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ik buck likely dominates in eddie kitchen, prob has an add system to the way eddie had it and eddie hasnt complain tbh
but can i get buck first cookin in eddie kitchen and he's looking for a pot with no lucky
buck goes: "eddie... um, do you have a pot? or any at all?"
eddie confuse cuz ofc he has some and remembers buck isnt hispanic. he goes in the kitchen and tells buck: "check the oven"
buck all like '???wtf' but finds the holy grail when he opens it
the smile ! the hair ! the curls ! THE FACIAL HAIR
an overall cutie pie ♡
"work in progress" is actually so misleading like it assumes that im actually making progress on my work
WIP = work in progress vs. WIP = work is paused
do not forget the patron saint of these weeks that we celebrate ourselves proudly and openly in the streets
her name was Marsha P Johnson, and we have her to thank for so much.
remember, the first Pride was a riot, and she was one of the brave souls who endured it to help carve the path which so many of us walk today. she helped found several activist groups regarding LGBT safety and wellbeing. and she was absolutely radiant, too.
thank you, Marsha. we remember you.
fuck…
Domestic Buddie for my weak lil heart ❤️
Remind you of the 50% sale off on my patreon till the end of June!
get yourself a main character whos two primary emotions are "little cunt" and "catatonic with grief"
i need more eddie speakin spanish
like i know spanish speakers (if they're fluent in english too) wont do it as often with english speakers (aka those who dont understand/speak spanish). only with their family or those who's also fluent in spanish
but i deadass want it more with buddie cuz i can imagine the angry eddie is the more spanish he gets. like:
eddie fuming. he's at his limit with this silly stupid argument with buck
eddie snaps: "buck, me estás dando dolor de cabeza. no sé cuántas veces tengo que decirte que eso no va a funcionar." (buck, you're giving me a headache. I don't know how many times I have to tell you that's not going to work)
buck is confuse as fuck. he says eddie name, trying to warn him he didnt understand a lick of what he said, but eddie interrupts and continues, his finger point at buck: "No, Buck. En serio. ¿Te das cuenta de lo que dices a veces cuando se te ocurren esos planes ridículos?" (Seriously. Do you realize what you say sometimes when you come up with those ridiculous plans?)
buck knows he's mad, but he doesnt know how to respond and eddie is waiting for one until he realize he said it all in spanish. which gets him apologizing to buck, but it also helped de-escalate their arugment
or buck loving/finding it hot when eddie speak spanish. cuz i know there are folks like me who love to hear certain languages or certain folks or partner(s) speakin their language, and i just know buck is one of us ngl 😂😂
in the bedroom:
eddie is looking at buck from below, goregous in all this messy vulnerability of them. he whispers: "me vuelves loco." (you drive me crazy)
buck stomach flips, eyes widen, mouth open as a whine is let out among his panting.
eddie leans down, pressing their forehead together and whispers: "dios, no puedo evitarlo cuando te comportas así. estás tan sexy." (god, i can't help myself when you act like that. you're so hot.)
and buck started seeing stars
casual situations:
eddie smiling with his tia pepa at the dining table, talking about something tio paco did.
eddie chuckles, saying: "por eso nunca me meto con tío." (that's why I never mess with uncle)
buck just heart eyes listening/looking at eddie
Theo coming over to Eddie and tugging on his pant leg until Eddie squats down to look him in the eyes.
"What's up, bud?"
He's nibbling on his nail and Eddie gently pushes his hand down. God, this kid was all Buck.
"Will you help me?"
"With what?" Eddie asks.
"I wanna make Buck a father's day gift..."
Eddie's heart melts.
"Of course I will." Eddie stands and Theo holds up his arms to be picked up.
"We need to get a card, and candy... lots of candy," Theo says as Eddie picks him up.
Eddie chuckles. "Is the candy for you?"
"No," he says, voice guilty. "For Buck!"
"Okay, Theo, we can get a lot of candy."
Theo beams at him and Eddie shakes his head. He doesn't think he could ever give this up.
when you see your little kitty walking toward you at a leisurely pace and say "hi baby!" bc you're excited to see her and she starts trotting a little bit faster 'cause she's excited to see you too. that's what life is all about i think
a lying liar who lies
i cant stop thinkin about 911 and the pitt crossover...
you think just because you notice the horrible patterns in your life you’ll be able to actively change them instantly
wanting depressed and traumatized middle aged characters to kiss and hold hands can truly be something incredibly personal.
What Convinced Me Eddie Was In Love With Buck
Out of all the questionably, not very straight things Eddie has done during his 8 years in the fire fam. There is only one thing that truly convinces me that Eddie is head over heels in love with his best friend.
I feel a lot of the other stuff can be seen from a different side and explained away reasonably. Like hating on Buck's love interests or putting Buck in his will to take Christopher. Those could have pretty platonic reasoning behind them, even if those reasonings weren't necessarily logical.
The one thing that's happened, that I feel like can't be walked-back, is Eddie knowing down to the second how long Buck's heart stopped. You don't just count the minutes and seconds that your best friend stops breathing.
This man counted from the moment he flew up the ladder, from the moment he rushed back down it, from the second he got behind the wheel and drove as fast as he could to the hospital, when he rushed to take over compressions from Chimney, while he pressed his fingers to his neck and prayed for a heartbeat and finally got one.
Eddie climbed a ladder in full gear after being struck by the same bolt of electricity that stopped bucks heart, and he didn't stop praying, begging and counting until he felt that heart start beating again.
And that's what truly convinced me that Eddie was in love with Buck.
Everything else is just tasty icing on the cake.