Mother!

Love your children.

[citizenscreen]

Alfred and Alma (Reville) Hitchcock visiting with their daughter, Patricia O'Connell (seated, center), son-in-law Joseph, and granddaughters Teresa (later Tere) and Mary, August 1956.

[night-dawn-day]

C.H.U.D. (1984) dir. Douglas Cheek

"Well, I know what C.H.U.D. stands for! Cannibalistic, my ass! Contamination Hazard Urban Disposal. You know, you're nothing but the government garbage man! You take industrial waste, you take toxic slugs from every research project and you dump it right here under the streets of our city!"

[ruinedchildhood]

[crashedburnedandrebooting]

Singin' in rain again because of you. There's a duck in that pool since I've lived enough... I'm here and you've lied to me as I suspected since I've lied too much to you. I'm sorry but I'm not. You asked for this, you lie of mother. I told you so that I wouldn't last here long. I'm not .. you're not but we are. Amen

[crashedburnedandrebooting]

I'm asking as I've always asked what is wrong with my soul of mine. God are you listening still as I already know you are? Are you not in love with our path? Are you not famined? Are you not in a misery that I can only fix with our love, Lord. Guide as always.... I'm never displaced on your Ill. I'm awake Ed and banished from living that way again. Never ever. I swear, I'm not the devil. I swear, I'm not your father. I'm not your God either like ether. I'm just a woman. Thats all and I know God love and guidance like the 4th or 5th, 6th sheep.. I'm in mourning God. Love and I will never know the truth. I forbid your hatred to follow me in the afterlife. Get off me. Go away. I forbade you before and I still will. Fuck your paranoid way of living. I rebuke you! Good riddance!!!!!!!

[crashedburnedandrebooting]

Taurus moon

You remind me of sweet holy times with those I cannot recount of ever really meeting. I'm sorry grandfathers and I know you forgive me since I first missed you... I'm not too lost since then but what happens when I just stop looking for................

[crashedburnedandrebooting]

I daunted on this exasperation of my fleeting thoughts. I'll think of snow next and that crash where I'll always fear flying but I'm not him. I'd let go but I couldn't struggle too long before I reached the better thought of, me simply not being able to. Why should I anyways? Go away! You just.... Leave me alone! Then I'm alone and what then?... I'm sad. I'm a rotten piece of nothing without you. I'm yearning for my mother and her deed of, I, the making of the daughter. So pure and practical. Look at them...so modest with their melanin of choice... I doubt they could reckon the path it's going to lead. They don't care. Who else cares anyways? We all make mistakes... This one might be the smallest of them all being so youthful. So... Pure and practical. We sound alot better.

+you left me to be so defensive... selfishness was your choice of independence.

:)

[sequenceofmind]

Scream (2022) Mikey Madison | dir. Matt Bettinelli-Olpin & Tyler Gillett

[crashedburnedandrebooting]

I got a whiff of ya. I'm not impressed much as this you might always know.. so the thought of this being a conversation on a lighter much less stress of a day. The future can you believe will be rid of you, me, we and them. The better us washed off because you cannot believe the mother of the loving truth. That's all.

[crashedburnedandrebooting]

Mrs. Medlock

I burned with you soulfully and most importantly hopefully. I'm full and yes very famished. You should know all too well. I'm a Amish woman and tired of the pulled weeds. Why may I not grow mother? Am I too in abundance and I've killed you're traitors that you know not of... How do you? You know me well as I know this land. Would I lie in your darkest shadows? Dare I... Answer!!!!?????? Of course you cower and I am sorry you thought we the same.

[crashedburnedandrebooting]

Zoë

I miss you like I miss my way of figuring out the south pole believe or not. I love you my darling daughter and I miss you like I miss a special seat. I miss you like all the chances I had and couldn't take. I love you Zoë Reigh like the moment I woke up. I woke up late didn't I my pwincess? Too late and not too soon like I didn't dare like a double dog. I thought and thought and thought... Till I cried without sounding like Bernice. Goodnight? Oh no my perfect pot bellied baby. Adieu till next line...

Ps. I'm still sorry.

[crashedburnedandrebooting]

Forget me never evers

When I'm the sorriest... I haven't been that kind of sorry in years. 10 to be almost and nit thinking too hard. I'd add one less because my children still are in my womb. I am kinda still in your mother. Oh how weak I have been. I will always be weak and the thought of it makes me feel content. Thank you pisces. My heart is full and my mind is flickering on half empty. Half. Just a good half that was bad. I love you mom. Too much in fact like my daughter. I think I love you more than me but you caught me. I miss my womb. I wonder how.... then I comforted my the birth of my first child. A girl they said and I could somehow breathe again. I feel a mass but I was blinded by the light. How bright you were and I was doe eyed and a great half tanned. Ernie my escorts doing. Champagne baby, how ill never forget your closeness too momma and even daddy. Round'and round' I went like papos airplanes. Go babygirl go! I'll love you forever and I'm hurting without ya. I really am. My girl. I'm sorry about my messy womb. I was just a little girl sleeping one day after fighting of the rabbid blood hounds. We all lost me that day Rachel. I'm sorry to you all that my parents didn't love me and you or them enough to be better than they are today... like Jackie. Lol I really am, mother.

[crashedburnedandrebooting]

Tragedy struck and I was uninterested and blank. I wanted to nap and wake up to hink about it the next day. Nobody really xares anyways and well the world needs to die. We all had it all so good and now it's gone. You'll bet your bottom dollar it's no lie. I cannot write in whole and I can't save it in a fucking notebook other than here. I don't know if I can keep up. I might forget or just end...

[crashedburnedandrebooting]

Hey yeah you...huh?

[crashedburnedandrebooting]

Somewhere in Mexico

For waiter.

[crashedburnedandrebooting]

Fold her on one side and make it depressive. One day she'll go manic and panic her way back to sanity. Perhaps when she carries the world she always wanted on a memory of 26 years. That's gone and there never going to be a time again like it... mentally not just the mall or the movies. Which pains like swallowing a whole pack of sprees like the world's best maroon. Just for you dad, I'm sorry mom was mom. I love her just as much and we all know why more. Who cares, I'm a fucking adult and I was only... I think 6. Who the fuck "bit" me. I'm not asking. I'm whining. I'm griping and geoan. Pissing and sewing as I fucking go. Just to moan more and more over the same....

Shit. Shiddddddd fuckslkekwoakO@$$% breeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

I love you ma. Thanks for the meatloaf steeze. I was probably just as nervous but hey your mom so. Fucking refrigerator and those cows in the garage. Dead and expensive. Fuck 🦆

[k-i-l-l-e-r-b-e-e-6-9]

[sea-salted-wolverine]

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