my reality

I am constantly surrounded by either my kids or in laws. My hubby works 24/7 and I am caught n some one else's life this can't be mine. So I figure maybe this will be the place where I can vent and share my sometimes not so chill sense of humor b4 I go mad

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Rant moment for those people who want to think I'm a bad parent bc I buy myself a pack of cigarettes and don't get my child anything. Fact is my children have everything even if I didn't provide it they never go without. At this current moment my daughter has a Zaxbys kids meal w drink and ice cream for later including all her meals of the day and is still pouting bc I didn't spend 2$ on her junk from the convenience store. She's rotten and I know that, but no one else does. In public she's a pitiful angle who has beautiful blue eyes and I'm the bad guy bcuz I can't afford to spoil her like that anymore.That my friend is why u should consider both sides before u automatically think I'm a bad mother bc I buy smokes and nothing else.

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You couldn’t relive your life, skipping the awful parts, without losing what made it worthwhile. You had to accept it as a whole—like the world, or the person you loved.

Stewart O’Nan, The Odds: A Love Story (via feellng)

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That golden moment of silence when #1 is at school and #2 is hanging out w the talking grandma. Do I sleep or just pretend to b so I get some time to myself? Never would have guessed my house would become a daycare/retirement home/ hunting camp. Every day I'm stuck hearing the same stories I've heard for 11 years of being in this family. I'm ready for an adventure of my own.

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Normally I can handle being a full time family person. To see my kids and husband happy r what makes me happy. However lately I have been wanting to run like hell every chance I get. We waited till my oldest was 4 and then surprise here comes number 2 right when I thought I was getting my own life back. His little smile makes all the pain and misery worth it.... Sometimes! I've fallen into this rut and my hubby is trying like hell to pull me back to the old care free not a problem n the world me but it's just not coming as easy as I had hoped. Time for a new plan for me to break free and start rocking this happy mom of 2 things maybe later lol

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