I’m Lo.

sometimes I'm creative and this is what happens:

[creativehun]

Shake

I try to ignore you,

to look away every time you walk past me.

Today I noticed that you have less control over me, than a few weeks ago.

To be honest, I’m proud.

Proud of me that I’m able to move on,

but damn... you still give me those feelings.

Every time I do something that reminds me of you I get those feelings back.

I shake so nuch that I can’t even stand straight.

The problem is, I don’t shake when I talk to you

I shake whenever something has to do with you

even that I don’t become emotional when I see you...

You still control my whole life.

I talked to two friends of you and my body went crazy.

I feel your eyes on me and it starts.

Just one thought of you and — y’all know how it goes.

It drives me crazy that you take more place over my body than myself does.

I shake so much,

but I still try to shake it off.

My head already let go, but my heart is still filled with hope.

“I’m sorry you saw me shaking.”

— Lo

[creativehun]

Lemme introduce you to my new cousin Mia 🐾

[creativehun]

Relapse

I have never had a relapse before,

I have never been really addicted to something.

Never before I had this feeling.

But after I have lost you, I felt it...

many times.

I have already realised a few times how much you mean to me.

Or meant.

And everytime I think about the moments with you, I start to feel it again.

All those feelings I had for you.

Now they’re gone,

but when I think back, I feel it all.

And it all starts again,

I relapse.

I begin to feel everything I had for you.

I forget everything you’ve done to me and only think about all those positive vibes.

And it starts to hurt.

My heart aches,

But yet it feels good to have all those happy moments back in my head.

— Lo

[creativehun]

Life as a tourist

[creativehun]

late night trips through Portugal with my best friends

[creativehun]

my favourite boys singing my favourite song

[xsugarmgc]

[creativehun]

beach walks in Portugal

[creativehun]

Every morning I walk this path to my school. And during the seasons the sun appears there in every kind of way and as a lover of nature I had to keep those moments. By now I have so many photos of the sunrise that I wanted to share them with someone because I think it’s beautiful to see how different the sun can make the world look like.

~ Lo

[creativehun]

It’s heart against head.

I know you’re not good for me. I have everything you’ve done to me in my head. I hate you… Or more do I hate the things you’ve done to me, with me, or the hopeless feelings you’ve made me feel. When I see you it’s a battle for me. I look at you and my heart stays cold I feel all the hate inside me But when it’s a second too long, if I look one second longer my heart begins to warm up and I could tear up every moment. By now my heart’s taking over my head. I think of the moments we shared, every laugher I had with you, every oh-so-happy-hope I had when I looked into your green shining eyes, the positive feelings I have or had for you, the love which made me believe there could be an “us”. In that moment I either begin to be emotional and drift apart or I try to stay strong and keep the feelings inside me. It’s heart against head and I never know who wins.

“Sometimes your heart needs more time to accept what your mind already knows”

[creativehun]

skyline

today I sat at the ocean with some friends we laid down and looked up to the sky

"You know, those stars up there doesn't even exist anymore. Like, it's like we're looking into the past. But it's still the present and somehow also the future."

"Or think about there being another world. A parallel universe. For example, you look into the ocean and see the city being mirrored in it but maybe that’s just another city underneath the sea. You never know what could be there." A world with people who know everything but yet there are so many things left unknown.

[creativehun]

I’m drinking because of you. Kinda ironic, huh? You don’t wanna go to parties with me because you don’t wanna drink. I wouldn’t drink too if you don’t want it. But yet, you’re the reason that I drink.

Lo

[creativehun]

[creativehun]

we sit on the beach and look up to the sky we count the shooting stars and watch how they fly I wished for something and it was always the same if only you knew that it was your name

Lo