Cha @crazylittlethingcalledcha - Tumblr Blog

I’m kind of a pointless person with no reason to be

I’m a burden to everyone in my life

Unfortunately it’s very easy to lure me places because I like to go somewhere

probably feels really good to jump off a building

Can I come over and be really disappointing

Felt weird and now its everyones problem

sometimes it feels like I should just shut up forever and not do anything at all

Mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted.

i think if i had the option to never have existed i would pick that

i have no idea what's going on in my life im just in charge of the music

there is something within me that i would like removed

How do I fix this? How do I get better? Everything hurts

So I am supposed to talk about my feelings with friends.

But I don't wanna talk about my suicidal thoughts all the time.

I wanna talk about normal stuff.

People looked weird at me when I tell them I want to kill myself

i wont worry about it i say to myself with the always worried disorder

feeling detached from everything in a way that scares me

Cha