I'm taking back my space here. I need somewhere I can post how I feel and I won't take it personal if someone doesn't comment or if my follower count goes down. I'm in a real weird transition period in my life right now. I can't even explain how it feels. I don't know if I'm excited about it or if I'm scared by it. Everything is changing around me. Some good. Some great. Some bad. And some downright terrifying. I am learning so much and I'm standing up for myself and I feel super in tune with a lot of energy around me. I gave so much of myself and my cup became bone dry. And then I saw how much I was taking from others who i wasnt giving back to. I saw how unfair and how damaging that was. I didn't disappear bevause I didn't care. I don't know how to make it right. I don't know how to do it all. My brain is full. It feels like I have a hundred tabs open at once or that the pages of the books are flipping at a rate I can't keep up to. I have to make changes. I am making changes. And I'm scared because Im afraid they won't be the right ones. Or that they are and I lose something that once held such an important place in mybheart I'm not a bad person. I'm not cruel. I'm confused and scared and overwhelmed.





