About Drugs & Borderline

[anxietyproblem]

[feelings-which-i-do-not-show]

“He was finally strong enough to let her go, and do you know what the sad part is? Even after he’s let her go, he still sits up at night and stares his phone wondering if she misses him now that he’s gone.”

— Unknown

[rolaaliahmad]

You will miss her, God how much you will miss her. You will miss the way she would curl up in your arms when she was cold. You will miss the way she would wake you up with small kisses on your cheeks and neck. You will miss her kindness, the passionate gleam in her eyes when she spoke about world peace, poverty and freedom. You will miss her compassion, the way her eyes turned sad when she spoke of injustice, war and poverty, leaving her shaky with tears in her eyes. You will miss her enthusiasm and zest for life, the way she would start to talk about movies and stars and books without stopping for breath. You will even miss the way she was constantly seeking reassurance when she was anxious or scared, tuning to you, trusting you to say the right words which would calm her soul. You will miss the way her eyes light up with love when she smiled at you, the way she loved you and made you her entire universe. You will miss her and you will hate yourself for not making her stay, for not trying to be good enough for her. You will want her in your life again and it will hurt you like hell. You will miss her.

[bloghustla]

Gute Seel'n, dafür schwere Taten. Gott, vergib uns unsren leeren Magen

[lowlevelofserotonin]

[fuckpiotr-deactivated20211128]

Ich weiß nicht, was ich fühle seit 'ner Zeit

Kann nichts machen, außer hoffen, es geht irgendwann vorbei

-Edo Saiya

[schizobpd]

“don’t make your mental illness ur whole personality”

i have a Personality Disorder, rebecca ✨

[worldcraacker]

Man sitzt zusammen da. Redet und redet. Rotzt und rotzt. Kifft und kifft. Stunden vergehen, vergehen.

[destinyinfinitylife]

Keine Bezugsperson zu haben ist etwas was einen kaputt macht.

[bpdtingzz]

I need to get some shit out;

I am in a massive slump in my relationship and it's fkn killing me. We've moved house and dealing with shit from work and in the process my partner has forgotten about me, it's been about a month and I am aching, my heart is sore, I feel empty and confused. I know we glorify our partners so when in a moment like this I wonder am I seeing him for him without me putting him on a pedestal or am I just splitting? Are all the things I'm finding wrong with him things that he's actually doing or am I making it up ? I feel so cold and distant towards this person, I have expressed how I feel MANY times because I'm working on effective communication but I'm being and I keep anticipating that the power is in his hands. I am constantly working on myself, fact checking every opinion I have, making sure it's correct so I'm not just saying these things for the sake of it, I'm desperately reaching out for him to help and he's doing nothing. He suffers from PTSD, we bonded over trauma (obviously) and possibly more so I understand he has problems with memory, falling through with plans, focus etc BUT if your relationship is on the line and you really want it to work wouldn't you make it a priority ? Wouldn't you?

[darkinthelight97-deactivated202]

Entschuldige dich nicht für etwas, was dir eigentlich gar nicht leidtut. Wenn es dir leidtun würde, würdest du auch etwas ändern.

darkinthelight97

[unkaputtbarxo]

Bedürfnis eines Borderliners [2]

Bei ihrer Suche nach der erträumten Bezugsperson glaubt die Borderline-Persönlichkeit des öfteren, fündig geworden zu sein. Ist ihr Drang, geliebt zu werden, übermächtig, verliebt sie sich auf den leisesten Verdacht. Dann ist sie vom Gegenüber begeistert und idealisiert es über alle Maßen. Das gelingt ihr umso besser, je weniger sie das Gegenüber kennt.

[vergessen-wer-ich-war]

“Und ich schlüpfe in tausend verschiedene Rollen - immer auf der Suche, nach mir selbst…”

— 15:12

[gedankenrap]

„Haben Hass in den Venen, doch sind Nachts unterwegs für die Liebe. Frag nicht, wie es mir geht, immer viel zu viel Schnee, ich erfriere.“

- Samra

[no-sl33p-squad]

“Du bist irgendwo nackt in dem Bett von ‘nem Wichser den ich meinen Bruder genannt hab’ Ich bin irgendwo anders auf Pillen in einem Hotel in 'nem anderen Land man”

— Edo Saiya - Fühlen

[toxic-axbr23]

Und wenn ich will,könnte ich aufhören zu saufen wie ein Loch. Tja, doch sauf‘ ich anscheinend immer noch. Und hab keinen Plan wovon du redest, wenn du sagst, das sieht mir ähnlich. Denn ich quäl mich nicht durchs Leben. Ich zieh Amphe und bleib kleben.

Ruffiction- Wenn ich will

[zuchtpsvchose]

Verballerte Persönlichkeit, aber trotzdem nice.