I have never been as terrified in my life as I am right now.
Losing my home suddenly. Have no money to get into an apartment. Have no car to get to work. Have no where to leave my dog when I'm at work. I cannot and will not give him up. I'll give me up first.
I'm so scared I feel physically ill. My head is pounding, I can't stop crying.
Money would solve absolutely everything right now.
If one more person tells me "you'll figure it out" I'm going to cold-cock them so fast their neck will snap.
A man who is supposed to be my family, who promised us a home and security for life broke his word to us. He's completely willing to let us live in a car or a tent in tent city.
His only child and their family just tossed aside like actual garbage.
Why? Because he refused to walk away form the house with no money. Refused to let us take over the mortgage and continue to live in the home that's been our family home since 1996 and be able to keep 2 other members of our side of the family from being homeless at the same time.
Unless I buy him out he won't let us stay.
I dont have 30k to give him. That's a years wages for me and I JUST started a new job 2 days ago after a year of unemployment after another man's greed cost me my job.
He sold the company I worked for and the new owner cut all remote workers overnight.
The new owner didn't even bother to tell me I was #fired until the first day he was in charge despite having talked to absolutely all other employees before the sale went thru.
Applied to jobs for over a year. Finally found something and suddenly find myself losing my home in the same week.
We've been a one income house struggling to make ends meat for over a year. We have nothing saved, it wasn't possible.
2 steps forward one step back i guess.
I have no one to get help from.
On top of it all I'm #AuDHD, have #PTSD and #PMDD. My meds are barely keeping me together.
Anyways here's my dog and my bearded dragon. Wendigo and Franky.
