the rest of it here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/37152298 if you want.
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Zagreus was limp in Thanato’s arms as he lifted him, dripping and unconscious, from the River of Styx. From a few steps away, his brother, Hypnos, fluttered, warbling away as he did - and though his concern was obvious, and if Zagreus were conscious, would have been appreciated, but in Thanatos’ eyes he found his sibling’s pestering to be a nuisance. Marching past him without speaking, Death Incarnate carried the Prince of the Underworld from his spawning place; he did not need to look up at Hades to know that the man was staring him down, he could feel his burning gaze upon him as if it were tangible in the air perfectly well. As he turned the corner leading down the hall to Zagreus’ chambers, he met his mother’s concerned eyes with his own.
“Another failed attempt?” Nyx asked, though she already knew the answer. Despite his general distaste for people, he lamented to respond to her, just as - out of the corner of his eye - he noticed a very worried Dusa floating at the lounge doorframe, with a much less concerned Megaera standing beside her. Apparently the whole house was interested in his business at the moment - he did not turn around, he knew that Hades, Achilles, and Hypnos were hovering just out of his line of vision. Taking in a breath, the reaper straightened up his back to address his mother properly. Zagreus’ weight was naught to him, he was a god, after all, but his clothes were dampening with the water coming from his lover’s garb, and he wished to depart to care for him as quickly as he could.
“Another fool’s errand, mother,” he implored. Nyx merely shook her head at that - they had a difference of opinion on the matter, of this he knew, but he was also coming to accept Zagreus’ quest for what it was: undeniable; not that the prince ever listened to him when he scolded him, regardless, but Nyx’s influence during their conversations was not helping Hades’ favor. Even with Thanatos, and perhaps Megaera as well. On that account, Thanatos did not know - the entire house was split between wanting Zagreus to reach his freedom, and wishing that he would stay. It certainly was not the same Underworld without Zagreus there.
When he got no response, he moved on, ignoring Dusa and Megaera as he gently padded into Zagreus’ bedroom, and carefully set him down upon his lush mattress. The movement stirred the prince, who lifted his hand in order to rub his eyes a moment later. Thanatos waited patiently for him to say something, but Zagreus merely stretched and - much to the surprise of them both - and harshly flinched. Immediately, Zagreus reached around for his back, his hands shaking and a bit of a breathless pant falling from his lips as if he’d just taken a blow to the diaphragm. Concerned, Thanatos moved Zagreus’ hands and placed both his palms flatly against his lover’s back, working his fingers into the taut muscle that lay beneath his skin.
“Sore?”
“Yes,” Zagreus breathed, promptly scrunching his pillow and bringing to prop his chin up as he buried his face into its comfortable confines, a sigh drawing from his lungs as Thanatos’ efforts forced the tension out of him.
“What was it this time? Theseus? The Minotaur?”
Zagreus groaned and shook his head against his pillow, but that was the only response that Thanatos got from him about it, so he decided to save the questions for another time, and instead focus for now on easing the pain in the prince’s back. Zagreus gradually relaxed underneath Thanatos' cold fingers, his breathing easing from exasperated pants to sleepy huffs. For his part, Death could not help the soft smile that pulled at his mouth, and to remind his lover of his affection, he leaned down and drew his lips along the lines of Zagreus’ shoulder blade before coming to rest at the crook of where his arm met his neck. It was there that he placed a series of soft kisses, going up the prince’s nape until he reached his dark, silky hair, still damp from the Styx.
Leaning back, Thanatos had every intention to continue his efforts, but was stalled when Zagreus turned over and sat up so that they were at eye level. Gazing upon him curiously, Thanatos was quiet, waiting for Zagreus to speak - and he did not have to wait long, as his lover was the talkative sort and did not handle silence very well. Despite this, he generally spoke with confidence when it did not come to their relationship.
“It was the spikes.”
Thanatos blinked, confused, before it clicked in and he emitted a faint chuckle. “Has Hypnos’ insightful commentary had no impact upon you?”
“It certainly has,” Zagreus huffed as he laid back down on the bed, though inched over enough for Thanatos to fit - his implication that he desired to be joined by him as plain as day. Thanatos complied, removing his gauntlet and setting it aside before he settled down beside his lover, who cradled him within his arms and planted a kiss on the top of his array of light hair. “Are you going to stay long or… do you have somewhere to be?” Zagreus went on to say, trying (but not really trying) to hide the disappointment in his voice; he already knew the answer, but it would hurt more hearing Thanatos say it out loud.
“I suppose I can make up for lost time at work later. That is, if you want me to stay.” Thanatos replied, resting his hand upon his lover’s chest and tilting his chin up to look at Zagreus with a small smile plastered to his features, aware of the effect his words would have - and just as he predicted, Zagreus’ entire aura perked up, and he shuffled underneath the covers, holding them open for Thanatos to do the same. As the welcome warmth engulfed them both, Thanatos busied his fingers with carding through Zagreus’ unruly hair while the prince in question slowly began to fall asleep in his embrace once more.
Zagreus parted Thanatos’ lips with his own, sliding his tongue into the confines of the other god’s mouth, and withdrawing the piece of somewhat soggy food from his gaping jaw. It was partly chewed and that was, perhaps, a little bit on the displeasing side, but as he parted from Thanatos with a grin on his face, and food in his belly, he found that he really did not mind the somewhat grotesque display of intimacy.
Hiding in a corner of Elysium with Death Himself had become a recurring hobby of his, and it was always a welcome break from his endeavors of escaping his father’s asylumatic maze. Whether or not his relationship — if he could even call it that — with Thanatos was welcome back in the House, he found he no longer cared. There were many things that once bothered him in regards to Hades’ viewpoint of the general scope of his life that he didn’t consider wasting his time with anymore.
Though his communication with Thanatos was limited — when the man wasn’t busy with reaping or sulking in some remote part of the realm — they got to share sublime moments such as this, which made such rebellion far and beyond worth every hardship.
The plate between them was empty, as sweat from clearing the chamber cooled on both of their backs. It seemed as though whenever Thanatos made some grandeur entrance, a swarm of Shades would follow suit. Not that either of them couldn’t fend them off, but it was still an inconvenience when Zagreus would much rather spend their limited time together actually 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳. Nevertheless, Zagreus pushes the glassware aside and slides his way closer to his lounging counterpart, seeking his lips out for another kiss — a proper one, not for theft of Thanatos’ meal.
Death Incarnate is quiet, but he wears a smile that’s said enough as he met Zagreus’ searching mouth with his own, one hand coming to card through the prince’s rather unruly dark hair.
“You should stay longer,” Zagreus murmured as they parted after a few moments of kissing, only centimeters separating them as his wide, mismatched, doe-like eyes peruse the face of his equally-as-stoic-as-he-is-emotional lover.
“You know I can’t.” Thanatos replied, his voice barely above an affectionate whisper as his nimble fingers glide across Zagreus’ cheek, down to his chin and across the prince’s slightly kiss-swollen lips, admiring him with a sort of preverbal sadness that betrayed his detached aroma about the matter that had been voiced.
“I know, but I like to think that asking you will get me somewhere.” It comes out as a sigh as it leaves Zagreus’ chest, and he can’t help but to divert his gaze to the soft padding of grass beneath them; he can feel Thanatos’ gaze on him still, and doesn’t have to look at him to know his expression of happiness — fleeting as it always is — has fallen away.
Against his will, Zagreus’ face is brought back up to be eye level with Thanatos’ via a hooked finger beneath his jaw. “I want nothing more than for you to be happy, Zag...” there is more to the sentence, the prince knows this, he can taste it in the air between them — in their shared breaths. “...and I don’t want you to leave this place. I know it’ll only make things harder for us if you do.”
“You say that like I’m not coming back.” Zargreus retorted with a bit of heat, which he regretted instantly. Thanatos always had something to say back to such a sentence, and he didn’t necessarily want to hear it.
Death’s cold hand falls away from his face to rest in his lap as Thanatos emitted an equally as chilly sigh. “I don’t know what to tell you. I’ve said to you time and time again to give up on this mission of yours and accept your life for the way that it is, a good and humble existence — if slightly constrained — as it is. We’re all bound by things we do not want to be, myself included. But your determination has gotten you this far, so I like to think that your determination will also get 𝘶𝘴 that far, as well.”
Zagreus tasted such a proposition on his tongue for a long moment, before resting his head on Thanatos’ shoulder, face covered by the expanse of the taller male’s neck. “It will, Than,” he said as a smile breached his lips, resulting from Thanatos engulfing him in a comforting hug. “It will.”