This blog will almost certainly be canon divergent. Itâs bound to happen with a game in alpha, so bear in mind any discrepancies are here to stay, and intentional!
This ask blog is run by a fictive! Ic actions =/= how he acts in-system.
More will be tossed in if needed.
Never hesitate to reach out! Ping, ask box, you name it. No biting here!
⊠you know what, magic!anons and similar welcomed, though they may be turned down.
General rules
Nothing nsfw! Flirting is fine, but keep things more friendly-leaning.
Donât vent in the inbox. It will be deleted without hesitation.
I write my muse! Not you! Do not describe my actions for me!
Please feel free to tag us in things! Starters, art, you name it.
This blog is very loudly OC and crossover friendly. Please feel free to bash into DMs and asks with your characters and ideas. We delight in such things! Come be creative! Thatâs what this is here for!
Donât hesitate to ask for a Roblox username! Happy to make new friends :)
Divider by me, for this blog specifically! Ain't free for use.
Bonus info + handy things under the cut
Tagging system
Mutterinâ | IC commentary - used for dash commentary most often. May also just be comments and such made impromptu for something to do, think of them like a soft starter call!
Outta thâbox | Anon - generic anon tag for asks, applied to all non-specified anonymous questions. Specific anons will get their tag added, but keep the same structure otherwise!
Funny business | OOC - anything shared out of character gets this one.
Howdy hey | First Interactions - What it says on the tin! First interactions with people.
Doorsâre open | Open Starters - Another one on the tin! If someone else has grabbed it, donât be afraid to grab it too! The more thâmerrier!
Here again | reblog - Reblogs of posts from the blog- will be given to loose reblog chains!
I know this one! | Friend Promo - Blog promo reblogs of friends.
Hard hitters | Big Questions - More of an internal note sort of tag. Applied to any ask or similar that prompts something massively important to him to be talked about at length
Silent weight | Lore scraps - Posts with this tag contain tidbits about Builderman, his life, and things on how the world itself may function. They'll be roleplays, rambles, anon questions, you name it. It may not always be clear what exactly is being tagged, and this is intentional!
Falsa Virtus | ?? - âŠ.?
More soon, still need to settle!
All survivors will have custom tags! Yes! Even noncanon ones. Find them all here!
Survivor tags
An Odd Light | Wander
Fast'n Reliable | Elliot
Full of wit and rhymes | Dusekkar
Drakobloxxed kiddo | Sawyer
Forever phosaken by it all | Phos
If it's always been like that it ain't broken | Spawn
Killer tags
Non survivor tags
Stumb-lyn in | lynposting
a whole spectrum | spectral-studios
Fun notes & Reference Image
Builderman is 4â9. 4â10 in his boots.
Hell of a thick accent. Painful amount of contractions. This man is a walking nightmare of the English language.
He/him , aroace
Very aware of a lot of things people shouldnât be aware of. Pointedly ignores this fact.
Always looks exhausted, like some sort of permanently exhausted pigeon.
Tries to hide how tired he is around new survivors. Often fails spectacularly.
Friends!
@c-mach - A friendly face. Mentioned in passing often.
@rushed-hours - Elliot! Good friendân someone Iâm mighty happy tâsee around
Items received
(Didnât think Iâd need this but Iâll be keepin this list mostly for mâself)
đđąđ«đ : what memory burns the brightest in your museâs mind, the one they revisit even when it hurts?
đ°đđđđ« : what secret emotion does your muse hide beneath their surface, flowing quietly but powerfully?
đđđ«đđĄ : what grounding memory keeps your muse steady when the world feels unstable?
đđąđ« : what fleeting thought or fleeting secret drifts through your museâs mind, always just out of reach?
đ„đąđ đĄđđ§đąđ§đ : what sudden revelation has shocked your muse into seeing themselves differently?
đŹđŠđšđ€đ : what shadowed memory lingers like a haze, blurring lines between truth and imagination?
đŹđđšđ§đ : what secret strength does your muse keep hidden from everyone, even themselves at times?
đąđđ : what cold memory does your muse return to when they need to distance themselves from pain?
đŹđđđ«đŹ : what forgotten dream or secret hope still guides your muse silently in the dark?
đŠđšđšđ§ : what hidden side of your muse only comes out at night, when no one else can see?
đđĄđźđ§đđđ« : what loud, undeniable truth does your muse struggle to admit aloud?
đŹđšđąđ„ : what buried memory has shaped your muse without their conscious awareness?
đđšđ : what uncertainty or confusion does your muse carry, never fully able to untangle?
đĄđšđ„đ„đšđ° : what loss or emptiness echoes quietly inside your muse, even when they smile?
đŹđđ§đ : what moments slip through your museâs fingers, leaving them yearning or regretful?
đđšđ«đđŹđ : what secret haven exists in your museâs mind, a place only they know?
đŻđšđ„đđđ§đš : what suppressed anger or passion simmers just beneath your museâs calm exterior?
đ«đąđŻđđ« : what memory flows through your museâs life like a winding path, shaping who they are?
đ§đąđ đĄđ : what hidden fears come alive in your museâs quietest, loneliest hours?
đŹđźđ§ : what warm, cherished memory illuminates your museâs spirit and gives them hope?
So do you plan to tell her? Ever? That you all seem to know?
He pauses, frowning softly.
âAnd do what, exactly? Ruin any chance of beinâ seen as anythinâ but horrible?â
As if he hasnât already done that.
He sighs, and sinks a little further into the beanbag.
âTheyâre gonna find out, if they donât already know. If they ask, Iâll speak up. If not, well. I think itâd be preferred tânot inform everyoneân their maâs that it exists.â
The rumor mill is turning, and it's far out of your hands now.
He stiffens, then just... Pulls his knees deeper into the beanbag, entirely off the floor. He shifts, and rolls onto his side, voice a sort of deadly quiet and calm.
"Then let the mill turn. Don't come crying to me when you learn something hideous."
Builderman perks up. Amid the⊠Onslaught of whatever the fuck that all was, thereâs normalcy! He shifts some, the shadow over his face vanishing as he tugs at his hood to open it a little..
âIs he? Thatâs! Great tâhear. Glad tâknow heâs doinâ alright. Iâll probably poke at thâman later, though.â
He chuckles quietly, sinking a little heavier into the beanbag. Not very often he let himself just⊠Stop.
â⊠I got comfyân I might jusâ let myself sleep some, if I donâ get dragged into somethinâ.â
It certainly is dangerous, but as are the people around you. As are you, should you choose to be. Isn't it more dangerous to leave this uncertain? To let people this might effect, might apply to, know that this is out there? To prepare them for that? Perhaps you are taking more emotional space for yourself.
Builderman doesnât answer. Doesnât even hint at an answer. For a long moment, he remains entirely still. Then he reaches up, and grabs the brim of his hard hat, and it vanishes, leaving his hood to drop a little. He tugs at his hoodieâs strings, and closes his hood with a quiet huff. It takes⊠Perhaps an uncomfortably long few seconds for him to give any sort of response.
âEveryone deserves a lil space. A breather, on occasion. Takinâ emotional space ainât a bad thing.â
And itâs not like thereâs anythinâ to prepare em for. Weâre already in hell.
Isn't the truth better Builder? After all. They should know about what's happening around them, what's happening to you. The truth hurts, but it protects them. Doesn't it? - :) anon
Not this truth. Not this time. The less people know th'better. This can of worms shouldn' see th'light of day. It's dangerous.
He shifts, and pulls his hood up over his hard hat. If it weren't for the unnatural darkness of the shadow over his face as it was, it would have certainly hidden more of it.
Sounds like a challenge! Hypothetically of course, what if there were people who claim to know Urbanshade is real?
And of course only theoretically, what if someone happened to be feeding them everything you were saying
He keeps walking, slipping back into the cabin in silence. He wanders off up the stairs, and snags an empty beanbag from near the small TV. From there, he walks off to the opposite side of the room, and sinks into it, pulling his hard hat low over his face, rather clearly pretending to be asleep.
I'd tell you t'mind your own business. Urbanshade's somethin' you don' want t'mess with. Real, fake, a ghost story, don' matter. Go bark up th'wrong tree an' see what happens, bud.
You know more than you let on and you're rather terrible at hiding it.
He looks directly at you. Thereâs a few long moments of silence. Then he pushes off the tree and walks away, back towards the cabin, hands in his pockets. His shoulder practically slams into your arm despite no proper force being put behind the action as he walks away, betraying a lot more strength behind him than he lets on.
That makes him pause. He genuinely seems to consider it a moment.
âThereâs a few takes on it- some world-specific. Folk that mess up big time tend tâend up there. Intricacies⊠Thatâs more Doomâs grounds than mine.â
So if Urbanshade isn't real, what of people who have seen it? Claim to have been to their facilitates? Claim to have been exploited, harmed, or imprisoned by it?
He looks around, then tilts his head.
âNot a thing Iâve heard tell of.â
But⊠Something feels off. He wanders out of the cabin, hands casually tucked into his pockets as he wanders a small ways back into the forest. HmâŠ
âNot genuinely, at least. Robloxians come in all sorts of shapesân sizes. Coloursâre odd, bodies weird⊠Oneâs home shapes who they areân they can shape themselves more. Not everyone picks how they look, but a lotta folks can change it up. Certainly not unheard of. People push sob storiesân ghost stories all over thâplace if they think they can sell it. Brings in Robux in some cases, even.â
He stops, and leans against a tree, partially unzipping his hoodie to cool down some.
âFictitious, all of it. Urbanshade ainât real, Iâd know if it was.â
That makes him freeze. He fixes his hoodie, his hard hat, then his gloves, clearly trying to avoid speaking for a few moments altogether. When he speaks, itâs after a very slow, deep breath, before hitting a tone one could almost call⊠Customer service adjacent.
âMythos. Genuine mythos. Rumoursân ghost tales, goodân proper. Yâreally think a place like that could really work? Itân⊠Oh what is it, thâFoundation are pipe dreams- things from thâcommunity we got goinâ on that ainât real, theyâre jusâ fun tâimagineân mess about with.â
He waves his hands about rather dismissively, an underlying, almost unnatural calm in him as he waves it off unnervingly casually, almost as if his words are heavily practised.
âPlace like thatâs somethinâ weâd personally see tâpullinâ down, if it was real. Ainât none too fond of thâidea of exploitinâ folksân things like that⊠Just ainât somethinâ weâd stand for.â