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Quick update on what it takes to love a demon [Nothing at all]:
Still writing!
Just also getting my ass handed to me by the two little shits that are my depression and ADHD
Any other writers have that problem where you go back and read how the placement of longterm wounds seem to blend together?
No, just me?
Can we talk about being neurodivergent and going from always masking to not at all.
This is relevant to how I write Rumi in What it takes to love a demon [Nothing at all] too by the way.
🌟Zoey's Notebook🌟
On Rumi secretly being a cat
A follow-up to me discussing KPDH fandom stuff with my sister, who does not do KPDH fandom stuff.
Me: ...And pretty much the entire fandom has agreed that Celine was totally in love with Rumi's dead mom.
Her: WHAT?!?
Me: Yeah. And-
Her: How did they draw that conclusion?
Me, who realized this after writing two lines of fic dialogue for them but isn't going to say that: It's the way she talked about her. Plus how she devoted two decades of her life to raising her daughter; that's, like, lover-stuff!
Her: I mean, not necessarily; Mira, rumi, and Zoey are like that and they aren't romantically interested in each other.
Me: [doesn't respond due to brain short circuiting as it hits me that holy smokes she doesn't know about polytrix]
Zoey is fine– more than fine!
TW: mentions Rumi's Canon suicide attempt (tho this post is about Zoey)
Zoey's Notebook
On Proving Mira is a lovergirl
There's a moment after the Idol Awards
When the girls get home and are met with a distressed Celine waiting in the foyer.
Her eyes meet with Rumi's and she releases the breath she'd been holding since her daughter ward had asked the impossible of her.
Zoey and Mira exchange a worried look as Rumi's mask– still fighting to fake perfection– finally shatters and her tears start to fall. They try to console her but exhaustion pulls them all to the ground in a heap and their own tears start.
Celine is with them in an instant, wrapping her arms around the group as best she can; whispering how proud of them she is, how brave they were.
Sobbing turns to sniffles as they all settle in to this new peace.
Rumi's mask starts to piece itself back together– stopped by Celine's thumb running across her cheek.
Except the shocked look across her daughter's ward's face is not reminiscent of her late mother. When Rumi looks at her with those big brown eyes the expression she carries is one Celine knows well.
Because it is her own.
And in that moment, Celine's mask breaks too. Her temples crease from the smile growing across her face, genuine pride she'd denied her ward daughter for years unintentionally as she tried to punish herself for failing the love of her life.
She releases the others to pull Rumi in tight against her chest, wrapping her hands around the girl's bare and shimmering patterns
"I love you Rumi. With all my heart aegi."
Rumi returns the hug, squeezing her mother tight.
And the Honmoon hums around them, the last tear in it's strings finally threading back together.
A mother and daughter, true feelings laid bare and loved anyways.
Zoey's Notebook
On Rumi being Celine's daughter
July 19th, 2011
Today Celine sent us to the store but I forgot the list (whoops). No worries tho! Because Rumi seemed to know exactly what we needed. Also she sent me to get fresh carrots only to tell me that the ones I got were "not straight enough" which is apparently a sign of poor discipline by the farmer!? Anyways when we got home, Celine praised Rumi for the carrots she had picked out saying "discipline is important in all aspects of life"!?
August 3rd, 2011
Snook into Rumi's closet because istg she always wears the same thing as celine everyday... its just those training robes. SHE DOESN'T OWN ANYTHING ELSE. Where are the dresses from media outings when she was younger!?
October 15th, 2011
Today Celine told Rumi that she was going to start teacher how to handle the paperwork for sunlight entertainment and Rumi was practically beaming! I went to check on her later and she was posted up next to Celine, both up huddled over a laptop with the same furrowed brow and lip twitch
The craziest part is that when Zoey asks Rumi about it, Rumi just looks at her like she's crazy saying 'you know my mom was miyoung'.
When she comments to Celine that Rumi is practically her daughter, Celine only looks at her with sorrow reminiscing that 'she looks so much like miyoung and that she'd be proud
How can they be this dense!?
Zoey has notebooks On. Everything. And. Everyone.
Definitely one for each of the important people in her life (probably more than one for each at this point). And of course she has notebooks filled with lyrics and song ideas
But Zoey is heavily implied neurodivergent so obviously we can crank this up to 1000%
I raise you
Demonology chronicals
Turtles (obviously)
Metaphors she's heard with explanations next to them.
Shower thoughts about the philosophy of life
Ways she could solve systemic and political issues
Fanfiction (she can't sit still long enough to write it but the ideas are there)
All the reasons the sunlight sisters were in a polycule (now amended with info she collected while living with Celine)
Outfit designs for Derpy and Sussie with pictures when she actually gets to try them (never on Sussie tho... the bird won't let her ☹️)
Memories of Fans she's met and felt connected to
Notebooks with many languages she's started learning before jumping to another one (I headcanon she can probably fumble her way through many languages and is the one who translates whenever they go on tour)
Rankings of favorite movies and TV shows for her and her girls
There's definitely more but this is a start
I wanna talk about the dynamic between Mira and Celine.
Trigger warning for mentions of Rumi's canon suicidal behavior.
The Rumira dynamic is two traumatized souls who are in denial and choose to instead try and help the other... except neither will accept help (or the fact that they are loved)
This is them btw... forcing love on eachother
Another poll because I feel like it.
I already know where their next date will be in my fic but I'm curious
What's your favorite Polytrix date?
Aquarium
Boba tea
Romantic picnic on the roof
Hunting demons
Something else (please share)
Chapters: 4/? Fandom: KPop Demon Hunters (2025) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Mira/Rumi/Zoey (KPop Demon Hunters) Characters: Mira (KPop Demon Hunters), Rumi (KPop Demon Hunters), Zoey (KPop Demon Hunters), Celine (KPop Demon Hunters), Bobby (KPop Demon Hunters), Derpy the Tiger (KPop Demon Hunters), Sussie the Magpie (KPop Demon Hunters) Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Rumi Needs a Hug (KPop Demon Hunters), Rumi Needs Therapy (KPop Demon Hunters), Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Developing Relationship, Fluff, Self-Harm, Mental Health Issues, Complex Celine (KPop Demon Hunters), Bad Parent Celine (KPop Demon Hunters), Girl Dad Bobby (KPop Demon Hunters), Depression, Anxiety, Panic Attacks, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Suicidal Thoughts Summary:
The Honmoon is sealed now. Rumi will have to leave soon. It won't be long until Mira and Zoey figure out her patterns are more trouble than she's worth. A fic in which Rumi struggles with the trauma she's accrued, and Zoey and Mira show her how easy she is to love
I'm almost done the chapter so here's the poll for the week
Zoey says ________ in chapter 4
Why did she have to go and jinx it
Mira looks like grumpy cat
Did you know turtles can breathe through their butts
The PR team is gonna need to hold me back
The Zoerumi dynamic is often described as two little shits being gremlins together.
That's it... did you think it was gonna argue?
This is a Sussie appreciation post because my guy (spirit bird with no gender) does not get the recognition they deserve.
People love Derpy– valid– but Sussie has such an attitude to them and I just can't let it go unnoticed.
Sussie is dramatic and most definitely a little shit, but they also care (and have more braincells than the tiger). I honestly think Sussie acts as an older sibling to Derpy in the sense that they keep Derpy alive because "Dad would be upset if this child dies"
Anyways thanks for coming to my TedTalk