Hello everyone! My name's Esmeray, which it's an online name of course. But you can call me Esme or Mooni if you like to.
I'm an artist who draws pretty much crossover fanarts that have fill with cartoons which I like to watch or something that has a clear match from different shows to the other.
SOCIAL MEDIA: Only on Tiktok [Cr4zy_esm3] and Tumblr [Cr4zy-esm3].
FAVOURITE SHOWS (9):
-Mao Mao Heroes of Pure Heart
-Taffy
-The Penguin of Madagascar
-Blaze and The Monster Machines
-Bunnicula
-Santiago of The Seas
-Baby Shark's Big Show
-Kung Fu Panda Legends of Awesomeness
-Bluey
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STATUS: Currently taking a really big break since I'm facing with School and Art Block which also cause me having so much burn out.. :')
I'm still online but I can't be active of my drawing skills so it's quite take a while but I hope I try my best to keep up myself better!
Anyway... The masterlist fanarts are in the undercut!
Okay so uhh, I know I just return but now I have found myself in a tough situation because I found out why I got burn out easily!
Asides from too many homeworks, I have a lot of tuitions and I also failed my three subjects so I actually have to improve with that.
And those things drain me A LOT! I can't even find my motivation to draw or even find a free time that I could draw without feeling like my body just wants to sleep for eternity!
This also means that whoever requested me, could stop waiting because I don't want to look like I ghosted you. I truly am wanting to draw but if I push my unmotivated self on drawing, it looks completely ugly and I don't want to upset you with the result. (hope a specific person see this)
Sooo.. Yikes, I may not be going to post for few months again... Maybe I'll return at the end of the month like November or December? Who knows! Because all I know is that the ticking from the clock is mocking me every single day.
If I'm being honest with you, I didn't expect my last video has reached 300k views with so many people commented about the cartoons they recognised during childhoods are being mention!
And genuinely, I am so happy and absolutely so proud of how many people truly want to see my content especially these lovely idiots who have been with me for years.
Despite I still felt low lately, seeing how many people witnessed my art in Tumblr and Tiktok really and truly makes me smile.
So a big thank you on reaching 3k followers in Tiktok and a big thank you to Tumblr that has been the reason I slowly become confident on sharing my art more!
I always plan to share some wonderful cartoon arts just to give people remember what they have watched as kids which.. Obviously you already figured that out by seeing some childhood shows fanarts as well! :D
Who else out here missing costello and vigo?? I know I am. I miss them alot. I miss my wives why did they only get 1 ep in s3 kill me why dont u
I honestly miss all the characters and I love how there are episodes that centered to other existing characters other than William and Baby Shark so obviously I'm a little sad that the show ended a long time ago!
And yet, this is where I just found out that they only have 1 EPISODE in SEASON 3!? Damn, I didn't acknowledge much on which episodes are in which seasons but geez.. I didn't realised that's just their last episode together!
We all miss those sillies and their very amazing dynamics.. And don't worry, I will... *a sound of a click to be heard /j* UnU
Genuinely what is wrong with March!? IS THIS MONTH ABOUT FICTIONAL CHARACTERS' DEATH!?!?
Like four of the beasts and White Lily Cookie died, Caine got deleted and now.. DEREK DIED!?!? BRO WHAT.
March to their death ig...
[So uhh... How's the SFAWTDE fandom doing? Because this is genuinely the first time that I felt something deeply hit into my chest the whole time and I'm already bawling my eyes out while trying not to throw up...]
I always wish to have my hands on the book since 2021 but I thought my country never sells it until this month where I have enough encouragement to search for it!
Also a bit to say, has anyone ever seen the Disney Junior book or even own one? I swear, I don't even know where or how I got it but I remember I always love to look at the pictures from the book and answering the silly simple questions from the corner of the pages.
Out Of Context: Being in science stream class SUCKS.
There are so many things happening that I have to reblog it because HELLOOO???
Starla and Stripes are absolutely NOT hesitate to commit murder at this point.. WHOSE IDEA ON MAKING STRIPES PULLING AN IMPLY GUTS OUT!?
Oh.. OH DAMN.. THEY DID NOT DO THAT TO ZEG! ZEG WITNESS SOMEONE POSSIBLY RECOGNISED OR JUST A REMINDER BECAUSE OF HIS SPECIES IS LITERALLY PUT AT THE MUSEUM FOR DINOSAURS! And they're DEAD!
I absolutely think that they already got the idea of Pickle be in a situation with a pickle jar immediately! And the idea it came is just drowning him...
Well, atleast Darington is having fun on doing risky challenges! 😟
Why does everyone be suffering, risking, killing and everything.. Meanwhile, there's Crusher somehow got on a bubble.. And Blaze and Aj just.. Meditating! (BLAZE LOOKS SO HILARIOUS LMAO)
I watch them a bit of them! But other than that.. I did catch up the whole thing since my BFF has an interest with Alien Stage causing me (in my own decision) to create theories with her. I did a lot of theories about the pictures, the comics, the little details in the videos.. So technically I did! :D
Just because I'm taking a break doesn't mean I don't draw at school with the sillies! (^o^)
I rarely draw the human versions of the 8 (Santiago is already a human lol) so this is just me trying to figure out their designs in some way as possible XDD
CONTEXT:
1) I had this strange admiration with found family especially sibling figures that doesn't make any sense for their relationships.. Also, Skipper accidentally brought Kowalski's invention that disguise as a mustard bottle from his own universe.
2) I find it funny that Bluey has done some boy-ish stuff sometimes even Baby Shark who literally bought a tu-tu and wears a wig shortly (also, no. They didn't cuss because they actually said "duck"). Another thing is that, no.. I don't headcanon them as trans before you get into confusion.
3) The group has a rule where they must keep the crossover universe a secret or they'll get some deep consequences. But of course, Bunnicula just wants to insert himself in the call XD (also, Blaze is taller than him obv).
4) Basically characters who aren't in the generation of device being exist or known are having the first time to experience of using the gadget. And yes, Skipper and Mao Mao have fallen into a trap before by a certain duo.. (Taffy and Bunnicula LMAO)
I have come to notice that I've been getting exhausted mentally and physically like I'm absolutely draining. Even when I start drawing which is something I love deeply.. Feels like it's going to make it worse.
I know I've been gone for more than a month and it feels like I'm wasting you guys patience whenever you guys follow me (I appreciate the big patience of staying, and thank you very much about the follows). But lately, I have come to face myself with obstacles where growing up means that the things you're going through is going to be a lot harder to deal with.
I try all my best to draw something like drawing my interests to keep up my hobby and luckily it did but it still feels like I'm pushing myself harder than what it intended to be.
So I'll be gone for a very long time, but I'll return around 2026 which I'm not sure when.
I like to say how I truly care for all of you especially Tumblr for helping me grow and improve my arts, expressing myself and the things I love dearly despite I was very VERY quiet when it comes to online media.
I'm also not sure if I'll get into college since I just sign up to it, but I hope the best for all of you when 2026 comes around and I wish you all the best moments that even if it's small, it was worth something to appreciate in life.
Guys Blaze should lose a game of Mario Kart and has a complete breakdown because how could he possibly lose at a RACING GAME?
I can absolutely see that Blaze is just be sitting in his spot while completely having a mental breakdown, because for the first time ever...
He lost at a RACING GAME! RACING and GAME combine after he has been shown multiple skills of always winning with those two, and yet... He got lost to a FLIPPING MARIO KART!
I feel like it always depends on whoever played the game with him witnessing him having questioning his existence in absolute crisis. XDD
ARRGHH I WANT TO DRAW MY FAVOURITE SHOWS SO MUCH! I HAVE TOO MANY IDEAS AS WELL AS I WANT TO TRY OUT 3D SO I COULD TRY MAKING SANTIAGO, BLAZE AND PO IN MY STYLE! I ALSO WANT TO CONTINUE ANIMATING AND WRITING AND MAKES FANARTS ABOUT OTHER CHARACTERS FROM MY FAVOURITE SHOWS AND MAKE A FANART ABOUT MY FAVOURITE MOVIES AND MAKE RANDOM COSPLAYS IN CATALOG AVATAR ON ROBLOX...
BUT OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS, SCHOOL IS DRAINING ME SOOOO BADLY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!
And HAPPY 11th ANNIVERSARY for BLAZE AND THE MONSTER MACHINES!
Very bittersweet for me today because apparently today is the start of my exam so...
This is not really an art post but I would like to share my experience about some stuff... And by stuff, I mean my stupid interests!
As some of you already know what are my 9 favourite shows.. I would like to share with you how it begin!
Somewhere around the years of 2017-2019, I already start watching The Penguins Of Madagascar and I felt like I remember before or after the show begins, there's the Barnyard show (and yes, I watched it) until it got remove and replace with Rabbits Invasion I assumed.
Then on the year of 2016, I started watching Bunnicula but this is nowhere I begin obsessed on it. This is just a part of my childhood. And then 2019, Mao Mao Heroes of Pure Heart came out and THAT'S where I start obsessing it. It only ends until 2020 after the show out of nowhere being cancelled.
Then 2020 came by and Santiago of The Seas released. I remember I always compare it to Jake and The Neverland pirates even though I actually like the show when I started watching it lmao. I still continue watching it apparently until it somehow cancelled.
At the end of the same year, I found Taffy and started liking it. Don't ask me what reason, I just like weird or underrated shows apparently. On 2021, I found Bunnicula again and rewatch it until I ACTUALLY obsessed with it.
2022 finally arrives and this is where EVERYONE STARTED! At the early of the year, I found Kung Fu Panda Legends of Awesomeness and start watching a lot before changing my obsession and went back obsessing with Taffy. Then in mid year, I still obsessed with it but adds up with Mao Mao Heroes of Pure Heart, Bunnicula, Santiago of the seas, Kung Fu Panda and The Penguins Of Madagascar.
Still in mid year, I already watch Blaze and The Monster Machines and Baby Shark's Big Show. However at first I was weird out with it especially I keep criticising BATMM (a hater to a fan LOL) and felt shocked seeing Baby Shark has his own show. Eventually, the more I watch, the more I love it (for whatever reasons).
And then, the end of the year where Bluey somehow is getting popular. I decided to watch it and ends up start loving it. And that's how I start obsessing with all of them until NOW!
I already started writing fanfics since 2021 but I start writing the crossover and the first AU of them together on 2022. And apparently, they became my muse when it comes to drawing.
I did some fan experience like making gacha videos, writing fanfictions, those fake tweets and such more about them (mostly the small and dead fandoms). However, during 2022, I was very insecure on sharing my interests with other people especially some of them are very unknown in my school.. Or even the country itself.
UNTIL things start to get very weird and what I mean is a GOOD weird because from 2022 until NOW... I found people who have seen the shows before! And mind you, I was either trying to scream or just freeze because I'M LITERALLY OBSESSED WITH THEM SO MUCH! Somehow my classmates don't judge me and a lot of my friends are supportive...
And here I am thought nobody has seen Santiago of the seas, Taffy or Baby Shark's Big Show since those people are the rarest when it comes to finding them... BUT HELLO?? AT MY OWN SCHOOL!?
So what I'm saying is that, would I leave the 9 fandoms? Nope. Even if I can, they aren't going to be gone forever because apparently they're hibernating in my head. Is it possible I would stop obsessing when I become a fully grown adult with a job?? Who knows! The future is weird sometimes...
Another thing I came to realised right after 2022, movies were being release! Baby Shark's Big Movie released on 2023, Kung Fu Panda 4 on 2024, unsure about 2025 and 2026, and Bluey movie on 2027.
