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A little heads up that one of the BIGGEST and most respected creators in the anti willoverse is profic. They're quite open about it in the server, actually. We've seen screenshots of them openly admitting to it, and infact, someone reacted with an up arrow, indicating that they, too, are also profic. I was not allowed into the server due to my 'stances' in which I'm assuming is the fact that we simply do not wish to interact with people who are perisex binary men identifying as lesbians as well as perisex binary women who identify as gay men. Otherwise I genuinely would've gotten more proof of this claim.
I find myself a bit grossed out to know that we once supported someone who was profic without even knowing, and I do wish to let other people know so they don't do the same. Incest, SA, and other shit like that shouldn't be romantasized in fiction. It's disgusting. While I do think that SOME media should cover it, it should be in a way that shows the harm it does rather than what looks like a disgusting porno for men to get off to.
This may be a hot take, but idk. I'm frustrated that people are profic and don't at least give a warning for people to block them if they are uncomfortable by it.
I can’t tell if I’m disappointed or glad that endos are fixated on exclusively the concept of alters because on one hand it leaks into the cdd community like all of the other shit they spew but on the other hand they’ve butchered the concept of alters with their temu level of off brand plurality that I have no need to know what horrific distortion would take place to the other aspects of cdds
Remember if you ever feel weird or worthless some people GENUINELY ship adults and minors together and identify as a Nazi and try to hide behind queer identities to make them look better and that automatically makes you better than them!!! #hopecore
blankqueer terms such as radnormal arent harmful, not all of us are pro harassment, stop spreading misinformation about those terms :p
who fucking cares if someone uses those terms!!! it's not hurting anyone 💔💔 actually go read the definitions instead of assuming shit, im tired of seeing other fellow anti endos shit on those terms when they don't know the actual meanings
i get a lot of blankqueer users are pro harassment, but we obviously don't claim those people??? stop grouping us in with the ones that harass people
Praying for the day that those losers like that anon learn the difference between being a paraphilia/having a paraphilia and being a person with a paraphilic disorder/having a paraphilic disorder, because they're two entirely different things, but people like that anon do nothing but use two different terms interchangeably for one another.
I think it's also pretty telling of the type of person someone is if you say "pedophiles/zoophiles/necrophiles" are bad—they immediately think you're shunning people who suffer from the paraphilic disorder rather than what those terms actually refer to: predators.
I hate the "pro-para" community so much as a person with a paraphilic disorder because it does nothing but center around general paraphilias—rather than people with a paraphilic disorder—and encourages trauma reenactment and hides behind people who actually struggle whenever confronted.
Honestly, keep doing what you do. Ignore these absolute dinguses that do nothing but virtue signal and hold a moral high ground over people, whilst simultaneously excluding actual people with a paraphilic disorder.
I feel ya there man </3
big ol difference between a disorder and blatant predatory behavior.
it makes me really sad to see folks being dragged into their pit, when they could have aimed for recovery. but the community just normalizes everything to them , doesn't help or work through why someone might be feeling these things.
i honestly hope everyone gets the chance to recover one day. and that those who are anti-recovery either get a grip or js like explode idfk.
but thank you anon , I won't let these morons get the better of me and my good mood today 💪
yall I'm so sorry but I am so uncomfortable with jirai accounts 😭
they all remind me of when we were active in 'shed' places. takes us back a few years and makes us feel like we're watching gore on the internet again.
which is something we've recovered from and don't desire to go back to !
so if you can help it , maybe don't hang around here if yr into jirai stuff </3
The person talking to you and saying you’re illiterate is an idiot. Like an absolute idiot. We live every single day with fantasies related to being abused again. Which isn’t a paraphilia, it’s a very common trauma response to want to be abused again, but I get the stigma of being ashamed by it. But you know what? We keep it to ourself and work it out with our therapist. It’s not that hard to do. Anyone who posts publicly about it while fantasizing about it online don’t actually want to get better. You keep that between you and the mental health professionals. Maybe a support group. And let’s be honest, most paras on Tumblr don’t want either.
precisely what I'm trying to get across !
unfortunately it is an all too common trauma response, and it does not necessarily make the person with the thoughts inherently 'bad' unless they choose to act on those thoughts in any manner, per se.
we too have found ourself yearning to be back in an old abusive relationship , because that is what the brain does. It will latch onto familiarities like that, even when we know they're harmful.
for someone to go online, indulge with a community of those who aren't looking for help, and publicize their fantasies, is not healing. it's not even an attempt at healing.
i know it may not be my place to say anything , and I apologize if it isn't , but I'd like to say how proud I am of you and everyone else who is actively seeking help to curb and cope with these thoughts and desires. it can be hard to admit the things in your head while knowing it's wrong, and seeking help is incredible of you.
i love you and I'm proud of you , to anon and anyone else who is trying to help themselves and be better /platonic , you all deserve respect and love.
actually I love EVERYONE who is getting help for anything bad. good on you. I'm so fucking proud of you /g.
also I feel like you think posting fantasies online is inherent to paraphilias and that's just... not true...? no one is holding anyone at gunpoint to do it. those are just anti recovery weirdos.
yet the run rampant and yr own community ain't trying to help them or keep victims safe lmfao
ive literally seen ppl in the para community threaten to rape my moots so you've got no ground to stand on
ok, so as I expected you're illiterate! I never said anything about paraphiles who post their fantasies — actually, I explicitly said I'm AGAINST that. I'm AGAINST abusers. abuse is not inherent to paraphiles. them existing is not abusive.
"the thoughts and actions of paraphilias shouldn't be normalized" no one is normalizing anything by saying these people deserve humanity and respect. also please don't play victim, a non abusive paraphile is not hurting anyone but themselves for just existing. the anti contact pro recovery pedophile who hates themselves isn't hurting you. you are fine.
"if someone is recovering they're not a paraphile" sorry, but you can be fully recovered and still be a paraphile. I feel like that's just your little defense to not separate paraphiles and abusers. paraphilias are incurable and you can't deny someone's para when you want to see them as a human.
here's a thought
poop poop poop. poop poop poop.
get blocked u lowlife pedophile defender lol
if yr SOOO worried abt it, that tells me what YOUR priorities are !! get a hobby bruh.
"pro recovery" and "pro second chances" but demonizes paraphiles and groups them in with predators... ok
now before you get all illiterate let me explain this to you. paraphiles existing does not inherently hurt anyone. they are not inherently predatory. saying "kill all pedophiles!" does more harm than good even if you're slapping a "... except the ones who get help I GUESS." at the end. because you're STILL acting like they're inherently harmful which is anti recovery. YOU are the anti recovery one by saying paraphiles are bad "unless they want to recover" because you're still saying they're inherently bad by default and that's, yes I will say it, ableist because paraphilias are mental conditions that no one chooses to have. can you please try to put yourself in our shoes?
and no, don't put words in my mouth. I may be pro para but I'm anti radqueer & don't support anyone who is pro contact "neu contact" "complex contact" "pro consent" (minors can't consent) & I don't like the existence of harmful spaces where people share their fantasies and enable themselves. and no, I'm not "one of the good ones" for this! this is how everyone should be and I'm not especially deserving of respect versus other paraphiles.
I'm deserving of humanity for being a paraphile. other paraphiles are deserving of humanity. PREDATORS are the ones who should be shunned.
let me make this clear. if you are really anti ableism and pro recovery, your support for paraphiles should be inherent. you should not see them as harmful for existing. "but only if they aren't predators!" those are two separate groups of people, okay? most child predators aren't even pedophiles, they do it for the power.
alright I was gonna delete this waste of breath but I'm here giving you my time of day.
pedophiles & other large dangerous paraphilias ARE inherently harmful. normalizing that mindset and those actions and thoughts will ALWAYS be harmful. both to the person with the disorder and to everyone around them.
2. notice how I use the word PREDATOR more than just "pedo" or "zoo" bcz you lot are pussies.
3. obviously we know that every person with a paraphilic disorder isn't a predator. but when you're posting your desires and fucked up fantasies all over the internet, you clearly aren't trying to be better or overcome the thoughts because you are indulging them, rewarding your brain.
4. if someone is GENUINELY seeking help and recovery to handle their UNWANTED thoughts , then they aren't a predator. they aren't a -phile. they are just a person trying to help themselves and be better.
if you can't see the line I draw in the sand , you're bloody blind man.
if you've touched someone without consent. PERIOD. I would punch you. not just preds. anyone who has hurt another and never even tried to make amends or apologize for traumatizing someone for life, I would happily hurt. just the same as I would kill my abusers of given the chance.
now if you'll EXCUSE me. I'm going to go make a coffee and some breakfast. bye.
"pro recovery" and "pro second chances" but demonizes paraphiles and groups them in with predators... ok
now before you get all illiterate let me explain this to you. paraphiles existing does not inherently hurt anyone. they are not inherently predatory. saying "kill all pedophiles!" does more harm than good even if you're slapping a "... except the ones who get help I GUESS." at the end. because you're STILL acting like they're inherently harmful which is anti recovery. YOU are the anti recovery one by saying paraphiles are bad "unless they want to recover" because you're still saying they're inherently bad by default and that's, yes I will say it, ableist because paraphilias are mental conditions that no one chooses to have. can you please try to put yourself in our shoes?
and no, don't put words in my mouth. I may be pro para but I'm anti radqueer & don't support anyone who is pro contact "neu contact" "complex contact" "pro consent" (minors can't consent) & I don't like the existence of harmful spaces where people share their fantasies and enable themselves. and no, I'm not "one of the good ones" for this! this is how everyone should be and I'm not especially deserving of respect versus other paraphiles.
I'm deserving of humanity for being a paraphile. other paraphiles are deserving of humanity. PREDATORS are the ones who should be shunned.
let me make this clear. if you are really anti ableism and pro recovery, your support for paraphiles should be inherent. you should not see them as harmful for existing. "but only if they aren't predators!" those are two separate groups of people, okay? most child predators aren't even pedophiles, they do it for the power.
alright I was gonna delete this waste of breath but I'm here giving you my time of day.
pedophiles & other large dangerous paraphilias ARE inherently harmful. normalizing that mindset and those actions and thoughts will ALWAYS be harmful. both to the person with the disorder and to everyone around them.
2. notice how I use the word PREDATOR more than just "pedo" or "zoo" bcz you lot are pussies.
3. obviously we know that every person with a paraphilic disorder isn't a predator. but when you're posting your desires and fucked up fantasies all over the internet, you clearly aren't trying to be better or overcome the thoughts because you are indulging them, rewarding your brain.
4. if someone is GENUINELY seeking help and recovery to handle their UNWANTED thoughts , then they aren't a predator. they aren't a -phile. they are just a person trying to help themselves and be better.
if you can't see the line I draw in the sand , you're bloody blind man.
if you've touched someone without consent. PERIOD. I would punch you. not just preds. anyone who has hurt another and never even tried to make amends or apologize for traumatizing someone for life, I would happily hurt. just the same as I would kill my abusers of given the chance.
now if you'll EXCUSE me. I'm going to go make a coffee and some breakfast. bye.