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[sadmortician]

forbid she shows emotion

[hucklenberries]

and a look into dentos’ dms! // posts

[chewonthatthang]

[cr8zygoodshot]

frank langdon kinda looks like he would sound vaguely like brendon urie

[da-pitt]

[kebriones]

Redrew my Ganymedes design!

This is post-getting snatched by zeus. the gold bits on his cheeks is scarring where zeus touched him for the first time, the earrings are like a protection talisman from zeus and his eyes have changed from brown to golden irises wiht pale blue pupils. he has blue hair because im giving everyone from the trojan royal family blue hair. (thank you @salomesolsticedraws for the support ;-; <3 (i think that was you asdhgsdfjhs huge apologies if i'm wrong) (my sketch request fundraiser is HERE)

[vampireslikesunshine]

Young Dracula Rant

I fully pretend that the season 2 finale and everything after it never happened. I hate that everyone in this show is forced to be the thing they wanted the least at the start. if it was just vlad and jonathan being forced to accept their futures, that would have been so much better. Mina becoming a slayer when she thought it was lunacy, mr. van helsing being killed by the creatures he lived to kill, robin losing his interests/personality and his only friend all in a moment and that not being touched on, erinn being turned only to be killed off anyway, etc. all of it was so tragic and pointless and it made vlad's sacrifice less meaningful, less special, and more predictable. like, of course vlad gives up what he loves to live a life he hates- everyone else did the same thing. i kinda wish *that* was what he had been selfish with, or that the show got the end of season two as its tragic ending.

I actually wish the story had been more about jonno and vlad being two sides of the same coin. both trying to escape their crazy lives and just be normal, both forced to accept their destinies. maybe when jonathan finds out that the Counts are the Draculas he doesn't immediately side with his dad. he hated the idea of that life, got along well enough with vlad and wanted his dad to stop harrassing his classmate. maybe the concern of these people disappearing looking suspicious convinces him to play dumb and get in his father's way. maybe he and vlad bond over their desire to be normal. maybe this turns into friendship.

then lets say vlad is still the chosen one and he still has to accept his power. i could see vlad and jonno both ending up in similar situations as to the canon, both eventually taking on leadership roles. perhaps their former friendship and mutual disdain for the situation they've found themselves in leads them to their truce and we get a bittersweet ending where everyone else gets their happy ending- ingrid takes the dracula title, the branaghs end up fine, mr vanhelsing is proud of his son, mina thinks everything is fine, robin doesn't lose his identity, etc.- except for those two. heavy is the head that wears the crown type beat, but less actively annoying than what we got.

i genuinely love the sitcom tone and to an extent, i wish they would have kept it, but, seeing as they chose to change the tone, i just think this would have been a better route

[fatherpo]

"Do you remember when we were younger?" Jack asks softly

[sammroo167]

bonus

[apoloniaspiegelgold]

[hucklerabbit]

god i love da pittwitter

[klc-archive]

Behind the scenes picture of Clare (Ingrid), Craig (Robin) and Keith. Picture by Alex Hookway.

[mangohyah]

Dennis and trinity are med youtube’s favorite creatures

[thevariousthings]

Count Dracula really said that by the way guys, trust me I would never lie.

[ro-fromthestars]

young dracula text posts bc why not

[onepoorsonnet]

canonically a huge part of why these men haven't killed themselves is bc they have alternating ER shifts and they don't want to burden each other like that. excellent old man yaoi material

[lesvegas]

A few years ago while trying to find ways to commit suicide as painlessly as possible, I came across a PDF of Dr. Paul Quinnett's The Forever Decision. Thinking it might go into actual methods of suicide (I read an article once that actually did that and was trying to find it again) I started to read it, and I think I only got about two pages in before I was crying too much to actually see the words.

I downloaded the PDF to my hard drive and I open it again whenever I'm feeling too suicidal to do much else, but not enough to start booking a ride to the hospital. And every time without fail I only go up to a few pages before backing off and choosing to live another day just because suicide suddenly seems even more unbearable than whatever the hell upset me in the first place.

All the book really does is [I'm pulling a summary from GoodReads here as, again, I've read no more than 5 pages] "discusses the social aspects of suicide, the right to die, anger, loneliness, depression, stress, hopelessness, drug and alcohol abuse, the consequences of a suicide attempt, and how to get help."

But it also starts with the author kindly asking the reader to complete the book before going through with anything, and for some reason I'm compelled to really just try to read it all before finalizing everything. Despite not yet completing it (hopefully never will) I think I can safely say it's saved my life at least a few times now.

It's intentionally legal to copy and redistribute this book to keep it as accessible as possible, and it's very easy to find, but here's a link for it anyways.