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Was hoping to be productive today bc I'm off work but instead I am sat on my floor doomscrolling

I haven't been sleeping well at all lately sorry I think that is why I am sad

Trying to work out what I want to do with life but ultimalty what I want is to not exist alot of the time

#makes it kinda hard to plan ahead..#sounds cringe to say. im not about to die but just my mental ilnesses combined witht the state of the world is just a terrible time #i have a constant feeling of dread at the moment maybe for about 2 years now #its so exhausting. i wish it would end

t-800

“My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore, scraping through my head till I don’t want to sleep anymore.”

Nine Inch Nails - Something I Can Never Have Washington, DC // July 11th, 1990

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Skinny Puppy backstage in 1986

This was before Dwayne's first show, I believe

godspouse

☆ nivek ogre performing with pigface

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Skinny Puppy - Assimilate. Live 1987

Ok it might be fine.. I really extremly hope

Taking melatonins like that is gonna help

Horrible mess situation just got 20x fuckibg worse oh my god I need to just die I will not but holy fucking shit

#i cant even say on here bc its legitmalty insane probany the 2nd most worst i have felt about somrthing in a while #im not in the wrong just a horrifically messy situation..#and just devastating. rly genuknly just devating im not ok at all #not skinny pupy realted i am sorry #no one to speak to about this irl #praying it just washes over and that this person is ok and safe and gets the help they nedd

gguummzz

rat clenches fist in anger

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testure-1988

Jacky Blacque of My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult

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Skinny Puppy - The Choke (Doomsay Festival, 2000)

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Feet have gone numb whilst my blood sugar is dropping right this is so helpful

#sorry for spam posting im treating this place like twitter now

Having anxiety sucks so bad like the mental stuff is wtv but the physical symptoms are dreadful why am I on the verge of throwing up.. why does it feel like my stomach and guts will fall out of me. Why is this my daily experience and can it stop. I feel like my body treats shit like just showing up at work on time or showering as an equivalent to jumping off an cliff

#the good thing is i know i have felt worse before..#100% overdid it on caffiene today though and that is probably why i feel so bad

hope you are doing ok out there

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