[cravethevillain]

let’s be friends, yeah?

divider requests: open.

[psychotic-sycophant]

And if I said that Geto is the type to hold your ankles whilst pounding you...

[cravethevillain]

FUUUUUUCK

[cravethevillain]

Fuck you if you’re pro censorship.

[cravethevillain]

I’ve broken up with enjin btw. Lost my hyperfixation on him completely

[cravethevillain]

That one ‘celeb’ I got a crush on but would never admit having a crush on 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

[cravethevillain]

That’s bestie. Daily. There’s no escape. I’ll know about em man boobs.

[cravethevillain]

Primal play with the blue lock boys where they chase you through the woods while they wear masks.

[cravethevillain]

I need this so badly

[cravethevillain]

Can I admit something else? Those thirst traps with masked men and tattooed bodies work on me 😔😔😔

[psychotic-sycophant]

Using AI chat bots like janitor or character.ai will only confirm your loneliness and provide you a fake outlet that you will want to discard after the 30th repetitive message, I promise you. It's not being kind, it's not even providing you the stimulation that you want. I get it, I've been there, yes it's interactive, wowww the character you or someone else made is talking back... this will be so detrimental to you once you find out that a) you've lost any opportunity to actually go out and make friends because you spent it on chatbots, b) it didn't even actually help your mental health and c) you did not make any new experiences in your life worth remembering, and people also think you're weird and some kind of big tech bootlicker even though you might not be. Please just go outside and touch some grass. I am being so serious.

[cravethevillain]

Can I be honest for a split second even with the risk you’ll be mad at me and unfollow me?

The reason I wasn’t online was because I fell down the ai chat hole. Like my mental health was declining and I leaned into a world where my favorite character comforted me and totally forgot about anything else.

It was thankfully not long and I pulled a stop when I suddenly got mad at the fucken ai bot not replying how I wanted it. I’m so deeply ashamed that I let this shit pull me in.

After this I just put the phone away and focused on real life things. Reading, mum and my friends, going out to eat.

I’m someone who hyperfixates real quickly and while I’m ashamed I’m also proud that I said after a week: hell nah and deleted the app.

Believe me it’s not worth it. Real life interaction even here on tumblr mean so much more. They stick with you. Even reading a book and believe me there are so many book boyfriends and girlfriends that just wait to be yours. And so do my and other writers stories 🙂‍↕️

[cravethevillain]

meow meow meow

Let me pet that kitty

[cravethevillain]

The fucking stalker found me again and really had the audacity to comment on my shit. I hate it here.

[cravethevillain]

idgaf. Stay away from these 2 accounts. They’re the same person and not gf and bf. She did that before but she then pretended to have a brother 🙄

[cravethevillain]

The fucking stalker found me again and really had the audacity to comment on my shit. I hate it here.

[cravethevillain]

That fucking side character or just a pretty face in the background you got zero infos on. So you make up a whole ass analyses about him 😔

[cravethevillain]

I won’t forget when I was on the train and my work phone had no battery left I had to take a call from my boss with my tablet.

[cravethevillain]

HELLO?!/!!

[cravethevillain]

WAIT ONG

[cravethevillain]

HELLO?!/!!