Coy

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Hi I’m coy .

I’m blogging on here to let you know little more of my story and also to write somethings I have learned in my life.

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When you surround yourself with the wrong people it makes you become weak and vulnerable you lose yourself.

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Love has probably been the hardest thing i have received in life from my childhood til now . Somedays i could die for someone and other days i could wish that person isn’t in my life . I do look back and know not many people are a given for me. and i have to be thankful even if days are rough that atleast I’m still accepted in ways i believe i won’t be accepted by anyone else. It’s been hard .

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One thing about fall that I love is not minding to be alone . Just the feeling of fall is peace and quiet for me . I love being Cozy with my favorite fall drink .

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Adventure

Let’s just say I have been busy . My life is going to be very adventurous and different for the next 18 years and more . I have to say I’m glad I’m finally making changes instead of always living in the dark . Things are never perfect . But I’m ready to see what it brings .

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Fall is approaching. probably the most amazing season that is cozy, pretty and relaxing feels . I really do love fall the most and I know it’s a very common season for so many to love .

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Make good decisions

Feeling confident and like your life is good is the best feeling ever . As time goes on things can change and take certain things you had away . If I could change time and go back I woudnt change the path I was on when things were going right . Watch yourself from making to many changes that will destroy you.

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Victim card

One thing I have learned from making my own mistakes is you can’t play the victim and then decide to pull back from it. It’s either you play it all the way or you don’t play it at all . Because playing half way is just gonna cause problems towards you not the other person.

You can’t cry wolf so many times then think people are gonna end up staying on your side. Because once the wolf actually shows up you already lost.

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Courage

To be strong and never give up no matter what throws your way. To accept challenges again that u failed once before and to take on and trust ur gut everything will be alright. To never live in the dark and keep pushing for more. Courage is the best feeling in the world .

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relocating never stops

My life has always been from one place to another since I was a little baby. Born in Colorado raised in Illinois, moving to New Jersey. starting my new life in Pennsylvania.

It’s not ever easy to always have to start over but also in time things start settling in and let you see more then just one place and how people all around you are like.

I see myself relocating in the future again.

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Time is never on time

No matter what you do in your life whether it’s nothing or actually doing something. There is actually no given time we have our future right.

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Saying goodbye

One thing that is hard in life is having to say goodbye. My experience of this has made me love my life as the last human alive. The reason I say this is because you will never have to fear of losing someone again . So many people leave your life whether it’s a death or a breakup or your choice of letting go. All of this just becomes pain and hurt. So one strategy is to just hang out with yourself .