The Secret. Keep Going.

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Learn. Unlearn. Relearn.

Learn that the things you want in life will never be in the form that you expect. You have to be open to life because that’s where the heart of the action is. Let life happen to you. Learn to live, learn to take action, learn to take risks. And by learning, you will be undefeated, you will be a champion, a winner of life. Learn the ways how you could love a single human being, pouring your own to embrace another wholeheartedly. And learn that not all bravery in confessing your feelings will bring you what you desire. Learn that it’s not about you, and more of how ready the person is, their life situation, upbringing, and their preferences. Learn to live with forgiveness. For those who are truly awakened forgives and understands those who are still asleep.

Unlearn the blocks in your development because what you thought you knew was safe, trusted, and comfortable might not always be the best choice. Unlearn the ways you’ve lived in your years of existence that caused you remorse. Unlearn trying to fit in to something you’re not. Unlearn the ways you’d want to get good at most things, because you can’t. You might be good, but not great and unlearn that. Unlearn the counterproductive behaviors. Unlearn the old habits that are still hindering your development. Unlearn to like the person you desire if you have no intention of confessing your feelings. Unlearn your hidden attraction, because you might as well deserve someone who will go upfront and claim they are attracted to you. Unlearn your ways of deluding yourself into thinking that you might have a chance because if you’re not upfront at the start, then might as well never go down that path. Unlearn that path of betrayal, an intention masquerading under the guise of friendship.

Relearn on how you can design your own development. Relearn your life’s blueprint on how you can rise to a life of growth. Relearn your way of thinking, relearn your way of doing, and relearn your way of feeling and expressing. Relearn how to show genuine emotion. Relearn how to convey your affection, how you focus your attention because the old does not work anymore, you need a new mindset to equip. Relearn the basics and build upon them with new found perspective. Relearn the ways of life, always, so that new way of seeing things become accessible.

Learn. Unlearn. Relearn.

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You cant kill me, Im already dead!

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We all have these periods of where we feel like the world is not working the way that we want it to or it's not doing the things that we want it to. Rather than fight them sometimes we just need to lean into them. Through that leaning in we explore ourselves and we explore the people around us, we learn what it means to be a friend, we learn what it means to have friends, what it means to have family.

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Fated Circle

Do we belong to each other’s circle of fate? That whatever has happened before us and to happen after us, has all been determined. If you were to say that this has all been planned, should I let our red thread of fate become tangled in the process? Are we mere actors of a play that goes into a loop, living our roles on and on, only to live at the very exact thing we once did?

If you are to say that our choices have already been determined, am I to blame for my neglect of our connection? Do we live it all to fate? That we become nonchalant on the impacts of our choices in-between. Do we not desire to have a little sense of control, even just for the mere idea that I may possibly look you in the eyes and say “I want to spend my time with you”.

Must be fate. We meet at the strangest of times, individual destinies do intertwine. Of all the people, was it not our choice to pursue each other? Or we were meant to meet anyway?

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Broke af.

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October has been a stressful month, but here and there I get reminders from God that He has listened and He is watching, and  He randomly surprises me to feel the tremendous Love and Light surrounding me. 

Thank you my family and friends. Without doing much, you continue to bless me and you don't even know it.

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Think twice, shoot once.

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The way you expected things to be.

Life is about laughing and learning through good times and bad. It’s about growing through whatever comes your way and looking back with a smile. You’re stronger because of the hard times, wiser because of your mistakes, and happier because you have known sadness. The same is true for everyone else.

So stay strong. Even when it feels like everything is falling apart, you can either let it define you, destroy you, or let it strengthen you. Things change for the better. Just believe and roll with it. It won’t always be easy, but it will be worth it in the end. When you finally let go of the past and what did or didn’t happen, something better comes along. Oftentimes what you’re looking for comes when you’re not looking at all.

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There will come a time in your life when you become absolutely infatuated with a single soul. For this person, you’d do anything and not think twice about it, but when asked why, you have no answer. You’ll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do, but you’ll never find out. And no matter how badly it hurts or how badly you hate it, you’ll love this person for the rest of your life without regret.

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Accepting the fate that is waiting for me, very very soon I must part ways from the family I’ve grown and build a place of my own.

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My Travel Essentials!

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Graduation

For graduation day is the day of all days where we have ascended from one grand life to another that is yet to be discovered. I’m reaching out for all of my fellow graduates that we as new graduates must pursue our aspirations and prove our purpose into this uncertain world. I am one, but I guarantee that graduation will bring one of the highest peak of our emotions and will unite us all to have one grand cause which is to bring an EXCELLENT change to this world. This is another fresh start for us all. 

Kudos to every graduate out there. We may not know each other, but we have a responsibility to fulfill for each other. I shall live by it.

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The Old and the New

New things come, and we give a great amount of attention to whatever is new. It’s a refresher to the eyes, the body, the mind, and the soul. Something that is new, that will eventually fade into the stream of time. 

To think about it, most people cling to something so transient. I believe this is in itself is the reason for why they cling, because somewhere along the lines, they may just lose it. Without a hint of goodbye and a reminder to return.

Is that why they are so excited, every time something new comes into their life? But what about the other things they take for granted? Just because what was new has now become old, will be boxed and compartmentalized; to remain as remnants of the past, never to be opened again, and so moving on. 

People confuse the things that are worth it and what is not. Just because something is new, doesn’t mean it deserves all the attention; not because something is old, doesn’t mean it deserves to be put aside. For the most part, it’s the old ones that remain, that goes to show who’s worth the company and who’s not. What is worth keeping and what is meant to let go.

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You got something to say about me or my friends when we’re not around then you act like all is well when we’re up face to face. If you’re not good with people confronting you then maybe don’t talk smack in the first place.

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Things you wouldn’t have regretted if things went according to plan.

There are many things I would have gladly categorized as happy memories if the path did not diverge from the supposed destination. Hence I live with this sinking thought that it would be much better if I had not done it after all. 

You know when people say how things feel right; just the right moment that you can’t explain with no given vocabulary. Well, there are many things I wouldn’t have done or imagined myself performing but I still did them due to this spontaneous spur (i’d like to think it that way rather than being foolish). I guess this is what makes our lives eventful. It’s almost as if our subconsciousness have the better control of us. Just as we were walking down the pebbled path, our subconsciousness tells us to explore the rocky one. 

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It’s so hard to be friends with the person you feel so much for. When I say feel so much for, it actually makes sense. Where you feel so much towards someone that you have no word to describe such a frustrating feeling. Yes, I’m frustrated and yes I’m repeating myself. I’m so upset and frustrated yet so excited but confused and happy all at the same time. I wish I wasn’t such a stuff up with you, ‘cause if I wasn’t such a bitch about my feeling towards you in the first place, I wouldn’t be sitting here kicking myself over this.

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My mom and I has nothing to do. So we just captured some photos. LOL Here’s the result of our boredom. <3