Coyolion

Free to be Me

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Friends!

I need a few is all. Or alot. Or one. Any of the above. I would like to get to know someone on here. Seems like a nice place.

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Ftw!

Listening to Sunday Morning on a Sunday night. Can't tell if I'm a rebal or just weird.

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Far From All The Hysteria

Today as all days are when coming from work, was shit. But I’m feeling an odd connectivity to a group I met online recently.

It’s the fact that someone even wants to talk to me so badly as to text me and message me multiple times that makes me feel happy. Connected. I barely know the people, but already im a tight link…

I’m so scared that it’s going to just all disappear…what if I disappear?

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A Little About Me

So to jump into things, today, I had one of my many famous seizures, ended up scaring a friend on accident, and bleeding all over the place. *sigh* It's been....incredibly hard trying to deal with these issues popping up because of my seizures. Not only does my medicine not totally stop them, but they jump into my daily activities enough to absolutely bring my life to a halt. So now my friend is scared. Which upsets me. How do you tell someone everything is alright when they just watched you gargle and bleed for a solid minute? My tongue is totally torn up, and is going to be a hassle to deal with at work.... This hasn't been happening my whole life believe it or not. It's only been 4 years. A half year after I turned 18, my whole life started going to shit. But that's a story for another time. Today...let's just clean up this bloody mess and try and smile through it shall we?

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A good representation of me with my sheppie friend. He always bites me. So mean.

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Let's make it my thing ya?

I find myself running to the internet to escape reality more and more. Yet I do not feel ashamed about it. A good thing I would say.